Tiffany descended the stairs in a quick pace, trying to control her tears. She went to the kitchen to fix a bowl of soup and some fruits for Taeyeon. Placing everything on the tray, Tiffany leaned on the counter and closed her eyes.    Tiffany can't even bear to think of losing Taeyeon but just a few minutes ago, she almost lost her right before her eyes. She felt like her heart was crushed over and over. Gathering her composure, wiping her tears and just thinking that Taeyeon is still with her, needing her, she took a deep breath before going back to their room.   As soon as Tiffany got in to the room, she saw Taeyeon sitting, hugging her knees to her chest, weeping. Tiffany went to Taeyeon's side quickly, placing the tray on the nightstand before wrapping Taeyeon in her embrace.   Tiffany tightened her arms around Taeyeon, rubbing her hand on the latter's back but kept mum the whole time.    "Ti-Tiffany..." Tiffany just hummed.   "I-I'm so so-sorry... I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Tiffany...." Taeyeon continued to cry.   Tiffany can't stop herself anymore from breaking down. Slowly, the arms that was wrapped around Taeyeon fell on the sides.    "You're so bad. You're so mean! You...y-you scared me. You wanted to l-leave me. You said you won't leave me but you almost did. I- I was so scared, I didn't know what to do. I... I almost lost you. You were gonna leave me. You were gonna leave me, too..." Tiffany crying with Taeyeon now as she hit Taeyeon's chest with her fists.    "You wanted to leave me. You shouldn't have made me fall for you if you're planning to leave me too..." Taeyeon caught Tiffany's wrists , ignoring the pain from her injured hand, and pulled her in for a hug as she kept on apologizing.   "I'm so sorry. I'm not leaving you. I don't wanna leave you. I love you. I love you. I love you, Tiffany. I'm so sorry..."   After being in that position for too long, they both have calmed down, stopped from crying and was startled by the door bell. Tiffany pulled out from the hug and wiped her face before going down to check on it.   Tiffany led the doctor to the room, and watched on the side as the doctor checked on Taeyeon and her injured hand. The cuts were cleaned, thankfully and miraculously there were no deep cuts needing stitches, and treated before it was wrapped in a bandage.   Tiffany talked to the doctor about Taeyeon's condition, how she would have to handle and treat the wounds and such making sure that she'll be able to take care of Taeyeon right. The doctor bid goodbye as Tiffany sent her to the door.   Tiffany prepared a new bowl of soup to replace the one she brought upstairs earlier since it might have gone cold already. Tiffany sat beside Taeyeon and fed the latter quietly, making sure Taeyeon finished everything. She also gave Taeyeon medicine for pain.    After cleaning up, Tiffany tucked Taeyeon to bed and went to the still uncleaned study to get something.   Taeyeon watched Tiffany intently as she tries hard not to cry anymore. Tiffany sat on her side of the bed, leaning on the headboard and placing pillows between her and Taeyeon. Taeyeon was surprised with what Tiffany did.   "Fa-Fany ah..."   Tiffany placed her index finger on Taeyeon's lip to stop her from talking. Tiffany took out the notepads and pens she took from the study. She gave one of each to Taeyeon who is now looking confused at Tiffany. But Tiffany remained silent. Taeyeon watched as Tiffany started writing something, curious as to what it may be. Then Tiffany folded the paper and slid it to Taeyeon's direction, on top of the pillow between them.   Taeyeon reached for it and read it.   Dookong,   I missed you so much today. Did you miss me too? I did everything you told me to do today. I started packing, I ate well and... And, I waited for you....   But, you never came. I am not angry though, but I was scared and worried.    -Totoro   PS. I love you, Kim Taeyeon.   Taeyeon started to tear up again. She was about to talk when Tiffany placed a finger on her lips again and motioned for her to write it down. And instead of talking, they exchanged notes just like how they did back at the library.   My Totoro,   I missed you, too. I really did. I missed you so much. You are such a goo