The words I wanted to say in front of you
the words I couldn’t say
Without the chance to say them
you left me alone in this place
All I can do is watch, all I can do is hold on,
and wait for you here
You’ve gotten farther away leaving only regrets,
say it with both eyes closed

I call out without sound,
I call out remembering you
I try forgetting you,
knowing you don’t share my feelings

The words I couldn’t say to you…I love you.
The words I couldn’t bring myself to say
Without the chance to say them
you’re leaving me alone here
and going farther away

All I can do is wait, all I can do is close my eyes,
and I’m stopped here
You’ve gotten farther away leaving only regrets,
say it with both your hands together

I call out without sound
I call out remembering you
I try to empty myself of you,
knowing your mind isn’t here

*I say it with my mind,
thinking that maybe you’ll come back to me
You don’t share my feelings,
but if you came back I might run into you

I yell out again today
knowing that my voice won’t be heard
You won’t hear me, but I keep calling
Our story, written on an empty notebook
I’ve become alone after you ripped it apart
In a house without you, there’s nothing to do
I know that you’ll already have forgotten about me
I try to erase traces of you in my room

I say it with my mind,
thinking that maybe you’ll come back to me
You don’t share my feelings,
but if you came back I might run into you

I wait…

I wait thinking that I may run into you..

Jonghwan sighed. He was listening to the radio when Infinite’s Voice of my Heart was played. He was about to turn it off when he heard the first lyrics of the song that made him sat back on his bed and think of her. The lyrics of the songs totally suited his mood right now. Though he didn’t want to hear an infinite song because that group reminds him of her but the song was seriously fitting his situation. He huffed. He took a deep breath and threw himself on his bed. He covered his face with both of his hands. The lyrics of the songs started to sink deeper in his mind, in his heart as tears started to spill out of his eyes.

“I wish it was me. I wish you look at me the way you look at him. I wish you never met him. I wish you only hug me. I wish I'm the only apple on your eyes. i wish I'm the only you'll look at. I wish I'm the one who always makes you happy. I wish you love me and only me. ”

Last 2 days of vacation...

*dingdong*

“Wait a minute!” Jaewon wiped her hands on the apro