Chapter 42

A Cracked Reflection

P.O and Youngjae lay in silence with one another for a while before P.O finally rolled over to face his best friend, staring at him with a look of expectation.

Youngjae raised his eyebrow, “What, P.O?”

“Really… You haven’t given me all the details… am I your best friend or not… I want to know everything?”

Youngjae shook his head, “P.O, you’re not making sense, everything about what?”

“C’mon, don’t do that, Youngjae… You and Daehyun!” P.O said, sitting up quickly to look down at Youngjae. “You two were practically on top of one another… I want to know all the dirty details~”

With a scoff, Youngjae pushed himself off the bed, “I’m going to bed, P.O, get some sleep, okay—“ He let out an unmanly squeak as P.O grabbed his arm, flipping him back into the bed.

“Why are you so eager to go to bed? You can sleep in here…Unless you have something special waiting back in your room… maybe you share a bed with Daehyun~” P.O wiggled his eyebrows suggestively.

Youngjae blushed darkly, shoving at P.O as he attempted to roll out from under him, “So what if we do, Jihoon. Do not judge me.”

“Oh my god~!!!” P.O collapsed himself onto Youngjae, pinning him farther to the bed, “You two were comfortable enough to kiss in front of everyone…. You’re doing the dirty aren’t you, Youngjae…. You’re getting all the undercover work, if yah know what I mean—Ow!! Why the hell did you hit me?” P.O rolled off of Youngjae, holding onto his arm where Youngjae had punched him.

“P.O, you are the weirdest person ever! I have no idea why I am friends with you…”

“So you and Daehyun are getting your freak on?”

“P.O! Oh my god, I am not having this conversation with you…” Youngjae said, trying to get up from the bed again. P.O instantly pulled him back down though.

“C’mon Jae… I’m just screwing with you… Unlike Daehyun, who is screwing you… or are you top—Okay~ I’ll stop! Please don’t hit me again!!” P.O laughed a little as Youngjae raised his fist threateningly. “Anyways… in all seriousness… how long have you two been together?”

“Officially…. Yesterday was our two month…”

“Waahh~ So cute~!” P.O wrapped his arms around Youngjae, snuggling him playfully. They remained like that for a while, Youngjae having finally just given up on trying to get away from P.O as he lay there with his best friend, allowing him to snuggle against him as he asked a whole slew of embarrassing questions.

Youngjae had honestly lost track of time as he and P.O continued to talk, laughing and trying to keep their voices down so that they didn’t wake up anyone else. He was sure that he might have stayed up all night too, just as he and P.O used to do, had it not been for the soft knock on the door to the room. The door eased open, and Daehyun leaned around the frame. His brown hair was sleep tussled, and he squinted against the light of the lamp that illuminated the room. “Jaeee~” He whined softly, a pout pulling at his lips as he noticed the way that P.O and Youngjae were curled up in the bed.

“What’s up, Dae?” Youngjae asked, trying to peel back P.O’s arms, but his friend held him tight.

“I’m tired…” Daehyun said, reaching up and rubbing at his eyes before reaching out hand holding out his hands, making childish grabby hands.

P.O couldn’t help but laugh, and he rolled over, letting Youngjae up. “Go ahead, Jae… I’ll still be here in the morning… “ He said, pushing Youngjae from the bed. 

Youngjae laughed a little, climbing out of the bed and going to the doorway. He turned to look back at P.O, “I’ll see you in the morning, kay?”

“You get some sleep~ No hanky panky~”

“P.O! I should hit you!!” Youngjae said, blushing  darkly. It didn’t help that Daehyun chose then to wrap his arms around him in a back hug, resting his forehead on Youngjae’s shoulder.

Even in his tired state, Daehyun couldn’t help but poke fun and push Youngjae’s buttons. “Don’t worry, We’ll be extra loud so you can hear us, P.O…” He said, tilting his head so he could see P.O from over Youngjae’s shoulder. He smirked as the other boy grabbed his pillow to smother his laughter as Youngjae spluttered and coughed, his cheeks burning a dark red.

“That’s it. I’m sleeping in my own room. Goodnight, P.O. Goodnight, Daehyun.” Youngjae said, pouting as he pulled out of Daehyun’s hug and left the room.

P.O sat up from the bed, grinning, “He’s not going to sleep in his room, is he?”

“Probably not…” Daehyun said, grinning, “Night, P.O…” He said, backing out of the room to shut the door. His footsteps were light as he made his way into the room. Daehyun didn’t need to turn on any lights as he went straight to the bed, sliding into the covers as he tucked his arms around Youngjae, pulling him back to his chest. “What happened to your bed?”

“It’s cold.”

“Mhmm…”

“Fine, I’ll just go back to my room.” Youngjae made to climb over top of Daehyun to get out of the bed, giggling instead as Daehyun wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him down to his chest. Youngjae smiled softly, pecking Daehyun’s lips lightly before resting his head on Daehyun’s chest. “I love you…”

“I love you too…” Daehyun hummed, hugging Youngjae tight, “And you’re staying right here…”

“Okay okay~” Youngjae tried to slide back into his spot next to Daehyun on the bed, but the elder kept him in place on top of his chest.

“I like feeling your heartbeat against mine…” Daehyun whispered, his voice softer then before as sleep was beginning to ebb at the edges of his consciousness.

Youngjae was glad for the darkness, as he was sure at this point, he was blushing a dark pink at Daehyun’s sweet words. A smile pulled at his lips and he rested his head on Daehyun’s chest, listening to the rhythmic lub dub of his heart as he let himself begin to drift into the land of sleeping.

 

“Psssst~”

Youngjae twitched a bit, his nose wrinkling in annoyance as he groaned softly and turned his head over trying to will himself to go back to sleep.

“Pssssssssssst, Youngjae~~”

Youngjae slowly opened his eyes, unable to ignore the whispers and soft poking against his cheek. He blinked several times, narrowing his eyes in annoyance at P.O, who was kneeling at the side of the bed, his arms folded as he rested his chin on the mattress. “What?” Youngjae mumbled.

“I’m bored… stop snuggling your boyfriend and come talk to me…” P.O said, leaning back.

Youngjae scrunched up his nose again, trying to make sense of what P.O was saying. “P.O, go away…” Youngjae mumbled, tucking his arms a bit tighter around Daehyun as he let his head rest on the still sleeping brunette’s chest. He had just closed his eyes when P.O began to poke at his cheek again.

“Youngjae…. Youngjae~ I’m bored… talk to me…” He tried again.

Daehyun grunted softly in his sleep, his arms coming up to wrap around Youngjae as he rolled onto his side, his back to P.O as he tucked Youngjae to him.

Youngjae had to hold back a snicker as P.O let out an exasperated huff, “C’mon Jae, pleaasee~” he tried to lean over Daehyun’s side to see Youngjae, but in that moment, Daehyun grabbed the blanket and pulled it up over his and Youngjae’s heads.

Youngjae blinked up at Daehyun, grinning as Daehyun smiled sleepily back at him. It was dark beneath the covers, but Youngjae could just make out the soft curves of Daehyun’s face, and he closed his eyes as Daehyun kissed him lightly. The two ignored P.O’s sounds of annoyment as he began to tug at the blankets.

“Do you think it’s safe to pull the covers off, P.O… what if we aren’t wearing pants?”

“Oh my god, ew!” P.O sat at the edge of the bed in a huff. The room was silent for a few minutes until P.O spoke up again, “Well…. Are you?”

Daehyun pushed the edge of the blanket up, grinning at P.O. “Yes, we are wearing pants…” Daehyun said, laughter in his voice as he sat up and rubbed at his face, yawning as he stretched out his arms. He looked down at Youngjae, who had attempted to pull the pillows down to snuggle up to. “C’mon Jae… time to get up…”

“No…”

“Yes, C’mon…” Daehyun prodded at Youngjae, turning him over. Youngjae went with the motion, rolling right over and taking the blankets with him. “Youngjae!” Daehyun poked through the blankets, trying to figure out which lumpy parts hidden away were Youngjae. “C’mon, wake up~ Don’t you breakfast?”

“Mhmm…”

“Then you need to get up…”

“Nah-uh…”

“Then how do you plan on eating breakfast?”

“… you can feed me?”

Daehyun rolled his eyes, “Might want to move out of the way, P.O…”

P.O, without question, hopped off the bed and watched with curiosity. He laughed as Daehyun yanked the blankets back in one fluid motion before pulling Youngjae up from the bed as the younger scrambled, trying to grab a hold of the sheets to keep himself in bed. He was thrown easily over Daehyun’s shoulder as the brunette grinned and stood from the bed.

“Yah! Put me down, Dae!!” Youngjae whined, hitting his palms on Daehyun’s back as he squirmed in Daehyun’s hold. “And stop laughing at me, P.O! This is not funny!!” Youngjae lifted his head to glare at his best friend as he fell over in laughter.

“Oh god, yeah, it is… It really is, Jae…” P.O said, trying to catch his breath as he followed after Daehyun as he headed towards the living room with Youngjae still slung over his shoulder.

The younger blonde seemed to give up on getting loose and was hanging from Daehyun’s hold like a sack of potatoes as he rested his forehead on Daehyun’s back.

P.O walked along with Daehyun, trying to remember all of the odd turns in the maze of a warehouse. He noticed Youngjae had given up on protesting, and asked, “Did he go to sleep like that?”

“Probabl—“ Daehyun nearly dropped Youngjae, his cheeks flushing red as he let out an unmanly squeak. “Nope. He’s awake, and he needs to mind his hands.”

Youngjae laughed a little, wrapping his arms around Daehyun’s waist as he nuzzled his nose into his lower back.

P.O shook his head as he watched the two, a smile creeping onto his lips as he hung back once they reached the living room. Daehyun instantly flopped Youngjae onto the nearest couch, quickly sitting on him to pin him to the soft cushions. Youngjae was quick to protest, flailing from beneath Daehyun as he whined about how his ‘fat was crushing him’.

It was amusing to watch, to say the least, but at the same time, P.O felt his heart breaking at the sight. Youngjae genuinely cared about Daehyun, and P.O could see that they were completely smitten with one another just from the small touches and wordless glances at one another.

He could only hope that Youngjae could work everything out, and that Daehyun could forgive him in the end. His best friend was happy, in love… and P.O feared for the time when he’d have to give it up just to finish up the job he had been given.

“What are you thinking about?”

P.O nearly jumped out of his skin, wiping around and coming face to face with one of the teens he had seen the night before. Jongup, he wanted to say, but he couldn’t be sure. “Uh, what?”

“You’re watching Daehyun and Youngjae hyungs… and  you have this look on your face… what are you thinking about?”

P.O sighed, glancing back at the couch where Youngjae had managed to get out from under Daehyun and was currently play fighting against the elder, their hands interlocked with one another’s as they wrestled and tried to pin the other down. “I’m just worried… Iunno…” He shrugged.

The brunette nodded, “Dae hyung would never hurt Youngjae hyung, if that’s what you are worried about…” Jongup smiled, “Himchan hyung would never let that happen… and Dae hyung loves Youngjae hyung to much…”

P.O smiled sadly, “It’s not Daehyun that I’m worried about…” He mumbled.

Before Jongup could ask what P.O meant, they both became distracted as Himchan rushed into the room, all but rage pouting as he pulled Youngjae and Daehyun apart.

“You two are going to break the couch!” he scolded, taking Youngjae’s wrist and pulling him up from the sofa, “C’mon, you can help me with breakfast…”

Youngjae smiled, nodding to Himchan as he reached back to grab Daehyun to bring him with.

“Nah uh! You two are in time out, you go to the kitchen, Jae. You stay in here, Dae.”

Daehyun pouted, flopping back into the sofa, “Fiiiiine~” he sighed, “But hey, Youngjae! While you’re in the kitchen, can you make cak—“

“You do not need cake, fatty!” Youngjae said, sticking his tongue out at Daehyun as he followed Himchan into the kitchen.

“Yah! You haven’t made cake in forever though…”

P.O smiled, “Youngjae bakes  cakes?”

Jongup nodded, “Yeah…” he said with a smile, “On his first day here, me hyung and Zelo made cakes for the others… Daehyun practically inhaled the cheesecake that Jae hyung made…”

P.O laughed, “Cheesecake, huh?”

Jongup nodded again, following after P.O as he made his way into the kitchen. “Youngjae… have you been pimping out Umma’s recipes?”

“Maybe.” Youngjae grinned at P.O from where he was sitting on the counter, busy mixing together the batter for Himchan to make pancakes.  He handed over the bowl as soon as he was done, remaining up on the counter as Himchan set to work making the many pancakes.

P.O leaned against the opposite counter, watching with mild curiosity as Youngjae watched Himchan cook, making small comments here and there.

“Umma-chan~”

P.O looked up as the taller of the two teenagers skipped into the kitchen, immediately going to Himchan and giving him a hug.

“Yeah, Zelo?”

“Gukkie hyung needs to talk to you…”

Himchan sighed, “Damnit, ‘Go make breakfast, Himchan’ he tells me, now he wants me to come talk to him…” Himchan popped Youngjae on the thigh with the spatula, shooing him off the counter as he took off his pink apron and put it on Youngjae, “Don’t let them burn.” He instructed, ruffling Youngjae’s hair as the younger grinned and nodded.

The second Himchan and Zelo had cleared the kitchen, Daehyun slipped into the room, immediately going over and wrapping his arms around Youngjae’s waist as he rested his head on his shoulder, watching him flip the pancakes.

“Dae~ I’m cooking, go away.” Youngjae whined, wiggling his hips as he tried to push Daehyun away, his focus on the pancakes.

P.O couldn’t help but smile at the sound of his best friends giggles as Daehyun obviously tickled his sides, pressing a light kiss to his cheek. “Oh my god, you two, get a room already.” P.O tried not to laugh as Youngjae blushed a dark red, shoving out of Daehyun’s arms in obvious embarrassment.

“Shut up, P.O.”

 

It had taken Youngjae twice as long as it would have taken Himchan to complete the large amounts of pancakes as Daehyun and P.O proved to be quite a distraction for the blonde as he tried to block them out and continue his task. He gave them both a good smack to the head with the spatula in his hand as he carried the plates out to the table before looking back at Daehyun.

“Go get everyone, let them know breakfast is ready…”

“But, baby, I wanna eat now—“

Youngjae crossed his arms, and Daehyun gave an exasperated sigh.

“Fiiiiine!” He whined, pouting as he departed to find the other members of B.A.P.

“C’mon, P.O … you can go ahead and make a plate…” Youngjae said, flopping down into a seat and serving himself.

P.O smiled, taking the seat next to Youngjae. “So… do you all cook around here?”

“Nah-uh, mostly Himchan hyung… Yongguk hyung is a terrible cook; Dae eats everything before it’s even done, and Zelo would rather dump flour on your head then get anything done…”

“What about… uhm… Jongup?”

Youngjae smiled, “He’s actually pretty good, he helps Himchan hyung a lot.”

P.O nodded, pouring the syrup onto his pancakes. There was a loud clatter, and a streak of blue shot around the corner as Zelo practically threw himself into the seat next to Youngjae, breathing heavy as he held onto the bottom of the seat for dear life.

“Zelo… No running in the house.”

Zelo grinned, “Okay hyung…”

Jongup hurried around the corner, taking the seat next to Zelo with a  grin on his face as he began making his plate.

“Noo! Zelo! That’s my seat!” Daehyun came around the corner last, a pout on his face as he walked over, grabbing the back of the chair and trying to tip Zelo out of it.

“No it isn’t, hyung!! I called dibs!” Zelo said, holding onto the chair once more.

“Daehyun, just sit next to P.O…”

“But, Youngjae!!”

“No buts, just sit down and eat.”

P.O grinned as Daehyun made a huge show of whining, making his way over to the free seat next to P.O. Almost instantly, Himchan ran into the kitchen, sliding past Daehyun and slipping into the pulled out chair.

“Hyung!!”

“Dibs~” Himchan said with a grin, looking up at Daehyun as the younger stopped his foot and moved onto the next chair, two seats away from Youngjae.

“P.O, you wanna swap seats?”

“Huh? Nah-uh…” P.O grinned as he looped his arm around Youngjae’s shoulder, pulling him in for a side hug, “I wanna sit next to my bestie~ Besides… you should called dibs if you wanted to sit next to him.”

Himchan snorted into his plate as he began to make his food. “Youngjae, you have awesome friends.”

Youngjae nodded, a grin on his face, “Yeah, sometimes.” He said, elbowing P.O as he went back to eating.

 

Breakfast went by rather smoothly, and since Youngjae and Himchan had done the cooking, the co-leader insisted that Daehyun would have to do the washing up. The brunette pouted, of course, but set to work on the dishes with Jongup’s help as the rest of them moved back into the living room. Youngjae instantly went back to his seat on the floor in front of the coffee table as he refreshed his memory on all of the information that they had.

P.O watched his friend work in mild curiosity, half his mind still almost completely focused on the interactions of the gang members. Instead of feeling worried or scared, seeing as he was in the heart of the most wanted gang in Korea, P.O felt like he was back in school with a bunch of teenagers that were just hanging out and having a good laugh. It was a completely different atmosphere and P.O was pleasantly surprised by it.

He wanted to hang out longer, interact with Youngjae’s new family more, but, he knew that if there was any chance of Jieun being stalled from destroying everything, he’d have to leave and set some sort of plan into motion. He sighed lightly, tapping Youngjae on the shoulder, “Hey, Jae… I should really get back now… I should probably get started on… you know?”

Youngjae sighed, pouting a little and nodding, “Yeah, your right…”

Himchan looked up, “You’re leaving?” When P.O nodded, Himchan continued, “Well, you know where we are at so, don’t be afraid to stop by and say hi… it’s great to have someone on my side to split up the DaeJae couple…”

“Yah! Hyung!” Youngjae blushed darkly, sticking his tongue out at Himchan.

“My babies are too young to be doing all of that… you two are a bad influence on the kids…”

Zelo smiled, “I don’t think they are, hyung~ … except for at night when they—“

“Zelo!!” Youngjae cried, his cheeks burning a darker red as the maknae laughed. He stood up quickly, “I’ll walk you out, P.O.” He said, puffing out his cheeks in annoyance as he grabbed his friends arm to drag him from the kitchen.

P.O half stumbled behind Youngjae, making sure to offer a somewhat bow to the others still seated at the table, “Thanks for letting me stay the night…”

“It’s no problem!” Himchan said.

“Come back any time!” Yongguk added.

“And next time, you can make cheese cake!”

“DAEHYUN!”

Youngjae ignored the rest of his family as they scolded Daehyun, and lead P.O from the ware house. “Hey, P.O… thanks for everything… really…”

“It’s no problem, Jae…” P.O said, “Like I said, I’m willing to help as far as you’ll let me… I’m glad I got a chance to meet everyone though… they’re great…”

“Yeah, they are, aren’t they…”

P.O nodded, waiting for Youngjae to unlock the padlocked fence before they made their way outside into the midmorning sunlight. P.O had parked just a little ways down the street and Youngjae walked him to the parked car. “You know… it would be cool if you could come back and hang out… you know… if it doesn’t get you into trouble…”

“Jae, shouldn’t we be worrying about getting you into trouble…”

Youngjae shrugged, shoving his hands into his pockets, “I’m probably losing my job as is… Can’t really do any more damage then what I’ve already done, right?”

“I guess—Youngjae…”

“What?”

“My car…”

Youngjae looked up, his eyes widening at the sight of the car. The windows had all been smashed in, the glass littering the whole interior of the vehicle. The headlights looked like they had been smashed with a sledgehammer, and across the hood, someone had keyed into the paint just a single sentence, “You’ve been warned.”.

“…” Youngjae grabbed P.O wrist, dragging him back to the warehouse.

“Youngjae, what- Where are we going?”

Youngjae ignored his friend as he threw open the fence and continued his fast pace into the living room, P.O stumbling behind him the whole time as he tried to demand answers from Youngjae.

“Youngjae hyung~ Yongguk hyung wants to watch a movie, do you want to join us—I thought P.O hyung was going home?” Zelo stopped dead in his tracks, looking between the confused P.O to the downright angry looking Youngjae.

“Jae, babe, everything okay?” Daehyun rounded the corner.

“No! No it’s not okay!! They are threatening P.O now, and I am not going to let some punk wanna be gang come around and kill whoever they feel the need for. I don’t care if they have some sort of master plan up their sleeve, I am not going to let them ruin both JB and P.O’s life just because they are helping us.” Youngjae said, letting go of P.O’s wrist and pushing past Daehyun. He glared back at P.O for a split second, “You’re not allowed near any of the windows.” He said right before turning away and storming up the stairs to the loft above the living room.

Daehyun rounded on P.O, “What happened?”

“I don’t know… We went up to my car, and the windows were smashed out and someone keyed ‘you’ve been warned’ into the hood…”

Daehyun sighed heavily, nodding, “C’mon… let’s go watch the movie with the others…”

“But Youngjae—“

“ – is doing whatever it is that Youngjae does, he’s been stressed out lately, he needs some time to calm down…” Daehyun said, his words conveying the idea of giving his boyfriend space, but P.O could see clearly from his body language that he wanted nothing more than to run up there and consol him.

P.O sighed, nodding in defeat, “Okay… But how long is he going to make me stay here?”

Daehyun shrugged his shoulders, “That… I’m not sure of.”

 

As it turned out, Youngjae made P.O stay for a total of two more days, insisting that he had to make sure that the later was safe before he could let him leave. It was finally Himchan who snapped, telling Youngjae as great as P.O was to have around, he couldn’t keep his friend under house arrest just because of Exo’s threats and then offered to call Nu’Est over to P.O back to his place.

P.O was worried at first, being passed off to another gang, but Youngjae seemed to find it okay and seemed to ease up a bit with the idea of Nu’Est stepping in, so P.O went with the flow. Soon, he found himself on the verge of leaving the warehouse to go back to work, the weight of just how wrong Jieun and everyone else was about B.A.P weighing heavily on his shoulders.

Youngjae watched his friend leave, a sigh escaping him.

“Hey… Jae hyung, don’t worry, Nu’Est will make sure P.O makes it home safe and nobody follows him…” Zelo said, approaching Youngjae’s side.

Youngjae nodded, “Yeah, I know…” He smiled at Zelo, “C’mon, let’s get back inside…” he shooed Zelo back inside the gate, sliding it shut before he joined the maknae on returning to the main room.

 

Things were quite around the warehouse as the week progressed. Zelo and Jongup ran about the place, doing whatever it was that teenagers did, Yongguk watched his war movies and blocked out Himchan yelling at said maknaes for running indoors. Daehyun stuffed his face with food any chance he got, and Youngjae… Youngjae spent almost every waking second in the loft, his back hunched as he typed away on the computer. By the third day, he didn’t even notice the tired itch in his eyes as he continued to stare at the bright screen, only taking breaks to instead go over the papers that littered the table around him. Every now and then, he’d jump out of his seat with a document and tack it to the wall behind him, connecting it to another with the thin red strings as he created a good time line that he could stare at as he continued to work through everything in his head.

He brushed off all of Himchan’s attempts to get him to take a real break, keeping the elder at least somewhat satisfied by taking the time to at least eat while he worked. Zelo had tried to get him to come down and play with him and Jongup a few times, but gave up soon when he realized how engrossed Youngjae was. Yongguk let him have his space, knowing that trying to drag the younger blonde away from the files would only cause him to throw himself harder into the work. Jongup enjoyed sitting in the chair next to Youngjae and watching him work, keeping him company while he listened to his hyung’s near silent mumblings. Daehyun, like Yongguk, tried to give Youngjae his space, his only demand was that when he was ready for bed, Youngjae had to come down stairs and sleep too. Himchan, although he still was iffy about their relationship and the fact that they shared the same bed each night, was silently happy that Daehyun got Youngjae to sleep each night.

It wasn’t until the end of the week that Youngjae finally jumped out of his seat, “I’ve got it!!” He shouted, grabbing the paper the second it came out of the printer and sprinting down the stairs, “Guys!! I’ve got it!!” He shouted again, nearly tripping at the last step and almost barreling into Himchan, who had jumped up at the first sounds of Youngjae shouting.

“Whoa! Hold on, you’ve got what?”

Youngjae grinned brightly, holding up the map for Himchan to see, “I found EXO.”

 


This originally had about 10+ more pages continueing on, but, I decided to split here, and make a bit of a light and fluffy chapter before the drama drops. You guys are going to hate me. I just know it. I am so excited.

Sorry for taking so long with writing though. My boss is threatening me again, and so I had to go out and find a new job ( go me~ I have one lined up for when I quit the one i'm at now, I'll be a waitress/cashier/hostest at the local place in town, yay for having connections and knowing the owner~)

Oh.. I also had to go to the dentist. Guess who has an impacted wisdom tooth ( my old dentist sideways, he told me I didn't even HAVE wisdom teeth, where the did this one come from?! ><), and i'm loosing calcium in my teeth due to when i had braces, so.. joy.

Anyways, next chap should be up within the next few days, so keep an eye out for it, you're really not going to want to miss it. 

Cuddles,

Lynn

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Angelnspirit
#1
Chapter 1: I'm actually back here again because I chanced upon the One shot MV and now I miss BAP and I remember this AMAZING story I read back in 2017❤ Gonna reread it again~
sirchenchen
#2
Chapter 61: First off, I'm really glad I read this story after it was completed, or it would've messed me up and hurt me way more because I wouldn't've known if there was a happy ending. Secondly, the fact that I KNEW there was going to be a happy ending and things were okay in the end but was still affected so much by the things that happened was crazy. Like, I knew things ended up well because I skimmed chapter 60 beforehand because I didn't want to end up reading such a long story just to be wrecked at the end because there wasn't a happy ending. But this story was just so greatly written, everything made sense, and at no point did I have the thought of anything being unnecessary. I felt what the characters were feeling, and every time good things were happening, I would just say to myself, "It's gonna hurt when the betrayal comes" (given that it was based off the One Shot MV).

I also like to think that at the marriage scene, it's just this weird conglomerate of gang members (like Nu'est and Infinite) and cops from Youngjae's old job that have set aside grudges for the happy day.
RavenUchiha
#3
Chapter 1: Oh wow. Interesting. He's going to see B.A.P. Oh man, I can't wait to see what's going to happen in the next chapter.
KpopGamer125 #4
Chapter 63: A truly amazing story, I loved it, absolutely loved it. This is by far one of the best fanfictions I've ever read, and I have a feeling I'll be rereading this many more times. Thank you so much for writing this. ^^
obliviate-
#5
Chapter 62: Oh man I just reread this and I'm hurt all over again.....
mi_elf
#6
Chapter 63: Woooo you are really amazing and talented i fell for the story that i finished it in 2 days.
I found it by accident while searching for BAP fictions but i dont regret giving this story a try ^^.
MatsuoKoharu #7
Chapter 62: Thank you for this amazing story:')It was a rollercoaster of emotions and my heart bled for Youngjae TT___TT like I legit had to clutch my heart in pain hahahah but wow you're amazing!!!
SilverFlame
#8
Chapter 63: I'm even in college as well and I also have been going on from time to time. I didn't know you moved to a different place cause I was focusing on my studies. I sure hope your doing great, also that this fanfic is amazing. I'll try and see what kind of stories you have on that other site.
sleepybunny
#9
Chapter 9: i'm crying so much this is so fluffy!!!!! jongup is so cute, i mean, he wanted youngjae to PINKY PROMISE HIM he wouldn't fall back asleep otl this is really cute. and also, junhong wanting to bake a cake for himchan only because they'd been talking about him... so cute and fluffy and adorable!!!!!! i almost forgot that this is like... a gang! which is really nice, they are serious when they need to be and are mostly normal kids. i can't wait to see more daejae though because when yongguk told youngjae about the kinda roommate i kept telling myself its probably daehyun and aaaaaa