My relationship with Sehun slowly improving. He still cold but he's better now. He's home early nowadays and we had dinners together. But sometimes he wont even be home before midnight. I'm worried like so much. He should take care of his health too. I just he'll never over work himself. Mark keep on texting me, telling me he want to see me. He want to come over and have some dinner together. I'm someone's wife. He should know better, I dont want Sehun to misunderstood me again. 

I'm waiting for Sehun to be back. It's almost 10. I wonder if he's okay or not ? What is my husband doing now ? Am I slowly falling for him ? I just cant get him out of my mind. Sehun is not that bad actually, he's trying to improve for a better person for the sake of our relationship. I dont what I get myself into. This supposed to be a loveless marriage. But I dont have idea where its going now.

And again I fell asleep on the couch with Sehun on my mind.

I'm at the club again with Mr.Park. New girls coming in, new bussiness here and there. I've been very busy. I need to do this for better profit. I know this is not good, I acknowledge that. Back then I was so young, I'll do everything to make my father proud of me. Now that I'm wiser and older, plus I'm building a family sooner or later I know this is bad. But I'm the one who start all this so I'll finish this in my own way. But not now, one fine day.

Mr.Park told me that there's a police officer keep on