Back at the dorm

Sunny’s POV

 I have spent my whole day texting with yongmin lee. I don’t know but I guess because of her smartness and coldness. It’s a bit challenging though but I like it how I manage to break the wall between us. Yeah I know it’s not that appropriate it’s too sudden but at least I got something to do. I even invited her to watch our performance but she just answered that if she’s not busy she will be there if not then she’s sorry. Yongmin told me that she’ll be going back to work, nice alibi at this time!? That’s why I stop texting her no hopes for me I guess.

I got up and noticed there’s no one downstairs and sica just went outside too. So I called taetae. They are out in the market. I’ve ask her to buy me something sweet. As I waited for them I just reminiscece what had happened before, about me and taeyeon.

[Flashback’s]…

“taeyeonnie…” I called her she sat beside me. And I hold her hand under the table cloth. We were at an awards night in Singapore it’s a feasts a lot of wine and foods are serve and IU’s performing onstage right now… I guess I’m a little intoxicated by the wine that I drink but I can speak clearly and think normally but I blurted out what’s on my mind.

“KIM TAEYEON! Stop staring at IU with those eyes of yours!” I said letting go of her hand. I caught some of the girls attention near us. Hyo , soo , fany and maknae.

“yah… What will I supposed to do? She’s performing and people must watch it right? So stop mocking around soonkyu? Plus I am not into her.” she said seriously looking straight at me.

“taeyonnie are you mad? Mianhe.. I just can’t stand it.” saying with my aegyo and cuddle her.

“Alright, Sorry too for I scolded you. Let go now before the media hits us and became paper buzz tomorrow. ” taeng said unclasping my hands on her waist.

“Don’t you want a sunyeon moment as headlines?” I whispered at her and giggle.

“ ahaha… then lets beat the taeny go. Do whatever is on your mind.” she said joking.

Well I can’t disregard. I’ll take it seriously… I kiss her on the cheek but I really wanted to give her a real kiss but it will be a tough headline. Tough. and it surprises her, I saw her jaw dropped and her eyes widened.

 I giggled and whispered “I can’t wait for us to head back home. I will give you more if you want, KIM TAE YEON”. I saw her blushed and more of surprise. Hyoyeon, sooyoung giving us the STOP IT glare. While seohyun was looking at us with a bit of confused look.

“i..ahh..err..ehhhemm let’s stop now some of the girls are staring at us now.” Taeyeon said as she babbles.

 I am really happy whenever I am with taeyeon. The pain from the past eases little by little.

I can also face sungmin now..

“ok then, let’s go home now. Pleeeeease? Even just the TWO of us, I am a bit tired” I lied trying to seduce her.

“ok then I’ll just inform them then so if they want to go home they can join us at the van. I want to take a rest early too.” She said and goes to the others as if she’s hiding her face from me. I hope no one comes along with us. I really want to make the move , for taeyeon seems a bit dawdling .I waited for her, only tiffany come along with us she said she’s not feeling well.as we got back to our dorm I went immediately to our room dragging taeyoen’s arm, leaving tiffany behind.

I pushed her on the bed and hurdled in front of her. I leaned forward as our chest and forehead bumps each other I can feel her breath as our lips are inch away. Her eye is glistering and closes them while waiting for my lips to meet hers.

I close my eyes; I kissed her passionately and aggressively. It felt like a riot it was nice, as my tongue meet hers it became wild it’s a battlefield but as she takes control I submit and our wild aggressive kiss becomes gentle ,soft and delightful. It’s calming and savoring I love how she responds and take the lead. She sits up as she put her hands at the back of my head and slowly pushing me backwards leaning at the bed. She’s on top of me now she deepens the kiss it’s so good and she speeds the pace as I give light moans I held her as my nails pinning her back. She holds back and gasps. We look at each other both of us breathing hard. I can’t wait for another one so I held her again I pulled her but she holds back.

[WHAT !?, WHY DID SHE REFUSE??] I scream at my thoughts.

“What’s wrong taengoo?” I asked her In low voice. She looks away and get up. She sat at my side.

“I..I..ahhh” she can’t speak normally she was not looking at me either. I put my hands across her neck.

“I what?? Oh come on taeng tell me.” I look at her worriedly.

Is she shy, no probably not? I feel that I don’t want to hear her speak up this is not a good sign of hers.

“I am not saying that I don’t like you, you know that; it’s just that this is not right. Maybe we are just in need right now or we are both intoxicated. I don’t know. Let’s, let’s take a rest for a while” she said calm but weakly. I can’t react to what she just says. How should I take this?

I just nodded. Then I tried to kiss her again. But she turns her head.

 “I am sorry for taking this hastily, I shouldn’t, I shouldn’t do that. I want you to love yourself first. Don’t give it all away there’s right time for everything.” she said removing my hands across her. She holds my hand. I looked away I felt that my tears are starting to linger.

“Plea.. Please don’t say sorry. I won’t accept it. And don’t regret it. It’s important to me what just happened” I hold on to her hand firmly my tears started to fall down. Taeyeon’s eyes are swollen up but she holds her tears trying not to let it fall.

“hey, hey sunny my bunny don’t cry. I don’t want to see you like that. Cheer up. I will be here for you still, I promise.” taeng wiped my tears using her other hand and she hugged me tightly easing the pain that I have.

 I nodded at her. She kissed my cheeks. I gave her a sad smile. I cried all night while taeng didn’t sleep at our room that night.

It hurts. But I must accept her decision. I know she loves me back but she’s making decision for the better.

She’s holding our name as our leader and our reputation as an idol. Acting and fulfilling our duties and work professionally. I really hope we won’t regret this.

But it turns out that sunyeon became the headlines on the next day.

 [Flashback ends]

Door opened; taeyeon and tiffany are back at the dorm.

“ohh…taengoo I miss you!” sunny said teasingly whilst removing taeyeon’s cap.

Taeyeon blushes, “I miss you too bunny.” Taeyeon said,

Tiffany looked at them and head upstairs…

“What’s wrong with her? Something happened while you two are out?” sunny asked taeyeon.

“Nothing as I can remember, maybe she’s just tired. Where did sica go?” taeyeon said.

“I have noooo~ idea” sunny said whilst raising her shoulders and tilting her head.

a/n: i have things running in my head i will keep on writing...i will update soon...leave comments, suggestion etc...

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