Five Daddy One Mommy...             Today my life began. My parents do not know it yet.    I am as small as a seed of an apple, but it is I already.    And I am to be a girl.   I shall have a pretty dark hair just like Mom, and  a pretty chinky eyes too.   Just everything is about to be settled, though.      Some says I am not a real person yet.    But I am a real person, just as a small crumb of bread is.. yet truly bread.                                                                                                     ______             It was in mid- October when Sulli felt something wrong in her body. Lately, she gets irritable. Having tender s. Hungrier than usual and incredibly fatigue. She's not really conscious about her period but this time she's too worried of being delayed for three months which never happened before. She started cramping and bleeding from time to time. Feeling dizzy and having nausea, could she be pregnant?      How could it be possible, when it only happened once.       She was adviced by her friends to get pregnancy test and yet she's too scared to take one.      What if..  she is?     How would she tell the father of her supposedly unborn child?      Does he want to be involved? Which she think is impossible, he might not even know that something happened between them?     Can she support the child on her own? She has no permanent job to begin with. How is she supposed to raise the child?     Is she ready? Is she ready to become a parent? A single parent for that matter.     Those questions popped up her mind. She look at herself in the mirror.     " Am I?" she asked.     Her hands unconsciously touches her flat tummy. She close her eyes and trying to reminisce what had happened.    

 

 

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      It was Sulli's first time to gate crash a party, thankfully the theme was masquerade, guest who were invited was wearing a mask and so she was, too. She's wearing a knee-length golden foil print gown. A body hugging bandage knit fabric that molds her body into an hourglass shape. Made with straps of fabric bound tightly like a bandage which accentuate every last curve of her body. Pairing it with a golden ballroom mask which almost cover half of her face. So no one barely recognized her.     Her pearly whites flashed, as she walked towards the bar and sit there. Getting so much attention from the other guests most specially from guys. But she doesn't mind. There was a purpose why she was there... it was a defiant gesture towards her Oppa-duel for not inviting her to that prestigious party.     For the reason that...  this party was for adults.     Wasn't she an adult?      She's twenty three and definitely over with the teenybopper parties which held with just a bedroom, a music player and have to asked permission to invite friends.      Looking around she's not quiet familiar with the faces... yeah, of course it's because most of the faces was covered by mask