Anya's POV

i looked at my calendar.. it's been a month since the last time we communicate.. it breaks me.. I spent my days working, attending conventions and training here and outside the country just to prevent my self falling deeper in love with that guy...

"We're just friends right?" his words that keeps repeating inside my head

I waited for him to send me message or at least call but I got none.... 

I received a lot of messages from SJ but I choose not to reply at any messages they have sent me I keep my distance from all of them to avoid him.. 

I am on my favorite place in my house.. the roof top.. watching stars above.. wishing that.. if it's not possible for us to be together as lover.. let us at least be friends..

My phone beeped.. I received a message from Sungmin oppa..

"Anya, I know that there is something wrong with the two of you.. Please fix it soon.. we are worried" 

Oh, that's made me a little bit guilty of not lowering my pride

"I am sorry oppa.. I just want to be alone.." i replied for the first time

"Alright.. if you need some one to talk to, we are here for you" 

"Thank you and I'm sorry.. I'll let you know"

I sighed.. It's a great feeling that these people are down to earth I'm so blessed that I became their friend.. 

My phone rings.. someone is calling... My heart beats so fast when I saw who is calling... "Madman"

My mind and my pride says.. Don't answer it.. but my heart says yes... my fingers betrayed my mind.. and it pressed the "answer"button

"Hey..umm I just want to talk to you" He sounds weird..

"When?" I coldly replied.. I missed him but I don't want to fall deeper fro him

"Now.." He demanded.. is he.. drunk??

"Now? are you serious? it's 12 midnight!" I protest.. What's up with this man! 

"I'm here at you door" he said.. that gives me a goose bumps

"What?! Are you crazy?!" I yelled

"Ya! stop nagging! If you don't open this.. I'll do it" He's demanding again.. Aish this brat! I dragged my self down stairs and opened the door..

"Ya! What took you so long to open this?!" He yelled.. aigoo.. this brat

"You have to be patience brat!" I yelled as I unlocked the security code.. and as the door open.. he embraced me tightly..

I confirmed that he is drunk.. I smelled it.. he squeezed me literally

"hey brat! you are killing me" I said.. as I removed his arms around me...

"I missed you.." he seriously said.. I am stunned.. before I completely drowned by that words. I escaped from him

"You're drunk" i said as I turned away from him..but he backhugged me..

"Please stay" he said.. 

"Ya! How can I leave this is my house?" I yelled at him.. "You sleep on Jiro's room okay?"

"Let's talk" He pleaded

"Tomorrow.. when you are not drunk.." I assured him..

I left him in the living room.. and went to my bed room.. I'm about to sleep when he lie beside me..

"Hey! I don't want you here!" i pushed him away.. ''You sleep on the other room!"

but he fells as sleep.. what a retard..

I have no choice.. I sleep beside him.. I hope nothing weird happens 

I woke up with his arms around me.. and his face burrows on my neck. Good Lord.. He's a ert.. I stood up and dialed Leeteuk-oppa..

"Hello!" He excitedly greets me...as usual..

"Hi oppa.. I just want to tell you that he's here." I said and explained to him what happened.

"If he wakes up.. can you tell him to come back here?" He said.. He explains that there's a dispute between Yesung-oppa and Kyu because of me.. I feel so guilty

"I m sorry oppa that I caused you such trouble.. i did not mean to..."

"It's alright Anya.. you don't have to be sorry,. It seems like we spoiled that brat too much that he always want to get what he wants" He explained he said goodbye..

I turned to the bed and see that Kyuhyun is awake.. He stares at me.. 

"Hi!" I smiled..

"What did he said?" he is not smiling.. last night he clings to me like a boy.. now he is giving me a cold treatment again.. aish this guy!

"He said that you and Yesung-oppa fought" I fiercely giving him a sharp stare

"They are not good in keeping secrets.." He said avoiding my eye contact..

"Yeah it's great to know that you fought with your hyung because of me.." i said with full of sarcasm.. as I unconsciously take steps closer to the bed where he is sitting..

"You should be thankful" he returned my sharp comment..

"Ya! I don't want you to fight. Anybody with anyone!..and I don't want the idea that you fight because of me.." I strongly said every word "I don't want such attention! Why you guys fought?"

"Are you dumb? We fought because I am so jealous.." he lowered down his voice..

"Because of piltrum touching thing?" I said teasing him

"Yes, No! it's not what you.." he said then i interrupted

"Hey tough guy.. he only touched it.. and you? you kissed my lips so many times already" i blushed after delivering those words..

His speechless.. he stares at me.. and attempts to kiss me

"As you said.. we are only friends.. when no one is around.. now.. get up and get back to your dorm" I pulled him up

"Come with me.." he said

"No! be a man to apologize to them" I said.. "and don't get jealous to them they are friends and brothers to me.. besides we are friends too right?"

He nodded..

"Now, I have to leave you alone here, Nadia called me.. there's food in the kitchen.. " I said while he stares at me

"and lock the door when you leave.. I texted you the code! Bye!" I rushed my way to work.. 

I left him.. 

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