“Ahhh~ this reminds me of how it used to be”

NOO

“Remember?”

I DON’T WANT TO REMEMBER!!! I WANT TO FORGET

“Ahhh” he says as he stretches his arms to put one around me

STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP!!!!!!!! DON’T TOUCH ME WITH THOSE HANDS OF YOURS. I wanted to move but I was stiff. So stiff.

I can’t stand it. I can't stand him. His face, his voice, even his scent. They trigger so many memories that I just want to forget. So much that I want to kill him. Yes. He is the one person I never, NEVER ever want to see. Why? There are many reasons. Too many actually. 

But that's not my priority, right now, my priority is to panic and think about: What I should do because I don't want to see him right now.

Someone, just please, please, please make this guy go away. Please. Someone help me, this is the last person I want to see right now. I know hating people isn’t ‘nice’ or ‘good’ but he did so many things just how do you expect me not to hate him? Please, if not for me, at least for this baby. I don’t ever want any of my children to meet this man. EVER. I thought as tears welled up in my eyes.

"Hae mi, is this someone you know?" I turned around 

Thank you so much for coming, Donghae

"D...Oppa!" I got up and started to run towards him and whispered (play along) in his ear, as I hugged him 

"Oppa I missed you!!" I said as I hugged him tighter

"Nado (me too)" he smiled warmly "ah so who is this?" donghae hugged back but then broke off, making eye contact towards the figure with a hat mostly covering his face. 

"A... A... A friend" I said as he got up and bowed. 

"Anyoung, I'm big bang's Kwon Ji-young also known as g-dragon. Nice to meet you." he said 

"Hi, I'm lee Donghae from super junior, hae-mi's boyfriend and fiancé." he said with a proud smile, making Ji-young look up, his eyes wide in shock

Fiancé???? BOYFRIEND!!! Jiyoung thought 

"Umm we have to get going so bye" I said as I held Donghae’s hand and turned my back to Ji-young, trying to suppress my smile. 

Donghae just went with the flow of it and we walked all the way to the car which was parked outside. He had his hand on my waist and I was blushing so much I probably looked like a tomato (｡-_-｡). When we were walking to the car, awkwardly, there were photographers taking pictures of us, I felt so awkward.... ~.~ I don't know how to describe the situation ヽ(；▽；)ノ 

Suddenly I felt something on my cheeks, I tried not to make a disgusted face since I was on camera because donghae kissed my cheek and pushed me into the passenger seat. We drove through as the press made way for us, knowing that the kiss meant nothing I tried not to think about it but I couldn't help it. It's been so long since someone’s done that to me, not only that, it was so unexpected. My heart was beating so, so, so fast, I swear it was about to jump out of my chest. My face was redder than ever, so I looked down. 

"Are you okay?" Donghae asked

"Hmm?" 

"You seemed scared when I saw you with Ji young...”

"Ahhh...” 

"You wouldn't mind telling me why... Would you? I mean I'm not trying to be nosy but you just seemed so uncomfortable" 

"...He just... He just brings up memories I really want to forget." 

"Ahhh” 

"I'll tell you the details some other time" I said as we arrived at the dorm

"Okay" he said smiling warmly at me and I just smiled back. 

I started doing some work around the house then reluctantly started my homework but the entire time, all I could think about was our meeting (Ji-young and I) all while I was petting my stomach

What was he talking about? What’s G-dragon? Big bang?The theory?? God I'm so confused (｡-_-｡)

"Haemi-ah" 

"Hmm?" 

“Are you okay?"

"Yea...” 

"Okay" 

Someone was knocking on the door and I was distracted from my thoughts as I ran to open the door. Who is it? I looked to see who it was.

"Who is it?" donghae said as he entered the room and stood next to me 

“Some guys”

"Their the other guys that live here." he said

"Ohhhh" I said as I stuck my tongue out

I opened the door and a bunch of guys came in. 

"Anyoung" I said with a bow. 

"This feels weird since your older than me" One guy said 

"...." Is he talking to me? 

"I'm Kyuhyun ...." oh so he is talking to me

"Hello, oh okay, well no, it's just that this is your house and I'm just intruding, I mean I don’t even know you guys that well"

"It’s okay, you don’t have to, oh yea and can I call you Nuna?“ He asked me bluntly. 

"Huh oh yea, of course...” I said, I mean I couldn't just say no, could I? He was staring at me with cute, huge puppy eyes.

Ha-ha the only one to call me that was Ji....Young....wait, no what am I thinking? 

"Nuna~" I just smiled at him and he smiled back 

"We don't know you that well, we want to get to know you better because you’re gonna be our sister in law soon" A really cute guy said

"Huh... Oh yea" I smiled

"Ah-but wait, first you should sit down" a really tall and muscular guy said, I smiled at the small gesture. He smiled back and gave me a heart attack,

Why is he so hot???

"You guys too, I'll feel awkward if you just stand there" 

"Ha-ha your right" Shindong said sitting down

Donghae sat next to me and some of the guys sat on the floor and some sat on the other sofa. I’m guessing the older people sat on the sofa while the younger ones sat on the ground.

"Where should we start?" Ryeowook asked 

"Let’s give her a small description of ourselves first although I'm sure she's heard of us" Leeteuk said

“I talked to her about you guys, I just never told her we were super junior, since I didn't want to create rumors and all at first but then later I just forgot to tell her." Donghae awkwardly laughed

"That’s not that surprising, it’s so like you" Alex said as she rolled her eyes.

“So she’s never heard about us?” Ryeowook looked at me with a shocked face.

“I don’t really listen to music a lot” I said and saw some mouth’s go ‘O’ while the others just nodded.

"ha-ha anyway I'm the leader Leeteuk, my real name is Jungsu, b-but you can call me Teuki-oppa if you want, I’m the oldest" he said with a smile, I saw his cute dimple on one cheek (//∇//) I smiled back at him.

"I'm Heechul, you can call me Heenim or Heechul oppa" he smiled 

“Okay” I said in honorifics, they’re all older than me, I have to use honorifics.

"Wait! Are you allergic to cats?" Heechul oppa asked

"Nope, I love cats" I said with a smile, thinking of Tae and Sarang

 "Good, because I have a cat and I was going to ask you to move out if you were allergic to Heebum" 

 Umm that’s a bit… rude

 "Oh" thank god I'm not allergic. 

 “His name is Heebum?” I asked, trying to start a conversation

 “Yea, his full name is Han J. Heebum”

 “So creative, how did you….?”

 “Ki bum named him. We got a cat at a fan meeting. Hee comes from my name and Bum comes from Ki bum’s name, later Hangeng asked why his name wasn’t included and so we added Han from his name and then later on, Jungmo asked why his name wasn’t included so we added the J from Jungmo into Heebum’s name” he said matter-of-factly

 “That’s so special” I smiled and he just nodded

 “Who’s this?” I finally asked after I saw a picture on the table, since I’ve been wondering for a while.

 "Ah this is Kangin hyung, he's at work with some other hyungs" Kyuhyun said

 “Oh, and who is this?” I randomly asked looking at another picture

 "This is Hangeng, we are best friends and hes also at work " Heechul oppa said 

 "Is he also part of super junior?" I asked curiously.

"Haha yea" Heechul replied 

"Oh okay"

"Haha yea" 

The mood was actually quite bright after that

 We continued until I heard a knock and I sprang up instinctively to open the door. I was just about to open the door and I heard donghae say "Hae mi if it's a bunch of girls, no matter what, don't, I repeat DO NOT, open the door." 

 "O... ok" I replied, they’re so weird

I looked out and found a few more guys, some looked familiar. 

 "Donghae"

 "Yea?" 

"Their guys but I don't know who they are b..." 

Heechul, Kyuhyun and Donghae ran to the door telling me to go hide in a room. I did as I was told. I didn't know what was happening so I just hid in the first room that I saw. 

Why would they want me to hide?

Please please please comment. I’d be more motivated to update if you did, and I would also know people aren’t just subscribing for no reason but they’re actually reading my story. Thank you =) sarang hae my readers. I can’t wait to see Super Junior M’s new song Break down. Im dying for it to come out, but im sad Siwon’s not in the promotional picture =P