Loco

The schedules we've been getting for the past months were nothing compared to what we have right now. We are even busier now, but the good thing is me and Hyejin lives together now, so at the end of the day, we'll still be able to see each other. Even if we're asleep, it's already more than enough.

The thing is though? Since we've gone public 3 months ago.. one of the things that we have before had changed. It's privacy. We don't have it anymore. It feels like every move and every single person we meet up becomes a big deal! A controversy! Hyejin once went to a date with her high school friends and there's a guy in their circle, It stressed me out more than anything and the public made it worse! The articles and photos released made it seem like they we're very very close in a wrong way. The netizens even added up to the fire and Hyejin was affected on that. Lots of bad words again were thrown out at her and I can't even bare to read those non sense stuff. The problem is, netizens kept on believing what they see in every articles they read. We've advised our company to just ignore those because it will be too much hassle on our end to respond to every non-fact article that publicians release.

And now? Another one came up! I haven't had a proper conversation with my girlfriend lately and I don't know if I would be grateful because of this photo that just showed up or feel bad for my Hyejin because she has to hear my side again on this. Specially that the photo released just yesterday was me and a leading lady from our newest mv, acting very friendly.

"Hi, honey." I kissed her forehead when she entered the kitchen. She nodded at me weakly then went straight to my arms like a little kid. I smiled at that the hugged her back. "What was the photo about, love?" She asker straightforwardly. I caress her hair before planting a kiss on it. "It's from the newest mv set." I answered then she took her head back to look at me with tired eyes, but still doing her best to look happy. "I know. I just missed us." She said while looking at me, straight in the eyes.

That made me heart ache a little.

If were gonna think about it, we really haven't spent time together for the past months. Our daily routine was to see and kiss one another while sleeping. We've never had any sweet moment for just the two of us even if we're living together already. She even sometimes go to other countries without having the time to tell me whether if its through text or in person.

"Are you tired?" I asked and I felt her nodded. I frowned, but did not show her. "Come on, let's rest. I'll sing for you." I said then carried her beat body to the bed. We face each other on the bed with our arms wrapped on us too. We were just staring into each other's soul, while appreciating the time we have now. I need to go in 5 hours and she has her own schedule too in 4 hours, so she need to sleep now.. but, "Do you want to sleep now?" I asked, putting some hair on her face to the back of her ear. "I.. want a kiss first." She said with a very husky voice before getting on top of me.

We started kissing intensely, but it hasn't even been 5 minutes since we've started and we both felt extreme exhaustion again, making her fall asleep on top of me and I didn't mind.

Hwasa

I woke to the snoring sound of my boyfriend, who's currently hugging me like I would run away from him anytime