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Manage My Love

 

Haemin’s POV

 

Today was the start of my new life. I decided to make this one of the best days in my life. I went to Super juniors dorm early in the morning. I cooked up a feast in the morning. Although it was only breakfast, I want to have a good meal, as breakfast is the most important meal of the day. The first person that woke up was Leeteuk. He was quite shocked as the day before I was really very disheveled. I found myself real stupid now after I reflected on what I was doing for the past few days. It was like as if I was a dead corpse.

 

“You are up. I need to speak to Eunhyuk. So can you help me wake the members up?” I asked nicely.

 

“Sure.” Leeteuk scratched his head and thought he was dreaming. I smiled at him and went up to the 13th floor. I asked Donghae who was awake to wake the others, as I need to talk to Eunhyuk. I knocked on the door, but there was no response. I opened it and found Eunhyuk still sleeping. I walked to his side of the bed and shook him.

 

“Eunhyuk, Eunhyuk. Wake up.” I said with a very sweet voice. He stirred and his eyes fluttered open. However, he suddenly jot up when he saw who it was. He rubbed his eyes like he thought he was dreaming.

 

“I need to talk to you so can you go and wash up? I will wait for you here.” I said and smiled. He nodded and rushed out of the room. In less than 5 minutes, he came back. I asked him to sit down beside me. I pulled out something from behind me. It is a packet of snacks. Anchovy snacks. His eyes immediately lit up and he smiled. It was his favourite brand and he never had the chance to eat it as it was not healthy and it would hurt his throat. I always forbid him to eat it. Suddenly, his smiled faded off his face.

 

“Why are you so nice to me all of a sudden? Even if you don’t hate me, you should at least be a little angry.” It all came out in a mere whisper.

 

I Smiled and ruffled his hair. “I’m not so petty. Rather, I came here to thank you. I don’t know for what reason, but I have a feeling I have to thank you.” I said. He gave me a very confused look. I just smiled and told him to change and go down for breakfast. I think they should really build a stair inside the dorm soon. It was approved but it would only be done when they go for their world tour, which are still months away from now.  Breakfast was noisy and every one had a smile plastered to their faces. They even acted out something to entertain each other. They are so cute. I cannot believe grown men could act like this. They were crazier than boys.

 

Today’s schedule was the rehearsal was for the upcoming concert, Super Show 2 where the first stop was Seoul. Practice starts at 11am. We reached there earlier so they had more time for warm ups. I was then quite free for the day as they would be in the studio for the whole day, I decided to just stay there and watch their progress.

 

I had nothing to do so I decided to play my PSP. I played for 2 hours straight. They had lunch beak at 2pm. So I decided to be nice and order each member’s favourite dish rather than the same dish for all. I approached each member individually and asked them what they wanted for lunch. I made telephone calls to at least 5 restaurants for take-outs.

They continued with practice after lunch. They had a 2-hour lunch break, as time was also need to digest their food. When they started practice, I decided to sit at the table at the corner of the room to rest. I was looking at them practice at first, but I started to get tired and I ended up sleeping. I woke up when someone shook me. I looked up and saw Donghae. He gave me a faint smile.

 

“It’s time to leave. Come on lets go.” He tugged my hand.

 

“What time is it now?” I asked while I stretched.

 

“It’s 8pm already.” He said

 

“I better call home and leave a voice message.” I dialed my house number and left a voice message since no one was home. Since Donghae and I were the only ones left we rushed out to the road and boarded the bus.

 

Since all the seats are filled, I had to sit with Donghae. Its not that I don’t like him, I feel weird around him. He is very nice and I enjoy his company, but not alone. We chatted on the way back. I was still very tired don’t know for what reason. When we returned to the dorm, I called for takeouts again since I was no in the mood to cook. Ryeowook volunteered to cook but I told him that he was tired enough during practice, so we would just order take-outs.

 

They ordered take-outs on their own as they saw me really tired and asked me to leave first.

 

“I’m fine. Just sleepy.” I yawned

 

“Go home and sleep Haemin.” Leeteuk said

 

“Yah go Home Haemin. We can handle take-outs on our own.” Shindong said

 

“I will only leave after your take-outs comes and that’s final.” I said

 

In the end I left after they finished their food. When I arrived home, I saw Yoora’s shoes at the door, but her room was dark so I assume that she had slept since it was already 11pm.

 

I went to sleep and got woken up at 7am by a phone call. It was from SM entertainment. They are pushing the recording in the evening back 3 hours. I went to take my schedule and saw that the recording was suppose to be at 5pm. If they pushed it back for 3 hours that means it will only start at 8pm and the earliest time that the recording would end would be 11pm.

 

I then dragged myself out of bed and went to shower. When I finally left the house it was 8am. The members had no practice today due to the recording at night, which would clash with their dance rehearsal timing.

 

When I reached the dorm, no one was awake. Since I was still tired, I decided to go to the guest room to sleep some more. I woke up when I hear people talking outside.

 

“Where’s Haemin? Isn’t she coming today? She didn’t even pick up her phone.” Donghae said.

 

“That’s weird. No matter what, she would be here the latest by 9am. But it is already 12pm.” Leeteuk said.

 

I sat up and patted my clothes. I walked out of the guest room and pretended to be surprise.

 

“Haemin!” Donghae exclaimed.

 

“I’m here. Are you looking for me?” I pretended. I told them I was in the guest room the whole time rearranging and cleaning the room. I then went to make lunch, which was Naengmyeon. Since it was not difficult to make and the ingredients needed were all present.

 

I was done by 2pm and the members munched down the noodle and some even asked for seconds. The whole afternoon, all of us used it to bond. We talked about a lot of things. From school to family to Previous boy/girl friends. When Kangin brought up the topic, everyone glared at him and move their gaze to me. I looked at then curiously.

 

“What?” I asked. I know what all of them are thinking about. It was only days before I was like a living corpse. They were afraid I will turn back into that state.

 

“ It’s alright. I’m over that problem already. I let bygones be bygones.” And I smile genuinely. We continued talking till around 5pm where they went to get ready to leave. They need more time due to the lack of bathrooms. By 6.30pm, they were al ready and we headed to the SM building. I saw Soo-Yun. I got a shock when I saw her from afar. Now she looked like a living corpse. When DBSK, Super Junior and SHINee were ready, they started recording. SHINee’s Manager was Jung Hyun-na. She asked us if we wanted to have dinner together. Both of us agreed. She said she’s going to the toilet and will meet us downstairs.

 

Both Soo-Yun and I went to wait for the lift.

 

“What’s up with you?” I asked

 

“Nothing.” Soo-Yun replied, yawning

 

“Something is wrong with you. Look at your eye bags and your bloodshot eyes. Were you crying?” I asked

 

“No. I just didn’t get to sleep last night.” Soo-Yun answered.

 

“How come?” I asked

 

“You know the recording was shifted 3 hours back all because of Jaejoong and I stayed up all night to explain and make them shift it back. I had to write a report on it also.” She yawned again.

 

“Jaejoong?” I asked

 

“Yes Jaejoong.” She answered.

 

“What’s with him?” I asked

 

“He’s been acting all weird these few days.” Soo-Yun explained.

 

We waited for Hyun-na downstairs. While waiting we continued talking.

 

“Maybe it’s just his mood swings. I heard he got quite terrible mood swings.”I said

 

“Maybe. I just hope it is.” Soo-Yun sighed.

 

We went for dinner at some nearby restaurant. We chatted about random things like about out bands. Hyun-na ask me how was I able to handle 13 boys when she can’t even handle 5. I told her my secret weapon and she laughed. All of us laughed.

 

We headed back to the studio and realized they were not even halfway done yet and we sat outside. Hyun-na suddenly jumped up.

 

“I forgot I have to help Taemin buy his things. I have to go first I see you again later.” And she ran off.

 

“Get a good night sleep today. Tomorrow you will feel better.” I said

 

“I don’t think I will be able to. I am not done with the report and I have a whole pile of paper work.” She said and suddenly started coughing.

 

“Are you ok?” I asked why patting her back.

 

“I’m fine. Choked.” She assured me.

 

“Ok. It’s so late already. I think we have to inform Yoora that we are not going back.” I said

 

“You call her. I left my phone in DBSK’s dorm.” She said.

 

“Ok” I called home and left a voice mail.

 

When I turned around, I saw Soo-Yun asleep. I took off my jacket and covered her in case she catches a cold. I went into the studio and saw Yunho sitting at the side not recording. I told the producer that I need to talk to Yunho. He said that Yunho’s turn is still quite far away he will send someone to call for us when its his turn.

 

I pulled Yunho outside to somewhere where I was still able to keep an eye on Soo-Yun.

 

“What happened to Soo-Yun?" I demanded an answer.

 

“I have no idea. Jaejoong has been treating her very harshly these few days. I reprimanded him and asked him to apologies and he refuses and he said he did nothing wrong.” Yunho explained.

 

“What did Jaejoong do exactly?” I asked

 

“He has been giving her an attitude for the whole week. Rolling his eyes, shouting at her, ignoring her, going against her.” He said.

 

“What is wrong with him?” I exclaimed.

 

“Non of us know. I think he will be better soon.” He assured me.

 

“You know Soo-Yun didn’t sleep because of him. She still has to sacrifice her sleep tonight to finish the report on why the recording need to be pushed back and a pile of paper work.” I was going to explode soon.

 

A crew came and told Yunho that he has to go in, as it’s his turn.

 

“I will do something about it.” He assured and went back into the studio.

 

I looked at my watch it reads 11.35pm. I don’t think Soo-Yun will get any sleep tonight again. Soo-Yun stirred and woke up. She asked me for the time and she left for the ladies. When she returned, we chatted for a while more and Hyun-na returned with a bag of medicine and some snacks.

 

“This was what Taemin asked you to help him buy?” I pointed at the snacks.

 

“No. He asked me to buy for him medicine. The snacks are for their dorm.” Hyun-na said. I nodded my head. She sat down and we chatted for another 15 minutes and the boys came out. All yawning and stretching. After that, we left for different directions.

 

By the time I reached the boys dorm, it was nearing 1am so I stayed over at their dorm. After showering, I went into my room and remembered about Soo-Yun. I walked towards Leeteuk’s room and knocked on the door. I talked to Leeteuk about the problem and he said that Jaejoong will be fine soon he also said that during the recording Jaejoong was pulling a long face throughout unlike other times.

 

End of Haemin’s POV

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Naengmyeon: Cold noodles.

 

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Comments are loved. Haemin’s POV

 

Today was the start of my new life. I decided to make this one of the best days in my life. I went to Super juniors dorm early in the morning. I cooked up a feast in the morning. Although it was only breakfast, I want to have a good meal, as breakfast is the most important meal of the day. The first person that woke up was Leeteuk. He was quite shocked as the day before I was really very disheveled. I found myself real stupid now after I reflected on what I was doing for the past few days. It was like as if I was a dead corpse.

 

“You are up. I need to speak to Eunhyuk. So can you help me wake the members up?” I asked nicely.

 

“Sure.” Leeteuk scratched his head and thought he was dreaming. I smiled at him and went up to the 13th floor. I asked Donghae who was awake to wake the others, as I need to talk to Eunhyuk. I knocked on the door, but there was no response. I opened it and found Eunhyuk still sleeping. I walked to his side of the bed and shook him.

 

“Eunhyuk, Eunhyuk. Wake up.” I said with a very sweet voice. He stirred and his eyes fluttered open. However, he suddenly jot up when he saw who it was. He rubbed his eyes like he thought he was dreaming.

 

“I need to talk to you so can you go and wash up? I will wait for you here.” I said and smiled. He nodded and rushed out of the room. In less than 5 minutes, he came back. I asked him to sit down beside me. I pulled out something from behind me. It is a packet of snacks. Anchovy snacks. His eyes immediately lit up and he smiled. It was his favourite brand and he never had the chance to eat it as it was not healthy and it would hurt his throat. I always forbid him to eat it. Suddenly, his smiled faded off his face.

 

“Why are you so nice to me all of a sudden? Even if you don’t hate me, you should at least be a little angry.” It all came out in a mere whisper.

 

I Smiled and ruffled his hair. “I’m not so petty. Rather, I came here to thank you. I don’t know for what reason, but I have a feeling I have to thank you.” I said. He gave me a very confused look. I just smiled and told him to change and go down for breakfast. I think they should really build a stair inside the dorm soon. It was approved but it would only be done when they go for their world tour, which are still months away from now.  Breakfast was noisy and every one had a smile plastered to their faces. They even acted out something to entertain each other. They are so cute. I cannot believe grown men could act like this. They were crazier than boys.

 

Today’s schedule was the rehearsal was for the upcoming concert, Super Show 2 where the first stop was Seoul. Practice starts at 11am. We reached there earlier so they had more time for warm ups. I was then quite free for the day as they would be in the studio for the whole day, I decided to just stay there and watch their progress.

 

I had nothing to do so I decided to play my PSP. I played for 2 hours straight. They had lunch beak at 2pm. So I decided to be nice and order each member’s favourite dish rather than the same dish for all. I approached each member individually and asked them what they wanted for lunch. I made telephone calls to at least 5 restaurants for take-outs.

They continued with practice after lunch. They had a 2-hour lunch break, as time was also need to digest their food. When they started practice, I decided to sit at the table at the corner of the room to rest. I was looking at them practice at first, but I started to get tired and I ended up sleeping. I woke up when someone shook me. I looked up and saw Donghae. He gave me a faint smile.

 

“It’s time to leave. Come on lets go.” He tugged my hand.

 

“What time is it now?” I asked while I stretched.

 

“It’s 8pm already.” He said

 

“I better call home and leave a voice message.” I dialed my house number and left a voice message since no one was home. Since Donghae and I were the only ones left we rushed out to the road and boarded the bus.

 

Since all the seats are filled, I had to sit with Donghae. Its not that I don’t like him, I feel weird around him. He is very nice and I enjoy his company, but not alone. We chatted on the way back. I was still very tired don’t know for what reason. When we returned to the dorm, I called for takeouts again since I was no in the mood to cook. Ryeowook volunteered to cook but I told him that he was tired enough during practice, so we would just order take-outs.

 

They ordered take-outs on their own as they saw me really tired and asked me to leave first.

 

“I’m fine. Just sleepy.” I yawned

 

“Go home and sleep Haemin.” Leeteuk said

 

“Yah go Home Haemin. We can handle take-outs on our own.” Shindong said

 

“I will only leave after your take-outs comes and that’s final.” I said

 

In the end I left after they finished their food. When I arrived home, I saw Yoora’s shoes at the door, but her room was dark so I assume that she had slept since it was already 11pm.

 

I went to sleep and got woken up at 7am by a phone call. It was from SM entertainment. They are pushing the recording in the evening back 3 hours. I went to take my schedule and saw that the recording was suppose to be at 5pm. If they pushed it back for 3 hours that means it will only start at 8pm and the earliest time that the recording would end would be 11pm.

 

I then dragged myself out of bed and went to shower. When I finally left the house it was 8am. The members had no practice today due to the recording at night, which would clash with their dance rehearsal timing.

 

When I reached the dorm, no one was awake. Since I was still tired, I decided to go to the guest room to sleep some more. I woke up when I hear people talking outside.

 

“Where’s Haemin? Isn’t she coming today? She didn’t even pick up her phone.” Donghae said.

 

“That’s weird. No matter what, she would be here the latest by 9am. But it is already 12pm.” Leeteuk said.

 

I sat up and patted my clothes. I walked out of the guest room and pretended to be surprise.

 

“Haemin!” Donghae exclaimed.

 

“I’m here. Are you looking for me?” I pretended. I told them I was in the guest room the whole time rearranging and cleaning the room. I then went to make lunch, which was Naengmyeon. Since it was not difficult to make and the ingredients needed were all present.

 

I was done by 2pm and the members munched down the noodle and some even asked for seconds. The whole afternoon, all of us used it to bond. We talked about a lot of things. From school to family to Previous boy/girl friends. When Kangin brought up the topic, everyone glared at him and move their gaze to me. I looked at then curiously.

 

“What?” I asked. I know what all of them are thinking about. It was only days before I was like a living corpse. They were afraid I will turn back into that state.

 

“ It’s alright. I’m over that problem already. I let bygones be bygones.” And I smile genuinely. We continued talking till around 5pm where they went to get ready to leave. They need more time due to the lack of bathrooms. By 6.30pm, they were al ready and we headed to the SM building. I saw Soo-Yun. I got a shock when I saw her from afar. Now she looked like a living corpse. When DBSK, Super Junior and SHINee were ready, they started recording. SHINee’s Manager was Jung Hyun-na. She asked us if we wanted to have dinner together. Both of us agreed. She said she’s going to the toilet and will meet us downstairs.

 

Both Soo-Yun and I went to wait for the lift.

 

“What’s up with you?” I asked

 

“Nothing.” Soo-Yun replied, yawning

 

“Something is wrong with you. Look at your eye bags and your bloodshot eyes. Were you crying?” I asked

 

“No. I just didn’t get to sleep last night.” Soo-Yun answered.

 

“How come?” I asked

 

“You know the recording was shifted 3 hours back all because of Jaejoong and I stayed up all night to explain and make them shift it back. I had to write a report on it also.” She yawned again.

 

“Jaejoong?” I asked

 

“Yes Jaejoong.” She answered.

 

“What’s with him?” I asked

 

“He’s been acting all weird these few days.” Soo-Yun explained.

 

We waited for Hyun-na downstairs. While waiting we continued talking.

 

“Maybe it’s just his mood swings. I heard he got quite terrible mood swings.”I said

 

“Maybe. I just hope it is.” Soo-Yun sighed.

 

We went for dinner at some nearby restaurant. We chatted about random things like about out bands. Hyun-na ask me how was I able to handle 13 boys when she can’t even handle 5. I told her my secret weapon and she laughed. All of us laughed.

 

We headed back to the studio and realized they were not even halfway done yet and we sat outside. Hyun-na suddenly jumped up.

 

“I forgot I have to help Taemin buy his things. I have to go first I see you again later.” And she ran off.

 

“Get a good night sleep today. Tomorrow you will feel better.” I said

 

“I don’t think I will be able to. I am not done with the report and I have a whole pile of paper work.” She said and suddenly started coughing.

 

“Are you ok?” I asked why patting her back.

 

“I’m fine. Choked.” She assured me.

 

“Ok. It’s so late already. I think we have to inform Yoora that we are not going back.” I said

 

“You call her. I left my phone in DBSK’s dorm.” She said.

 

“Ok” I called home and left a voice mail.

 

When I turned around, I saw Soo-Yun asleep. I took off my jacket and covered her in case she catches a cold. I went into the studio and saw Yunho sitting at the side not recording. I told the producer that I need to talk to Yunho. He said that Yunho’s turn is still quite far away he will send someone to call for us when its his turn.

 

I pulled Yunho outside to somewhere where I was still able to keep an eye on Soo-Yun.

 

“What happened to Soo-Yun?" I demanded an answer.

 

“I have no idea. Jaejoong has been treating her very harshly these few days. I reprimanded him and asked him to apologies and he refuses and he said he did nothing wrong.” Yunho explained.

 

“What did Jaejoong do exactly?” I asked

 

“He has been giving her an attitude for the whole week. Rolling his eyes, shouting at her, ignoring her, going against her.” He said.

 

“What is wrong with him?” I exclaimed.

 

“Non of us know. I think he will be better soon.” He assured me.

 

“You know Soo-Yun didn’t sleep because of him. She still has to sacrifice her sleep tonight to finish the report on why the recording need to be pushed back and a pile of paper work.” I was going to explode soon.

 

A crew came and told Yunho that he has to go in, as it’s his turn.

 

“I will do something about it.” He assured and went back into the studio.

 

I looked at my watch it reads 11.35pm. I don’t think Soo-Yun will get any sleep tonight again. Soo-Yun stirred and woke up. She asked me for the time and she left for the ladies. When she returned, we chatted for a while more and Hyun-na returned with a bag of medicine and some snacks.

 

“This was what Taemin asked you to help him buy?” I pointed at the snacks.

 

“No. He asked me to buy for him medicine. The snacks are for their dorm.” Hyun-na said. I nodded my head. She sat down and we chatted for another 15 minutes and the boys came out. All yawning and stretching. After that, we left for different directions.

 

By the time I reached the boys dorm, it was nearing 1am so I stayed over at their dorm. After showering, I went into my room and remembered about Soo-Yun. I walked towards Leeteuk’s room and knocked on the door. I talked to Leeteuk about the problem and he said that Jaejoong will be fine soon he also said that during the recording Jaejoong was pulling a long face throughout unlike other times.

 

End of Haemin’s POV

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Naengmyeon: Cold noodles.

 

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ParkSang-Hee
#1
Chapter 39: Wah, I'm finally able to catch up on this story again. It's been so long since I last read it and I miss it so much. ;^; Really excited about what I missed in the next chapters! And I can see Jaejoong and Soo-Yun getting closer to each other, eeep. Ah~ I'm so not up-to-date.
Crystalbone #2
Chapter 52: Oh my gosh, cliffhanger!!! update soon~ ^~^
Crystalbone #3
Chapter 48: Poor Yoora and Haemin... They have no idea why Sooyun left... Update soon~ ^~^
Crystalbone #4
Chapter 46: Sigh, poor Jaejoong and Sooyun!!! The two of them miss each other way too much... Hehe, update soon~ ^~^
Crystalbone #5
Chapter 44: I wouldn't mind Sooyun and Jinki as friends, but as a couple I definitely prefer Sooyun and Jaejoong :) hehe, update soon~ ^~^
Crystalbone #6
Chapter 42: Poor Jaejoong and Sooyun!!! Please let them get back together!!! :'( update soon~ ^~^
Crystalbone #7
Chapter 40: Hi!!! New reader here ^.^ haha, your story is really interesting!!! Hehe, update soon~ ^~^
ParkSang-Hee
#8
Chapter 38: I finally got the time to catch up on your story. I missed it so much. Even though Soo-Yun and Jinki are cute together, I hope she'll stay with Jaejoong. They are perfect for each other, and Jaejoong's so sweet. I'm glad that Haemin finally explained Eunhyuk the relationship between her and Donghae and that they are all fine now. (:
aiRa21 #9
jaejoong and sooyun should be together..:)
ParkSang-Hee
#10
Aw, it was really sweet how Jaejoong and Soo-Yun got together. :') The boys with their truth or dare, hehe. I always feel so sorry for Eunhyuk, he's so full of emotions. ;~; Why would he think Haemin would leave him? She would never leave you, Hyukkie. ;~; I really enjoyed the updates. ^-^