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Donghae POV

What is he up to? Heechul hyung please don't say anything unnecessary 

I can't take this anymore 

I ran out the house, went downstairs to the parking lot and found Heechul and Hae-mi in his car. Hugging. 

I called hyung. 

"Where are you" I lied 

"What do you mean where am I? I already left." 

What do you mean? You’re still in the parking lot!

"Where are you heading towards?" I asked

"The hospital" 

Bwohhh? What did he... Are they… oh my god no! my babies!!! daddy is gonna save you!!!

"What why?" i asked 

"I'm just kidding. I'm not telling you where we're going" 

... he just lied to me. what if hes lying again and they actually are going to the hospital... MUST FOLLOW. MUST SAVE MA BABIES

"Hyung" I whined

"You need to learn to take care of girls better" 

O.O 

"HYUNG" I said realizing he hung up

I ran to my car and followed them. Why was she crying? Wae wae wae!?!??!? Heechul did something didn’t he? I'm gonna kill him If he made her cry. AND WHY WERE THEY HUGGING??

Hae-mi POV 

I told him everything, from umma and Appa, to Jiyong and I and now to my current state. I couldn't help but cry. The memories, the moments I wanted to forget were all coming back to me. 

The tears I held back all these years were flowing down my cheeks, they were unstoppable.

The things I was never able to tell anyone, were spilling out like an open bottle of water that was kicked to its side.

I felt so unburdened. It felt like a state of peace in my heart. Even though just the night before I talked to Jiyong and told him how I felt. Nothing really changed, what I felt then was temporary contentment. 

I cried in his arms. 

"Kumawo oppa" I finally said wiping away my tears

“Now it’s my turn”

“For what?” I asked

“Questions”

“Okay, go ahead”

“Okay, so all this time you’ve been basically lying to the other members?”

“… Pretty much”

“Does anyone else know?”

“Key”

“So you’re not best friends, he just knows your secret?”

“No we are best friends”

“Then”

“He’s Key umma; you can’t hide stuff from him”

“Okay then what about Leeteuk umma?”

“He….”

“He doesn’t know does he?”

“No, I couldn’t bring myself to tell him?”

“Why is that?”

“Because”

“Because what?”

“Because he already has so much to deal with I don’t want him dealing with my problems too”

“So you don’t think he’s responsible?”

“No I don’t want him to feel responsible for my mistake”

“Uhuh”

“He already has to take care of the fourteen other people; I don’t want to be a burden”

“It’s okay you can trust him”

“But I saw him sinking into depression the other day”

“He does that”

“No, I don’t want to add any more stress onto him; it’s bad for his health”

“It’s your choice but im pretty sure he’d be upset if he didn’t know” he said with a reassuring smile

“Yes I guess, sorry, I don’t know, I’ll tell you if I decide to tell Leeteuk or not tomorrow” I replied

"It’s alright. Take your time. Do you want to go somewhere fun?" he smiled patting my head 

"Where?" I asked 

"You’ll find out soon enough" he said 

I looked into the mirror and saw a horrifying image. My ugly red puffy eyes and nose, and blushing red tomato face. 

"Oh my god I look terrifying." 

"You haven't seen terrifying unless you've seen 

"Hae-mi, were here, let's go" he said in a sweet voice

"Eoddi?" I asked (a/n it means "where") 

He stepped out the car and came to open the door for me

"You’ll find out when you get there" 

We entered the building... 

OH MY GOD. I haven't been in an arcade in so freaking long!

"Oppa" I said 

"Ha-ha. I see you’re happy" 

"I'm really happy. This is the best. How did you know?" 

"It come with the original awesomeness, oppa can read minds" 

"Ha-ha yea right! I love the arcade" I said with lots of excitement. 

Okay I'm happy. Leave me alone. I like the arcade more than I like shopping. It's always been the way out for me.

It’s my escape. I'm not really proud to say this, but whenever something bad happened I would always go to an arcade and play until I forgot why I was upset or angry

"Let’s play that game first!" I said 

"Ha-ha I should've brought Kyuhyun along" 

"Yea you should've hyung" a voice said 

"Kyuhyun-ah" Heechul said 

"Omo, Kyuhyun what are you doing here?" I said surprised  

"Playing games. What else?" he replied 

"Is Sungmin with you?" Heechul asked 

"No, Ki bum came with me" he replied 

"Bummie!!!" Heechul exclaimed as he saw Ki bum 

"Hey" Ki bum said with a smile 

The four of us played games for hours. I really had no idea that Ki bum and Kyuhyun liked games this much, especially Kyuhyun. When he lost he would go 'Aish' very loudly 

"Hae-mi are you hungry?" Heechul asked as we finished playing a game

"Hungry? Hmm... I guess kind of, I don't know, why? Are you hungry?" I asked 

"No, is there anything you want to eat" he asked 

What should I say? I'm craving jajangmyeon, Japche and kalbi but I haven't had Japche in a while~ but I'm really craving jajangmyeon but kalbi sounds so good right now 

"I really want~... Japche" I said finally making up my mind. Ah~ the tasty image of Japche, oh my mouth is starting to water now

"Japche it is" Heechul said

"Guys were going" Heechul said to Kyuhyun and Ki bum 

"Oh, okay" they said in uninterested voices

"Aish! Once they start playing they never stop. If they come home late, you'll know why" 

"Ha-ha, I didn't know Kyuhyun and Ki bum liked games" 

"Oh they love games, especially Kyuhyun. His nickname is gamekyu” he said 

We talked out of the arcade and went back to his car, drove to the nearest place that sold Japche. 

"Japche Japche Japche~" I sang excitedly. I sound like a little kid but I haven't had Japche since I moved to the dorm, it's been so long, Japche my love.

"Do you really like Japche or are you just really hungry?" Heechul asked me 

"Ha-ha both. I love Japche but I haven’t had it in a while. This really reminds of old times, making me feel old now ha-ha" I laughed 

"Same." 

"When’s your birthday?" 

"Mine? July 10. Why?" 

"That’s pretty close isn't it? Couple months left" 

Our food arrived 

"Kamsamnida ajumma" we said 

"When’s your birthday?" he asked

"It just passed" I replied still looking at my Japche~

"Really? When?" he asked

"Not so long ago" 

"Really? What date?"

"April 26"

"Really? I didn't know"

"Ha-ha it’s okay"

"~ This is the best~" I sang. So satisfied, so happy, I wish this day could go on forever and ever.

Donghae POV 

Just what am I doing? I'm stalking her, and all she's doing is playing games, wait now she's leaving with Heechul. Must find out what their up to. They absolutely cannot hurt my babies.

I followed them casually.

Oh their going to eat, she looks so happy. I sat in a seat where I could hear them. Isn't that a bit too much? They ate like 4 bowls already... Heechul ate 1 Hae-mi ate like three... 

"You have some on your lips, here" Heechul gave her a napkin 

"Kumawo oppa" she said with a genuine smile. 

How come she never smiles like that to me? I pouted 

"Hae-mi, where else do you want to go?" he asked 

Where else? Where else? Hyung? It's like 7:30 bring her back home already! 

"Let’s go to a park" 

"Why?" 

"Just because" she replied 

They went, I followed. Ugh. Hyung way to go make life harder on me. 

“Aish” I said ruffling my hair

Jessica should understand by now why I broke up with her.

She should know that I didn’t have any feelings for her anymore; it’s like a thing of the past.

Yes I was upset but only because she said 'go die in a hole you pickle' I'm a sensitive person okay leave me alone I pouted. Why am I pouting to myself?

What really happened over the phone with Jessica

No one’s POV

"Oppa?" Jessica said as soon as donghae picked up the phone

"Oh hey Jessica" 

"Are we still going to that restaurant?" 

"Sorry but not anymore" 

"Oppa, you promised, it’s been over two months" 

"I know, a lot of things happened, so I couldn't" 

"But" 

"I'm sorry. That’s all I can say. We’re going to have to break up" 

"Bu" 

"Miyan hae, soo yeon" 

"Fine, but don't think I've forgiven you" she said in a cold tone 

"Jessica I'm sorry" 

"Sorry isn't going to fix anything! Go die in a hole you pickle"

"Je-" I was about to say but then she hung up. 

Alex POV 

I was hiding in the closet when Donghae came in; he was talking so rudely to my unni! And I heard every word of his conversation with Jessica.

I heard him crying, quietly sobbing really. Aish, I never approved of them dating anyway! Just you wait Jessica; I will get you for hurting Korea’s shame (aka Donghae)

I thought of the best plan ever.

Pickles. Will. Curse. You. Forever. And. ever. That way she will regret ever hurting Korea’s shame. Ah~ the things I do for him.

Hae-mi POV 

“Hae-mi, wake up were here” Heechul said

“Huh? Oh thanks” I said waking up

I got out of the car; it was just us, as far as I knew

“Oppa?” I said walking up to the swing set

“Hmm?” he asked 

“You’re really nice” I finished

“Ha-ha, you didn’t think that way to begin with did you?”

“Nah, I thought you were scary at first”

“Why?”

“You looked pissed when you looked at me” I said

“You talk a lot”

“Yea, it runs in my blood”

“Oh lord”

“Oppa!” I whined as he laughed

“What was your first impression of everyone?” he asked

“I can’t remember everyone’s name” I said

“What was your first impression of Leeteuk?”

“Hmmm, nice dimple” I said

“Hahaha, what about me?”

“Oh my god, he looks better than a girl”

“I’ve been told that a lot, What about Hangeng?”

“Whoa! Damn he’s good looking”

“He is, don’t we make a perfect duo?” he asked

“Yes” I smiled

“Hahaha I knew it! What about Yesung”

“He’s really good looking and weird”

“Pwahahahaha, that’s the best one I’ve heard so far so true though! What about Kangin?”

“Hmm, I thought that he’s really good looking, and he seemed very nice”

“And what about Shindong?”

“He’s funny”

“What about Sungmin”

“Waaa~ he’s so cute”

“What about our Eunhyuk?”

“Waa~ so skinny, so handsome”

“What about our Zhou mi”

“Face of a best friend”

“What do you mean?”

“He looks like he cares, and he could be your best friend if you tried to get to know him”

“Ah~ and what about donghae”

“Who is this guy and what is going on?”

“No no no, after you talked to him”

“Oh, umm, I thought he’s really nice and caring”

“What about Siwon?”

“Oh my god, he’s so hot”

“What about Ryeowook?”

“He’s so nice and helpful”

“What did you think about Ki Bum?”

“He’s quiet and mature”

“Kyuhyun”

“He seems really nice”

“What about Henry”

“The cutest Canadian I’ve ever met”

“Aha, so why did we come here?”

“Ah, because I wanted to talk under the moonlight”

“About what?” he asked

“Nothing really in particular, it’s just easy for me to talk to you” I replied honestly

“Ha-ha really?” he said

“Yea, after the incident with Jiyong, I haven’t spoken to a person like this”

“Do you mind telling me about your relationship with Jiyong?”

“Jiyong was, and is, younger than me so I was his Nuna, he was the only person I ever let call me Nuna, we were close, or at least I felt that way, but then we broke up suddenly because I refused to have it with him, I wanted to remain abstinent at that time, so after I declined to have it with him, I left, because I felt uncomfortable. The next day I go to school, by the way this was when I was in high school, just about everyone knows about what happened. Overall before the breakup, our relationship was okay, I guess, not really though, I don’t know. He was abusive and hurt me mentally and physically”

“Are you over him?”

“I think so why”

“If its love, it never goes away”

“Oppa that’s so sweet”

“Ha-ha, it’s getting cold out here, wanna go back home?”

“Yea, thanks oppa for today”

“Oh its Hae mi!” a familiar voice said 

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