Hwasa

It’s been boring lately. Me not being able to use my phone for how long? I don’t know. 3-4 weeks and 2 or 3 months? Not sure. But to tell you honestly guys? It’s actually working. It helped me focused on my work more. I made myself busier than ever. I also don’t care what happened around me anymore as long as I’m making our fans happy, making money and giving my parents some gifts. That’s it. Life is simple. Don’t need to make it complicated, right? At first, it’s very rebelious. Not being able to do what I want.

But I have come to realize that, it’s also very childish of me to do that. It’s not like the guy’s my boyfriend already to be like that, right? My unnis kept on cheering me up and that helped also. And now, I’m fine without my phone. It’s too focus on my career first before going to another level of life. My dad always tell me that I don’t have to rush real love. It will eventually come. And that’s my belief right now.

“There’s another food cf for you, Hyejin-ah!” My manager-nim handed me contract for the newest cf i’ll e starring to. Oohhhh, i’ve come to really love food cfs! I don’t care about weight at all. After all, I can always spend days in the gym before come back. That’s not really hard thing to do. “Yeyyyy!!!” I cheered, reading the contract infront of me.  “I can already imagine how good the food is!!” I squeled.

Manager-nim told me to fix myself for the next schedules for today. It’s another photoshoot. On the other hand, I do care about my figure haha. I’m a public figure after all. The director praised me for every pose I did, and it made the job easier even though I was wearing little piece of clothes. I love it though, it makes me feel confident and y at the same time. Flaunting my body is o