Hwasa

Hyukwoo oppa messaged me tons last night, asking why didn't I tell him that I went home already. I ignored each of them. I lay on my bed all day long. We had a free day to end all of our concerts in Asia, and I spent it on my bed... Hahhh, I just want to rest and not have a war inside my head anymore. "Hyejin-ah?" I heard Wheenin's voice. I groaned then covered myself with my blanket then I heard her opened the bedroom door. "You're not sleeping, Hyejin-ah." she said. I continued being covered by the blanket. 

"We're very sorry, Hyejin-ah.. You must be feeling awful right now, but don't be afraid of opening to us, your unnis.." It's Yongsun unni this time. "Come here, baby." Byul unni said then I felt her my back. I bit my lower lip to stop from being emotional.. "I said, I'm not gonna think about it anymore but you're all here reminding me about that again!" I can't help but cry.. Wheein removed the blanket from me and gave me a hug. "Shh.. we're not here to remind you about, Hyejin. We're here to help you get through it.." she said.

I sob more and more as I feel my tears flowing non-stop.. stupid eyes.. why are you crying!!! "If you really like him, there's always a better time.. maybe it's just not yet this time.." Yongsun unni joined the hug. I weakly tried removing their hands from me, but they held my tighter. " that dating ban! I'm an adu