Acceptance to an Extent

Suicide Notes

Day Fourty-Three

~ 블락비 ~


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My heart started beating faster.

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Please tell me I'm seeing things.

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Please tell me that Lee Kiseop is not standing in front of me.

"Oh, hi Jaehyo!" He smiled at me.

Please tell me he did not just talk to me.

"It's nice seeing you again!" He made his way towards me and put his hand out.

I stared at him in horror as I began to back away. "D-don't come near me."

He stopped in place, frowning. Kiseop let his hand drop to his side as he stared at me. "Uh, Jaehyo...?"

"Why? Why are you here?"

"Well—"

"Are you here to rub it in my face?!" I shouted at him. "Was that day not enough for you?!"

"Jaehyo, calm down and come sit." Chocolate Man made his way over to me.

"Why is he here?!" I pointed to the person in front of me.

"I called him here." Chocolate Man answered as he led me to a chair. "Now stop being rude. He took time out of his schedule to come here."

"Well actually, I was free today." Kiseop interjected.

"Shut it." Chocolate Man shushed as Kiseop furrowed his eyebrows. "Now, I have called Kiseop-sshi here today because he was the source of your problem. The only way to overcome them is to face them."

"I'm a problem?" Kiseop pointed to himself in confusion.

"Well, not really. You're just... Yeah, you are a problem." Chocolate Man nodded. "Now, I would like for you to talk to Kiseop-sshi about why he is a part of your problem, Jaehyo."

I glared at him. "Why are you only using honorifics with him and not me?"

He waved his hand, pushing the matter aside. "Just get on with it."

I rolled my eyes and redirected my gaze to Kiseop. Just looking at him makes me want to claw his face off.

"So Jaehyo-hyung," He started, "It's fine if I call you 'hyung' right?"

I shrugged, muttering, "Whatever..."

"Jaehyo-hyung, have I done something wrong? It seems as though you hate me." He frowned.

I sighed. "Is it that obvious that I hate you?"

Chocolate Man glared at me, noticing the sarcasm that leaked from my words.

Kiseop rubbed the back of his head askwardly, "Well... Can I know why? I'd like to apologize for whatever I did so that you wouldn't hate me."

He wanted to apologize? This isn't a matter where you can easily apologize! What will apologizing do? It won't allow me to regain my place as number one!

"You want to apologize?" I mumbled as I kept my head down.

"Well, yes, if that will make you feel better. I didn't expect to see you in a place like this the next time I saw you. It's actually quite... unexpected." He chuckled.

I looked up at him. Is he trying to insult me?

"What are you trying to say?" I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Hm? Oh nothing, nothing at all." He shook his head. "So, tell me what I should apologize for so that we can push the matter aside."

I sighed. "Really... You took my spot from me and you didn't even know what you did?"

"What?" he looked confused. "I'm sorry, but I don't know what you're talking about."

I felt like bashing and smashing and destroying the footrest in front of me. I have to explain everything to him now?!

Augh. Fine.

"My spot. My precious spot..." I mumbled. "Back on the ulzzang TV show. I held my title as number one for so long."

I paused for dramatic effect.

"Do I hear frogs croaking...?" Kiseop looked around at his surroundings weirdly.

"I do too." I growled. Who dares interrupt my storytelling?!

"Oh, yeah. Those are just my pet frogs." Chocolate Man pointed to the tank in the back corner of the room.

"...As I was saying... I held the title for so long." I continued. "No one was capable of taking it away from me. That is, until you came along."

Kiseop nodded slowly, comprehending everything that I was saying. "I'm the one that took that spot from you..."

"Yes." I glared at the ground. "I never expected that you would be the one to do that. I've hated you for so long."

"I apologize." He smiled sincerely. "But I'm not the one that chose to win."

"Oh really?" I rolled my eyes as I got ready to pounce on him. "Whose fault would it be then? The fans?"

"Well, yeah. Basically." He nodded. I jumped on him, causing his chair to fall back and the two of us fell to the ground. "What are you doing?!"

"How dare you take my spot fro—" I stopped my fist before it came into contact with his face. "Wait, it was the fans' fault?"

Kiseop slowly nodded. "P-please get off me."

I sat there staring at him, my fist still barely touching his nose. "...The fans..."

"You can get off of him any day now Jaehyo." Chocolate Man said as he sat in his seat, amused at what was going on.

Kiseop glared at him since he didn't bother helping the man, so he had to push me off himself.

"The fans and judges get to pick who wins, not me." "Yes Jaehyo," Chocolate Man said. "You aren't the only person in the world with the 'best' looks." "So now that we have that settled..." Kiseop continued glaring at Chocolate Man.

"You can leave." Chocolate Man waved him off.

Kiseop rolled his eyes before turning back to me. "Now that we have all these misunderstandings cleared, let's be friends."

I stared at his extended hand in front of me before deciding to place my hand in it. "Fine. We'll be friends."

Kiseop smiled as we shook hands. "Now that we have that settled, I think I should go. There's a certain person in the room I'm not so fond of."

I glanced in Chocolate Man's direction just in time to see him roll his eyes. I chuckled, "It's okay. I'm not either."

"Alright, I hope to see you again once you're out of this place." Kiseop waved as he left the room.

"Can I leave now that everything is taken care of?" I asked Chocolate Man.

"Fine." He rolled his eyes before I headed for the door.

As I opened it to leave, I stopped and glanced back to see him doing some paperwork. He noticed that I haven't left yet and looked up.

"What? Do you have some smartass comment to make?" He raised an eyebrow at me.

I shook my head. "No."

He rolled his eyes and went back to his paperwork. I continued to stare at him.

"Thank you... Mr. Cho-PD."

~~~~~

I closed the door and turned to go to my room but walked into P.O.

"Jaehyo!" He shouted.

"What?"

"K-Kiseop! He just walked past me!" He jumped up and down like an excited little kid that just got candy.

"Yeah, I was just talking to him." I nodded.

P.O's eyes widened. "You know him?!"

"Sort of..." I mumbled.

"He's so cool! You need to introduce me to him sometime!"

"Uh... Sure." I said awkwardly.

"Awesome!" He fist pumped into the air and glided down the hall on the pair of roller skates he was wearing.

Where did he get those skates?

I headed to my room pondering about a certain question:

How the hell would I get my revenge on those judges and those traitorous fans?


~ 블락비 ~

The last two chapters will probably be posted one right after the other sometime in a couple days :D And Kiseop showed up for those that wanted him to show up xD
I was going to make Jaehyo rip Kiseop's head off like "Bish hold my earrings" but that wouldn't solve the problem...

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ok, so I hid ch. 19 & 20 (the play) since there was offensive material. I meant to do this sooner, but I haven't gone on AFF in forever. So I'll edit 'em later

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ExtremeACRepairman
#1
Chapter 53: This is really great
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#2
I just wanted to say that I love this story to bits. I first found this story almost 4 years ago when I didnt have an account. I read the whole thing in 2 days and it was SOOOOOO funny! Ive almost never been on this site since 2012 and honestly, this is the only story I remember so well. This is some really good work and I'm glad you shared it with us.
CoolJirl
#3
When i first read this fic i didn't have enough points to upvote it. And now i do. Good thing i found it again. This is one of my favorite stories and what made me get into crack fics ^^
Kkomaenggi
#4
Chapter 48: fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccckkkkk !!!! someone should make an anime/cartoon of this story! like seriously I could totally see this happen in a cartoon omg it was hilarious though I loved it!! but that ending though xD that was something I kept thinking the entire story, I mean ghosts demons and ing rainbow monkeys?? xD LOL seriously awesome you deserve a prize
looshyhooshy #5
Chapter 48: I liked this story and being just a dream make sense for all that weird things that happen!!
A story for INFINITE .. I'm sooooo gonna read it <3
Fighting!! ..
looshyhooshy #6
Chapter 44: I knew he "Taeil" would try to commit suicide or something but I didn't think that you're really gonna kill him ..
I mean u killed hanhae once but u brought him back .. but this time is different!! :/
I'm really sad for him ..
it was weird already since he asked jaehyo that time when they braught hanhae " what would u do if I dided?! " ..!!
looshyhooshy #7
Chapter 16: This story is really funny and weird .. I liked it ;)
Wishing tp know why jaehyo tried to commit suicide ..
bit here at this chapter .. I so u wrote muhammed!!
Do u mean our prophet mohammed?! :/
CoolJirl
#8
Chapter 27: I love this story. Cracks me up everytime. But still don't get the mino reference :( sorry. Can someone tell me?
Amira5
#9
Chapter 12: "I was afraid his ugliness might have caused my face to be less beautiful. Oh ho, I am so silly. Why on earth would I be less beautiful? I am Ahn Jaehyo after all. Nothing will cause me to become hideous."
This line!!!!! XDDD
KawaiiMaria
#10
Chapter 48: This was the best and really funny, that was a shocking plot twist. I really like this story.