♥ Never Again

A Dose of Exo

Author: joreune | Plot: NIL | Characters: Reader and exo's Luhan as Luhan | Song Recommendation: Listen to bittersweet by super junior! | Special Purpose: This story is for the bet between my co-author and I. Author's Note:  This story's done on the spot, without checking and all. So please don't laugh at me. Enjoy! :D (anyway I added an explanation below for those who didn't undrstand)

 
 
 

 

 
 
The wind kept blowing from behind me, as if it wants me walk faster.
 
Wind, I'm not super human, I can't walk too fast.
 
Maybe it will snow. 
 
Ugh my hair. It's blocking my view.
 
Wait, is that him?
 
Annoying hair.
 
That's better.
 
I think it is him. What is he doing here? What is he doing on this street? He has no reason to come here anymore. 
 
Did he see me? 
 
I think he did. He turned away.
 
30 steps away.
 
The tree. It didn't look this bald a few months ago. Tree, are you feeling cold? 
I'm feeling cold too if you are.
There's no one to keep me warm in winter anymore.
 
25 steps away.
 
The green man on the traffic light starts to blink. He never liked waiting for traffic lights. He'd always jaywalk.
 
22 steps away.
 
A girl standing beside a lamppost smiled to herself as he hugged a wrapped up box.
I can remember myself doing that too, as I waited for him.
 
19 steps away.
 
The man who crossed the road from this side hugged his girlfriend on the other side of the road. 
I used to meet him in the middle of the road and we'll hug each other too.
 
16 steps away.
 
The old lady that just walked past me smiled to me as a casual greeting. 
He used to do that to people who looked at us too. And he'll tell me they're jealous of our relationship.
 
14 steps away.
 
A boy, probably the old lady's grandson tripped and starts to cry from behind me.
He trips a lot too.
 
11 steps away.
 
The first flake of snow fell. It landed on my nose.
The first flake of snow that fell last winter was when we're out celebrating our first month...
 
8 steps away. 
 
He stopped and looked up at the sky. He's wearing that winter beanie I gave him.
 
5 steps away from him.
 
He started to walk again. 
The distance between us is getting smaller.
 
0 step, right beside him.
 
He didn't stop, he didn't blink. 
 
3 steps away from him.
 
Does he not miss me?
 
7 steps away from him.
 
Did he forget my name?
 
12 steps away from him.
 
Will I ever feel his hug again?
 
15 steps away from him. 
 
"Luhan!"
 
17 steps away from him.
 
"Jamie!"
 
I stopped.
 
"Luhan! Quick! Give me a hug! I'm so cold!"
"Sure!"
 
23 steps away from him. 
I turned back to look at him.
 
"Here's a present for you!"
"Thanks Jamie!"
 
I wish I didn't see him today.
I wish I never knew how he's doing now.
I wish him and I aren't like this now.
 
"Let's go then. We're going to be late for the movie."
 
24 steps away from him.
 
He won't ever hug me again.
 
25 steps away from him.
 
I can't stop him from boasting about us anymore.
 
26 steps away from him.
 
I won't gift him gifts again.
 
27 steps away from him.
 
He will never call my name again.
 
28 steps away from him.
 
We won't ever see snow together again.
 
29 steps away from him.
 
He doesn't have to miss me anymore.
 
"Jamie! I love you so much!"
 
30 steps away from him.
 
He will never love me again.
 
I wish,
never again,
will I see him.
 
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Author's Note:

I suppose this story confused many, so here's an explanation.

Luhan's your ex-boyfriend. As you were walking, you encountered him.
He was walking in the opposite direction as you. 
You kept on thinking about your past with him, and wondered if
he still likes you.
But he walked past you, he didn't even react.
You then heard him and his new girlfriend, so you turned around to look.
Only then you realise,
he had moved on, and completely wiped you out of his life.

 

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dokyungsooverdose
#1
DAEBAK!!!!
beibylovely #2
Chapter 2: Omonaaa that's too sweet
DragonTopsThePanda
#3
Chapter 24: DAMN
THAT WAS NICE
silentreader22 #4
Chapter 21: that was really sweet of Lay but why did it turn out to be so sad T^T
maymeihua_
#5
Chapter 56: but… why are they aren't allowed to date…? o.o
SenshineRay
#6
Chapter 31: It's breath-taking.
I never felt like this when I'm reading stories.
But I have this kind of feelings when I read this.
It's heartbreaking..
:'(
Thanks and congratulations for making me crying.
:D
SenshineRay
#7
Chapter 16: It's frustrating... :(
I hope Baekyeol is real!!
(but I think it's really real!! maybe they're just denied it lol)
SenshineRay
#8
Chapter 11: Oh God, I really wanted to know what will happen next.. I mean when they exchanged their stuffs back. ^^