We were already at the rooftop and we just sat there not saying a word, staring at the blank sky. I was bored and he seemed to be thinking. Something serious must've happened, side he had such a tense expression on his face

I'm not going to force him to say anything, because then he'll never want to talk to me like this again. I'll just wait.

Finally he broke the silence

"Thanks" he said still looking at the sky but now with a genuine smile on his face

I was confused at for a second but then I realized why he was thanking me

I nodded in response

"Honestly I don't know where to begin."

"It depends on what happened. What's making you feel like this?"

"It’s not like the reason is unknown to me I knew this day would come sooner than later"

"If you don't mind can you tell me what happened?"

"I didn't want to tell the guys but I can't keep this stored in forever. Promise me not to tell" He said holding out his pinky

"Is that even a question? Hangeng Ge what you tell me will never slip out of my mouth" I said completing the seal

"Believe me, okay"

He nodded his head and turned it to look back at the sky

"Nan... I'm leaving soon"

He said, and continued after a long pause

"Forever. I don't think I'll be back soon. I'm leaving SM entertainment. I guess you could say that I'm leaving super junior" he said slowly while his eyes watered up

"Ani." I said making him turn his head

I smiled and continued "you may not be physically together but you’re not mentally apart" I said as he looked at me with a confused expression

"I mean you guys are connected at heart so you’re never really truly apart" I said

His expression changed, it was filled with a warm smile

"Kumawo"

"No problem."

"Ah but won’t they hate me for not being able to tell them"

"Do you want to tell them?"

"Yes"

"Are you being force not to?"

"Yes"

"Then it's all simple. Sometimes you just have to think simple" I said

"You want them to know but you were being held back by the entertainment, am I right" I asked as he just nodded ­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­

"That solves that, and you guys are brothers! How long do you think they'll be upset If they do become upset" he stared at me blankly

"Definitely not very long"

"but-" I cut him off

"Don't worry. I'm 100% sure that you'll be fine"

"Also I'm not sure if I can make it on my own"

"Oppa what are your fan girls called?"

"ELF. Everlasting friends and Honey’s" he relied with a proud smile on his face

"If they're true ELF's then they'll come out to support you no matter where you go. Plus Hangeng Ge you have great vocals and your dancing ability is amazing so don’t tell me you’re afraid"

"But I’m nervous. What If I have no fans? What if I can't be a star anymore?"

"Hangeng G-" He cut me off

"Just call me Hangeng"

"Hangeng" I said as he smiled

"Obviously you'll have to go through some hard times again but don't ever give up! Because there are probably many Elf that love you and are willing to follow you on your new adventure"

"Adventure?"

"Yes adventure because this one, the adventure in Korea with super junior has come to a halt, you have to go on another adventure"

He chuckled at my explanation

"Wae~ Aish" I said as he ruffled my hair

"Plus you'll be able to meet new people, get more attention and get more fans"

"But I honestly want to stay"

"You are and you will"

"How?"

"I told you this before, in your heart even though you may not be with them, there is still a place in your heart for them right?"

"Of course!" he said without hesitating

"That’s exactly how it is for the others. No matter how far away you are you will always be together" I said.

"Really?"

"You don't believe me?"

"You’ve only been with us for so long"

"I just notice a lot of things~ like you guys, the first time I heard of you was through Donghae's stories and in all of them you guys sounded like great people to be with and then when I finally got to meet you, I was like oh they're just like how I imagined them so friendly and brotherly like true family " I said

"Ha-ha time brings us closer"

"You can just reply with a no if you want, I won't force you to answer this question but why are you leaving?"

"It’s not because I don't want to be a suju member. It's just that our company, SM likes to work people to the bone. Like there was one incident where some other members and I got sick and we had to attend an award ceremony thing and we were sent to the hospital an hour before that. Well 30 minutes passed and a representative from SM came and increased the IV needle pressure (?) or something and I could've died if my body was unable to handle it. So they’re cruel to me. And it wasn't just me but also my dongseng Siwon, if anything happened to him i don't know what I'll do"

"Hangeng Ge" I said softly as I pulled him into a hug

"It’s been a lot worse since I can't go back to china to even see my parents and when we do go I can't rest. It's like they don't want me to do the 'other' things and just want me to focus on work work and only work" he said as he hugged me back

I rubbed his back trying to assure him that everything will be alright

"Donghae will get mad if he sees us like this" Hangeng laughed

"Ha-ha yea I guess" I said, Hangeng's words reminded me of what Donghae told me heater day 'I have someone I love'

We went back downstairs and continued our normal day, when it was night time now and everyone was gone for some reason but Donghae and I.

“How come they have work until now?” I asked out loud

“Radio show”

“Ahh~”

“Donghae-shii are you hungry”

“Yea i kind of am”

I made us some salad and a small sandwich

"Donghae are you allergic to anything?" I asked

"No~" he answered, bored.

I gave him the sandwich and finished eating mine quickly and before I knew It I was asleep on his shoulder

"Noona can you wake up"

"Waeyo"

"No reason all you have to do is just go ad sleep in your room" Siwon said

"Okay" I asked him

I felt a hand on my waist but I was too sleepy to care or to check who it was

~

I woke up regrettably

The bed is so comfortable~

If only I didn't have to pee.

Wait... I don't remember the bed ever being this comfy...

I looked around the unfamiliar place

Where the hell am I?  

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