Hae mi pov 

Today was just so... Different than what normally happens. Today I got to meet Minhyuk, found out that Donghae likes children and met void. Also I got to show them a different side of me, how rare. It’s been a while since my violent side came out; last time that happened was when someone insulted my friends. Just the memory of that makes my blood boil 

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A small hand shook me awake; I could hear muffled cries coming 

I sat up and saw a crying Minhyuk 

"Minhyuk what's wrong?" I asked 

His face looked red and his nose was running

"Minhyuk are you sick?" I asked feeling is temperature 

"It’s okay Minhyuk, Umma will take care of you" I said 

His temperature was high, Shisus this is not good 

"Minhyuk ah lay right here, Umma will get medicine for you and make you feel alright, okay?" I said as the little boy nodded, still crying 

I quickly went to the kitchen and found some cold medicine, a towel and a bowl of water 

I carried them into my room and took care of Minhyuk 

I lay beside him once again, while he was sleeping 

I looked at the clock which read 3:56 

No choice but to go back to sleep again I thought as I tried to fall asleep 

-Sigh- this is gonna take a while 

I began thinking about random things like how well Uki cooks or how pretty Alex is or how kind the everyone is 

To be honest I'm glad Donghae didn't force me to abort the babies, but I feel bad that I might've ended his love life... 

Reality... I don’t think it's hit me yet. I mean yea I'm pregnant but what does that mean? Umma didn't scold me, and me being myself, I never thought about this much 

Did I really care if I got pregnant with his baby? Did I? Or was it because he reminded me of Jiyong that I was okay with him? I don't know. 

Flashback 

(Rewind back to when Hae mi didn’t know she was pregnant) 

Hae mi POV 

That morning 

After Donghae left I got out of the room embarrassed and still dazed 

I went back home and saw my foster mother making breakfast

"Back so soon" she said 

I nodded my head 

"Hangover?" she asked

I nodded

My head was throbbing but I could still think clearly 

I just had with some guy I didn't even know... Why the hell haven't I panicked yet??? And then there's always a chance that I might be pregnant with his baby

Umma gave me a drink and I drank it 

"I'm going to work now, get some sleep okay" 

I nodded and watched her leave 

Why am I so dense? Ugh he was talking about me being pregnant but why haven't I given it some serious thought? It's like I don’t care I If I got pregnant or not.

'I can't take care of her, she's too much' I heard my real moms voice 

"No" I desperately tried to forget and I denied the fact my mother had abandoned me 

'Umma no Umma come back please Umma I'm over here Umma no turn around please UMMMMMMAAAA' a little girl screamed as tears rolled down her face as an older lady walked away from her and into a car 

The little girl chased the car until she fell and skinned her knee and hands tears rolling down her face, her loud cries were enough to wake up a sleeping city 

"NO! NO! NOOOO" I screamed at the broken memories 

I could feel hot tears on my own face. I realized that I had been clenching my head tightly, enough to rip out my hair, and had been screaming and hyperventilating 

End of flashback 

I realized I had been sweating and my breaths were uneven

'No Hae mi you can't think of those things, don't remember, forget, forget everything and live happily.' I said to myself  

‘You just need to be happy and think about your babies unlike your mother’ I rubbed my arms for warmth

Slowly I began to fall asleep 

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