' Thanks, ' Dara shyly mumbled as she glance at the glinting silver ring in her finger. ' No problem, anything for you, ' Jiyong smiled as he pulled her closer to him as he landed a tiny kiss on her forehead. ' Lets make a wish first, ' Jiyong said as they both went near the temple to make their own wishes. 

 

 

Her happiness

 

His happiness

 

 

' Hop in, ' Jiyong stated as he offer her another piggyback. Dara just hop on his back without anywords she just rest herself on her. She never felt so happy and secured at the same time and she was wondering how this erted jerk named Kwon Jiyong gave her such comfort. A smile emerged from her lips, she knew the answer all this time but she keep on shutting her heart, eyes and ears about it.

 

 

 I just don't want to hope and let that hope be shattered, let's face it aside from the three things we have in common... we're totally different. And there'll be no chance that he'll love me.

 

 

I don't want to be the one crying in the end. 

 

 

Without noticing it her held at him tighten, which bothers Jiyong. ' Is something wrong jagiya? ' he asked. He just felt her shook her head, ' Nothing you're thinking too much , ' she stated. ' I'm just too tired, ' she added. ' Arasso, arasso... let's just go back to the dorm quickly beside its already 4:30, they might caught us, ' he said chuckling.

 

 

...

 

 

Dara is still swerving when she went to the main building, she doesn't have enough sleep. In fact she wasn't able to sleep her active damn heart won't let her and her brain is out of her command as well as it keeps on replying their da--- okay the things they did last whole night.

 

 

' Noona, you look awful early in the morning, ' Seung Ri stated as he caressed her back and let her sit beside him. He was about to greet her but then he became worried upon seeing her state.  Upon sitting she quickly rest her head on the table. ' Are you okay noona? ' Daesung asked pushing aside the fact that he was also about to greet her a happy birthday. 

 

 

' Where have you been last night? ' TOP coldly asked which made Seung Ri and Daesung flinched. Dara didn't bother to look at him as she was too tired. ' I just did some things, ' Dara answered weakly. ' Come on, can you be more honest? You're out with Jiyong right? ' Youngbae smirked. Dara just heaved a very heavy sigh, ' Fine, I'm out with him. Happy? ' Dara answered as she sat properly while having her hand on her head.

 

 

TOP hissed disbelievingly. ' TOP, ' Youngbae warned as he can sense every leaking thought of TOP. ' Dara I think you forgot something, ' TOP darkly mumbled. Dara stared at him trying to comprehend what in the world he is saying. ' Did I? ' she breathed which made him completely lose himself. 

 

 

' TOP, ' Youngbae warned once more as he squeezed his shoulder but it wasn't enough to help him regain his self control. ' In case you forgot, its our tradition to celebrate our birthdays together the first seconds of that day. Which means we're supposed to be all together last night, ' TOP hissed as he slammed his hand on the table. Dara quickly run her palm at her face, yes she did forget about that tradition of theirs, but its not like she wanted it right? She even forgot that its her birthday today.

 

 

' Hyung, you're exaggerating. Let Noona celebrate her birthday the way she wanted it, ' Seung Ri anxiously said while hoping he can calm his hyung. ' Seung Ri's right hyung, plus its early in the morning, ' Daesung seconded but then it wasn't able to calm even a single nerve of TOP.

 

 

' Look, I'm sorry for not remembering it. Let's not talk about it, I'm not in the mood besides Dae is right is early in the morning for crying out loud, ' Dara said as she burried her face in her palm. She's really not good at handling sleepless night, she's worst than someone having some sort of hang over. ' You know what Dara? You did not forget it! You choose to forget it, in fact you're forgetting about us since that Kwon arrived! ' TOP snapped out as he pushed the table.  ' Are you implying something!? ' Dara snapped as she roughly stood up which cause her chair to fall on the floor. 

 

 

Every eyes were darted at them again as a badly stirred atmosphere filled the room. Youngbae hissed as he grabbed the glass on the other table held it high and dropped it on the floor. The breaking sound of the glass steal everyone's attention as they darted it to Youngbae. ' Everyone out! ' he hissed darkly as everyone left the main building including the teachers, they never wanted to be part of one bad morning. 

 

 

' What's going on? ' Jiyong asked as he was making his way to their table. ' Hyung, ' Seung Ri called him as he quickly dashed to him but before he was able to speak, Dara beat him to it. ' Leave Jiyong, ' she coldly stated without glancing at him as her eyes were all glaring back to TOP. ' Da-- ' Jiyong wasn't able to finish his statement when Dara faced him with a weak smile. ' Please leave us alone first Jiyong, ' she weakly stated. Jiyong weakly nodded. ' Sure, take your time, ' he smiled at her. 

 

 

' Sorry hyung, we'll explain everything later, ' Seung Ri whispered at Jiyong. Jiyong just gave him a nod as he turned around and started pacing out of the place. As much as he wanted to stay, as much as he wanted to know what's going on, all he can do is to wait. All he can do is trust her, let her solve her own problem. He let out a bitter chuckle.

 

 

I forgot, she's not some weak girl. She doesn't need me to stand, she doesn't need my help for she's stronger than me. She can handle herself well. She's not an ordinary girl after all.

 

 

But still I wish for once she'll lean on me, ask me for help or let me be somekind of knight in shining armor....

 

...

 

 

' TOP stop this, ' Youngbae stated yet like all their attemps awhile ago, its useless. ' No Bae, Dara should know this, ' he spat out bitterly without looking at him as he was still glaring at Dara. Dara breathed out heavily as she can't believe of what TOP is saying. ' Damn! Are you saying I purposely forgot the tradition? TOP I'm not perfect! I can also forget things!!! ' Dara shouted. Seung Ri and Daesung even Youngbae just decided to remain silent, they would not want to stir things more, TOP is doing that job already and he's doing it greatly. 

 

 

' Dara if you're thinking about us! If your brain is not occupied of that ing moron you wouldn't forgot it! Because there's no reason for you to forget about it!! ' TOP shouted in the same intensify voice she has. ' Are you hearing what you're saying huh Choi Seunghyun!? Wait, do you even know what you're saying?! ' Dara shouted back. TOP flinched for seconds, she rarely call him in his real name, and she only do it when she's really mad. But he don't care anymore especially he's mad himself.

 

 

He has been holding himself this past days. He doesn't want to snap nor act possessive but looks like he wasn't able to control himself very well. He's not use to it, he's not used that her world does not revolved with them anymore. He never wished for her to be drifted this far from them, scratch that, he never wished her to be drifted faraway from him. 

 

 

' I completely know what I'm saying!!! ' He shouted back at her. ' Dara where are you these past days? You're not eating lunch with us anymore! We're not going home together anymore! Whenever you have free time its either he'll take you or you'll come to him yourself! You're starting to be taken away from us!! ' 

 

 

He paused as he inhale deeply as he cover his mouth with his hand. He pulled his hair frustratedly as he drifted his eyes on her once more. He can clearly see mixed emotions and tireness in her eyes but he doesn't care anymore. All he can think about is how she needed to know everything. She must know his pain hoping that she might stop giving him more pain if she knew about it.

 

 

' Dara he's taking you away from me! Away from us, from you're friends! And you're happily letting him to completely erase us from your life! ' he finally blurted out with overwhelming pain in his eyes as he plopped himself on the chair.

 

 

Dara can't believe on what she's hearing. It sound nothing but how low his trust and view of her, to her. ' I'm not! He's not! Are you hearing what you're saying? This is crazy! This is stupid!! ' she blurted out as she finally found her voice.

 

 

' That's not what I'm seeing right now... ' he mumbled darkly. ' Then you better open your eyes! So you can off with this stupidity!! ' she hissed at him. ' Then start doing things that won't make me think of all this ing crap! ' TOP countered.

 

 

Dara sighed as she kicked the table in her side as it quickly flipped and as the plates, glasses and utensils fell and meet the cold floor. ' This is not going anywhere, I'm out of here! Cool your mind bastard, ' she hissed without looking at him as she started to walk out. 

 

 

But she was stopped with his next statement as a great pain strike her heart so hard. ' You're being all ed up now too!! Its not just me! Does he even love you Dara!? Huh Does he love you?! Does he already said he love you?! To clear the bull in you, it was all game! It was all a stupid game!! ' TOP shouted as he stood up. 

 

 

' Enough! You've gone to far TOP! ' Youngbae shouted at him. ' Hyung how can you say that, ' Seung Ri weakly stated as he shook his head and walked towards Dara. He tried comforting Dara but his hand was just slapped away by her. Dara then faced TOP with nothing but pain in her eyes. A pale of cold water was seemingly poured all over TOP as he saw tears crawled down her cheeks which she wiped off harshly like it was nothing but a sweat, pretending it was not tears.

 

 

' I've always known that we live in different worlds! Heck I knew about it since I entered this school! I know he wouldn't love someone like me! Damn I know I'm nothing but a ed up troublemaker in his eyes! But you don't need to rub it on my face! I'm completely aware of everything Seunghyun, ' she stated while struggling for her voice to stay firm despite it starting to croak. Without wasting any seconds or letting him open his mouth to respond she stomp away from them.

 

 

TOP weakly slumped himself on the chair as he finally realized that he went too far. ' What the heck was that TOP!? We all knew that Dara love Jiyong since we knew her!! And we agreed that we'll be happy for her!! ' Youngbae snapped at him. 

 

 

' I know about it!! You don't need to rub it at my face! ' TOP hissed back at him. ' Is it painful? Glad to hear that, ' Youngbae hissed back at him.

 

 

' Hyung we've always known you love her more than a friend, heck we all love her more than a friend. The difference is me, Seung Ri and Youngbae hyung have already accepted that she will never look at us like that! We accepted it, we moved on why can't you do the same, ' Daesung finally butted in. 

 

 

' Because I'm not like you three, I know she will eventually look at me like the way she look at Kwon, I know she will love me the way I love her, ' TOP spatted out with pure determination. ' Hyung I hope you know what you're saying. But in case you want to know, I'm sorry but I'm on Dara noona's side, ' Seung Ri weakly stated as he turned his back from him and started pacing out the building.

 

 

' Wake up already before I beat the crap out of you, don't expect me to help you we have talked about this a million times ago, ' Youngbae said as he shook his head. ' But don't worry I will not let this friendship fall apart, I know Dara won't let it too... BIGBANG will never say goodbye, ' he added as he tapped TOP's shoulder. 

 

 

' Just pull yourself together TOP hyung and say sorry to her, she will gladly accept it, ' Daesung said as he sat down on one of the chairs. ' Aren't you going to leave too? ' TOP bitterly asked him. Daesung shook his head with a smile, ' Nah! I know you'll be able to pull yourself again, I'll just wait... ' 

 

 

...

 

 

' Babe, you don't look that good. Want me to ask the teachers to let you stay here in the dormitory? ' Jiyong whispered at her as he pull her into and embraced as she burried her face at his chest, drowning herself at the warmth and comfort he provide just by hugging her. ' No, I'm fine plus I will only sulk, ' she answered honestly. All the students are at the garden as they wait for the arrival of the buses that will take them to the Tsubasa Art Museum, their first destination. 

 

 

As much as he wanted to dig what happen back at the main building he can't. It don't feel right to him, he wanted her to be the one to share it without him asking. But with her being all weak and silent he can only guess that she will find it hard to share what happened and probably she will never speak about it at all. And so he's only hope is Seung ri, who promised to tell him everything. 

 

 

...

 

 

The buses arrived, there were five buses one each section. ' Noona let's go, ' Seung Ri smiled at Dara. Dara smiled at her and was ready to pull herself away from Jiyong's arm, but then her eyes meet TOP's, he was walking behind Seung Ri as he climbed the bus. Her gaze fell on the gound as she realized she's not ready to be in any place that will give her small distance with TOP. ' I'm sorry but I probably will take Jiyong's bus, ' Dara weakly stated with a timid smile. Seung Ri just smiled at him as he completely understand her. ' No problem, take care then, ' Seung Ri smiled as he climbed the bus. ' Is it okay if I'll be in your bus? ' Dara turned to Jiyong. ' Ofcourse we have a vacant seat since one of my classmates wasn't able to make it, ' he smiled at her. She just nodded at him with a timid smile as she pull herself closer to him. 

 

 

Well, atleast she finds comfort in me. That's enough.

 

 

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Aigoo! That was an intense fight between TOP and Goddess D! Can they fix it?

Aish! Goddess D you're wrong totally wrong Mighty G loves you he loves you more than what we know haha XDD neh guys? neh??

 

 

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