A/N:
SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE, I GOT A LITTLE WRITER BLOCK TODAY.

Mina was out with Nayeon today. Nayeon had been giving Mina some counselling to help with her issues. The sessions happened weekly, each session being 1 hour. Progress has been relatively fast, and it seems she might be okay by the end of the month. They were now discussing what Mina was going to do when she is fully recovered.

"So, after your okay, what are you going to do?" Nayeon asked

"I think I might want to start talking to Chaeyoung again" Mina admitted

"You think she'll forgive me?" Mina added

"Of course she will" Nayeon asked

Chaeyoung on the other hand had gotten worse. Chaeyoung had started getting mood swings, sometimes hating Mina for leaving her, sometimes crying out for Mina, wanting her back. It had gotten so bad that she started lashing out at her parents and friends, telling them off and running away when people tell her to stop drinking, she had even started to pick fights with strabgers at clubs, though she obviously had never won because Chaeyoung had never been in a fight ever before in her life. Nobody wanted to tell Mina about what was happening with Chaeyoung though, knowing that all the progress she has made with Nayeon would be lost and she would start hating and blame herself again for turning Chaeyoung into a wreck. 

Chaeyoung woke up again today with a massive headache, she definitely got knocked out last night, there was a blue and black bruise on the corner of her head. She felt for the bump and it stung her just by the slightest touch because of it. Chaeyoung winced at the pain and laid back down on the bed. Just then, the memory of Mina leaving her popped into her head and she was suddenly flooded by emotions of contempt and depression. She gripped her sheets in anger while covering her tear-filled eyes.

Just then, her phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Hey cutie" An unfamiliar voice said

"I'm sorry who is this?" Chaeyoung asked

"Are you okay? Your voice was deep last night but it's high now. Anyway, it's Jane, from last night?"

"Oh, hi Jane" Chaeyoung said, lowering her voice

"I was wondering if you wanted to hand out" Jane asked

"I uh... I'm a little busy" Chaeyoung lied

"Oh, okay, call me when you're free okay?" 

"Okay" Chaeyoung said before hanging up

In truth, Chaeyoung doesn't know who Jane is. This had been happening every night since she started clubbing. She would wake up with multiple new numbers of girls in her phone, all of which she did not even remember getting. This had to stop, but she couldn't fthink of another way to numb her pain and anger. It's already been 3 months since their breakup, but it felt like forever, and her pain had not subsided, only intensifying each day, making each day a living hell for her. Her self destructive lifestyle was too much for her, but not enough to drown the pain. 

Just then, Kimchi jumped onto her bed her face.

"At least you're still with me, you'll never leave right? Kimchi-ah" Chaeyoung said, giving a small smile

"Meow"

"Don't tell me to grow up, I'm grown" Chaeyoung said

"Meow"

"I hate you" Chaeyoung said, lying her head back down on her bed

Chaeyoung then soon fell asleep, when she woke up, it was already 6pm. Chaeyoung showered, got dresed, had dinner and headed out clubbing again. She didn't know how much more of this she could take,