~o~
He’s a reinvention while the other is a habit;
He became my strength while the other remains to be my refuge;
I’m willing to start a new life with him while I’ve known the other my whole life. . .

It has been like that UNTIL my refuge abandoned me;
It has been like that UNTIL I turned my back on my strength.

~o~

Everything was fine until HE arrived.
Everything was perfect until SHE arrives.

She’s fragile and stubborn while the other is fierce and kind;
She irritates me while the other comforts me;
I am lost without her while I discovered a new me with the other;
She’s someone from my past while the other is my present.

~o~

She’s someone who gives my heart joy but brings pain at the same time;
She’s the person who showered me with love and introduced me to “hate” at the same time;
She made me swear to never break my promise while she broke hers.

I thought I had everything but in truth I had nothing.
I thought she’s already mine but in truth I never owned her from the beginning.

~o~

Should I follow my mind and be a good friend;
Or should I follow my heart and fight for him?
Is it right to love a heart that’s confused;
Or is it wrong to leave someone who wants to be with you?

Does she have the right to claim him back when she already blew her chance?
Do I deserve him when I know I’m only second best to his heart?

~o~

PROLOGUE:

“In the corner of my eye, I can see him reaching out to me but I stubbornly ignored him as I held hand and smiled at the man beside me. BUT my heart. . . . My heart is longing to reach out to him, too. It’s just that I can’t, because I’m trapped in the spiderweb of love. . .”