Pabo cheoreom (Like a fool)
Is this fate or a dream ?
Hae mi POV
Okay, I know how stupid I sound. Telling Donghae that I hate Jiyong and then agreeing to talk with him in private. I want jajangmyeon. No not the time for that! Back to what I was saying. Despite all that, I feel like what he has to say is important.
We're standing at least five feet away from each other. I don't want to be near him despite what he says. What if he hurts my babies?
Jajangmyeon~
"So... You’re pregnant... And you’re getting married to Donghae ." He said not looking at me.
"I've found my other half" I said, obviously lying. My other half doesn't exist. Neither does fate. I don't believe in fate.
"...When... Did you guys meet?" he asked looking at me
"About five months after I moved to Korea" I said, as he looked back down
"When was that" he asked
"2005"
"Oh" he said sounding disappointed
"Why did you call me out?"
"Because, I wanted to say sorry" he said looking sincere
"For what? For everything?" I scoffed
"...Yea...wait what for?" he said looking my way
"Telling the whole world about me refusing to have with you" I said avoiding his stare
"..." He gave me a confused expression
"Don't pretend like you don't know. I don't want to waste my energy on this" I said finally letting it get to me. I'm about to explode.
"I... I never told anyone"
"If you didn't tell anyone then how did so many people find out? Face it, Kwon Jiyong. I know your lying."
"I'm not, I never told anyone." He said looking at me
"Even if you did say sorry, the scars you gave me never disappeared" I said tearing up
"What scars?" he asked me still confused. I rolled my eyes. My tears vanished. I'm pissed now, Aish this pabo!
"Those scars you left on me, every time you drank and came over to my place to hide from your parents, you would hit me, and once you hurt me so bad that I still have a scar on my back from it"
"I... I what?" he said sounding confused
"And that wasn’t all. Kwon Jiyong, you also cheated on me, I knew you were a player but I thought you changed after we started going out, I thought you were sincere. I believed every word that came out of your mouth. I trusted you. But it's all in the past. Trust me, I know I sound like a but you're worse."
"Do you have more to say" he asked
"Yes, yes I do. Everything about you bugs me. From your face to your smell. I hate it all. I never ever ever want to see you again."
"What If I told you that you misunderstood something's"
"What if? What if? Jiyong, this is the real world, there are no "what if's" here. "
He was still looking down.
"Ji..." I said softy. I knew I hurt him.
"Okay, it's all cool with me, at least now I know what I didn't know before" he said with a bitterly sarcastic smile
"Bye" he said leaving me by myself, shocked at all the harsh words that came from my mouth. My mouth likes to run. A lot. I sat down, lost in my own thoughts
Wae? What the hell is wrong with you? Aish! Never meant to sound mean. I just wanted to be cool and calm about this pretend like I don't care about him but why? Why can't I think before I speak? Why can't I keep my cool anymore? Why am I like this?? Why did I have to lose my temper? I know I hurt him. I never meant to. But I don't want to say sorry. But I don’t want him to have this as the last things we talked about. Aish!! I just wanted to end this. Why do I always create trouble for myself???? Why am I tearing up and crying? Why does my mind always go blank when I talk to him? Aish! Pabo pabo pabo pabo pa…
Memories ran through my head like there was some marathon.
"Are you okay?" a familiar voice said making me flinch. I quickly dried my tears, and stood up.
"Oh Donghae it's you, I was afraid it was someone else. Oh um yea I'm fine why?" I lied
"Because your face is red and you look like you were just crying" he said with a concerned look
"A-ani, I just... It's just windy outside" I lied, avoiding his gaze
"Hae-mi, don't lie to me, come here" he said standing still with his arms open (A/N for a hug)
"..." I said nothing. What is this guy trying to do? Nobody is watching so why is he like this?
"Fine then, I'll just go over to you" Donghae said walking over to me
"What are you...?” I was about to say until Donghae hugged me.
I tried to break away but it didn't work, he was much stronger than I.
He hugged me tightly and it was like a block of ice in my heart melted. I cried but this time it wasn't because I was sad, it was because I was happy because I let go of the one person that held me back all these years. I just realized that I was the one that held on to everything, so I was able to let go. I’m weird aren't I? The hurt in my heart is running out like the tears that drip down my face. I felt myself loosen up, I was still crying, but they were just silent sobs.
It felt like a huge weight was lifted off of my chest. I feel like I can openly breathe again, okay that might have been a little exaggerated but ever since that day, Jiyong and I broke up, thoughts of him had been haunting me. He was a barrier to my freedom, if you know what I mean.
"Kumawo Donghae " I said hugging him tighter
"Kenchana?" he asked me patting my back
"Yea I'm fine" I said finally looking up at him.
Eunhyuk POV.
I heard everything. What happened?
Jiyong walked out with teary eyes
"Jiyong, what happened?"
"Huh? With what?" he said avoiding my eyes
"Hae-mi!" I said
"Oh, we were just resolving old conflicts" he said
".... You know her from before?" I asked
"I'll just tell you one thing, since she probably doesn't want many people to know. I'm her ex,"
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"WHAT?"
"Shhh"
"Waee?"
"Don't tell anyone. Promise."
"Promise I won't say a word but how long back?"
"Couple of years ago."
Oh. I thought she dated him and was cheating on Donghae , he found out today and was heartbroken for the rest of his life.
"I have to leave now" he said politely
"Ah yea, bye"
"Anyoung" he bowed and left
"Anyoung" I said
I peeked through the door to find Hae-mi crying, on Donghae 's chest.
"I heard everything" a familiar voice said behind my back
"Heechul hyung?" I asked
"Uhuh"
"What should we…" I started to ask
"We observe" he said, like he knew what I was thinking
"I don't know those two look fishy." Hyung added (a/n Heechul)
"He's Donghae he's supposed to be the fish"
"Ha-ha. No. Not like that pabo"
"Follow me"
Hyung started walking near Hae-mi and Donghae
"Waegure?" he asked Donghae
"She had a fight with a dongseng"
"Ah really?"
"Jisongmida" Hae-mi said
"Why are you apologizing?" Donghae asked
"I... Don't know..." she replied in a drunken voice
"Then don't" Donghae said
"Nae~" Hae-mi said
That girl is so weird.
"What's wrong with her? Did she drink?" Heechul asked
"No I think she's tired. She's done this before" Donghae replied
"Ahhh okay" I said. I knew it. She’s weird.
No ones POV
"Donghae . Are we still going to go shopping tomorrow?" Hae-mi asked
"Yea, why are you asking?" Donghae questioned
"I thought you would be mad and cancel tomorrow" she replied
"Why would I be mad?"
"Because of Jiyong"
"Ah~ ani, I'm not mad. It's okay"
They walked back, grabbing the attention of everyone else in the room.
"Ya! Donghae , Heechul, Eunhyuk! What did you do to Hae-mi" Uki roared
"Ani! It wasn’t me! She was so happy she cried" Donghae defended himself
"Lee Donghae . Don't. Lie. To. Me."
"Ani, Uki, it really wasn't him" Hae-mi defended him
"Are you sure, if he, or anyone, hurts you, talk to me about it. I'll make sure it never happens again" Uki said
"Kumawo Uki, don't worry it was just an emotional moment for me up there. Ha-ha, I'm actually really, really really~ happy. So happy I cried." Hae-mi said drunkly
"As long as you’re not hurt. Wait. Why do you sound drunk? Did you drink alcohol?” Uki asked
"Ani, Uki, when she's tired she tends to become or sound drunk. I swear she’s not drunk and she didn't drink anything because there is nothing to drink here” (a/n referring to alcohol) Donghae said
No ones POV
"Wait. I'm still confused” Void said
"Your still here? I thought you left" Kangin said
"No. Where else would I be? Busan?" Void said in a ticked off tone
"Ya! Where did your respect go?" Heechul yelled
“Aish this little kid” Kangin said in an even more ticked off tone
"Seriously like what the hell is going on" Void continued ignoring Kangin
"Oh yea, Void wasn’t here for a while so he probably has no idea" Ryeowook said
"I just said that! Stop ignoring me!" Void said, now clearly pissed
“STOP YELLING AT EACH OTHER” Hae-mi said. Clearly pissed at Void.
“calm down lady I wasn’t talking to you”
“Child, you were talking about me. Now shut up and talk quietly. Giving me such a headache” Hae-mi said showing us another side of her
"S…o basically what happened is that Hae-mi, the lady next to Donghae , and Donghae are going out and practically engaged" Siwon said, trying to change the subject.
"And" Void asked
"And she's pregnant with his child or rather children" Leeteuk said
"And our wedding day is set to be June 15" Donghae added
Everyone froze
"What? We didn't know about this! Ya! When did you decide this?"
"You told us 2 weeks" Eunhyuk said
"Actually just now umma called and said that the date had been pushed to the 15 due to our schedule" Donghae said
"Really?" Hae-mi said
"Yea, and I wanted to surprise everyone" Donghae said with a victory sign
"Okay so you two are going to be married and have children but will there be room for a family to live here" Void asked
"We'll um, you see we um. Actually honestly we don't have a plan for that" Donghae said
"Then let's decide now" Void said
"No~~ let's do that tomorrow" Hae-mi said in her drunk-ish voice
"Oppa~ I'm tired"
"Okay then let's call it a day"
Donghae and Hae-mi walked to their rooms and Hae-mi fell fast asleep. Donghae knew no one else actually went to bed, so he went back to the living room.
"So, what do you guys want clarifications on?" he said knowing that everyone was confused by what just happened
"First off, when did all this happen? When did she move in?" Void asked
"Around February, next question" Donghae answered
"Hyung, are you guys going to move?" Kyuhyun asked
"Depends. I don't want to move but I think that's what’s best for Hae-mi and I. Oh, or we could get a bigger apartment/a house"
"I guess that works" Leeteuk said
"Why was she crying?" Alex asked
"She got in a fight with Jiyong years ago and they finally resolved it. So basically she was relieved."
"Not a physical fight right?" Uki asked
"No no no no. If it was physical, I wouldn't have ever let Hae-mi and Jiyong alone"
"Okay"
"Any more questions?" Donghae asked
"Yea, are we still going shopping tomorrow?" Alex asked
"Yes"
"What’s that about?" Void asked
"We’re going to go shopping for the babies" Yesung said
"And everyone's going?" Void asked
"Yep, do you want to come along?" Donghae said
"...”
"Okay, tell us when you decide, actually no, why don't you come along too and get to know your sister in law" Sungmin said
"She’s not getting married to Heechul so why is she my sister in law" Void asked
"We're all brothers and sisters here" Eunhyuk said
"。。。” Void was speechless at Eunhyuk’s words
"Well said, now let’s go to sleep it's already midnight"
"But I'm not tired" Sungmin whinned
"Do you guys want to go through that trip to Thailand again?" Leeteuk threatened
"NO." Sungmin said
"Teukie Teukie Leeteuk" Leeteuk laughed
"Ahhh why am I so sleepy these days" Eunhyuk yawned
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