A/N:Before reading, play this song. The lyrics start to match the theme of this chapter somwehere in the middle ^-^ -backs out slowly-

Joon’s P.O.V

        I opened the door and walked in. My father was speaking with Mir’s mother and my aunt. When they heard us walk in they got up, Hyuna stood on my left as Mir stood on my right. When they saw us, my dad and aunt gasped. My aunt covered with her hands while my dads’ eyes widened.

“No. No, no it can’t be her. How did they meet? When?” I heard my aunt repeating over and over again while shaking her head.

“Changsun wh-”

“Mom…” Hyuna whispered staring at my aunt.

Then my father turned to my aunt and started saying things I didn’t understand at first, but then it all clicked. It all made sense now.

“You said you left her in an orphanage! Isn’t that why you left in the first place? Because you didn’t want any trace of us to be left! Because you felt guilty after Shin Hye died? You couldn’t even get rid of her correctly!” by this time Mir’s mom had already left and hadn’t heard anything of what this bastard had done.

“I thought, I don’t even know how they met. I haven’t seen her since that day. TaeKyun I gave up my child for you, but in the end we didn’t work out and my sister died because of us.” She was crying by now. I quickly turned around and snapped.

“WHAT! HOW COULD YOU TWO DUMB ASSES BE HUMAN!”

“Changsun please listen to us.” My aunt begged.

“What am I going to hear now? That you two were so in love and by some chance you had his child?” I meant it sarcastically but when they didn’t answer and looked at their feet my mind went blank.

“Changsun…” my father tried to speak.

“S-she’s my sister?”

“Yes.” They said in unison.

“You’re worst than disgusting.” I spat and pulled them to my room. I threw Mir and Hyuna a bag and told them to put in as much stuff as they could.  I heard my dad and HyeJi walk in the room. They stood by the door watching us. Mir and Hyuna stopped what they were doing but I continued packing.

“Changsun, please listen to what we have to say.”

“Get out.” I growled and threw a lamp towards the door. I didn’t throw it hard enough so it crashed on the floor halfway through.

“Changsun-”

“Changsun doesn’t exist.” I grabbed a photo album and put it in a bag. “He never did.”

“Don’t be like this. Please let us explain.” HyeJi tried to reason.

“Explain what? How you two betrayed my mother? How I found her crying all those times for reasons I didn’t know? How you two shared some type of pathetic ‘love’? How you broke me time and time again? How you want to take away the only happiness I’ve ever had? Or how you left your own daughter alone?” I laughed slinging two bags over my shoulder, and holding two more in my hands, while Mir and Hyuna carried one bag each. “I don’t want to hear it.” We walked out and we were putting the things in the trunk. Mir and Hyuna were both sitting in the car waiting for me as I made sure everything was okay when TaeKyun and HyeJi came out. they made their way to me giving me a pleading look.

“Changsun we just want you to give us a chance to let us explain what happened!” I didn’t want to listen I slammed down the trunk and was about to open the drivers door when my father pulled my hand and made me face him.

“I never loved your mother, she wasn’t the right woman for me. HyeJi and I had been in love for a year but me and your mom had already married. I wasn’t happy with your mother, we didn’t have anything in common unlike HyeJi. We shared the same interests and fell in love aft-” I wasn’t even mad anymore, I wasn’t sad, I didn’t know what to feel as his words sunk in. I reacted automatically. I didn’t even know what I did until a car honked. I punched him. I kept punching him. We were rolling on the street. I looked like a mad man as I swung my fists. Omma I’m sorry for doing this! I’m sorry for what they did to you. I’m so sorry. A random stranger came to help him. As soon as he pulled me off I started cursing him.

“I HOPE YOU ING DIE! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! THE NEXT TIME YOU CROSS MY PATH I WILL ING KILL YOU! NO ONE WILL STOP ME LIKE NOW!” I pulled away from the man and got in the car, started the engine, I was about to drive away when he threw himself in front of the car.

“CHANGSUN LISTEN!” I didn’t care if he was on the hood of the car. I revved the engine, he didn’t take me seriously. I stepped off the brake and the car lurched a bit forward.

“Don’t underestimate me. I will drive this car forward and accept all ing consequences that come with killing you.” He quickly got out of the way and I sped away. Hyuna and Mir were quiet the whole time. I was lost in thought thinking about everything. She’s my sister. She’s what was born out of a dirty love. It isn’t her fault, I shouldn’t blame her. She’s suffered as much as I have, maybe a bit more, but it’s all the same. We’re both people that came from something wrong.

       We came to a stop light. My emotions were unstable, they were all over the place. I rolled down my window because it was getting too hot.

“Why is the light taking so long?” I asked to no one in particular. I was getting impatient. All the words he said were flooding my mind. I clenched my jaw and hit the steering wheel and yelled in frustration. The woman in the car next to me who had been making googly eyes at me looked away scared but I didn’t care. I was clutching the steering wheel and stepped on the gas as soon as the light turned green. Soon were parked in front of our new home. Nobody made a move so I got out first and put on a smile. I opened their door for them to get out. I went to the trunk and started carrying my bags upstairs. After we got everything out of the car, I and Mir were sitting in the kitchen while Hyuna took a shower.

“Joonie…” Mir spoke up and hugged me. “It’s okay to cry.” He whispered and I let the tears fall. Big fat salty tears fell from my eyes down to his shirt. I clung to him as if he would disappear. I cried and cried not feeling any shame. Why? Was the only question going through my mind.

Mir’s P.O.V

           I could tell Joon was trying act okay around me and Hyuna. I knew better though. Why does he try to act like everything’s rainbows and unicorns all the time? Doesn’t he know he can trust me with his problems? I told Hyuna to take a shower before we went out shopping to try and cheer up Joon but that was only to give Joon comfort without him having to be self conscious. I did the only thing I could and held him close to me and told him it was okay to cry. He sobbed but then started crying like there was no tomorrow, holding onto me letting out a few strangled words every now and then. I wiped each of his tears as they fell down his cheeks. My Joonie is broken again. I’m not anything special but I’ll do my best to glue you back together, I’ll fix you.  I promise, I won’t let anyone hurt you.

       I pulled away a little to get his hair out of his face but he held me tighter.

“Please don’t let me go.” He cried and it broke my heart hearing him say those words. He sounded so hurt, so broken.

“I promise I won’t let you go, ever.” I wiped his last tear and kissed him softly. We were looking into each other’s eyes, not saying anything. I reached my hand out to caress his cheek then all of a sudden Joon put my hand to his heart and smiled. This time it was a real smile, no pain, no sadness, it was sincere and full of love.

“My heart beats only because of you.”

A/N

Sorry this chapter was so short but I felt like I needed to update, and I'm sick. WHY!!!!!!!!!!! JUST AS MY BREAK STARTED~!!! -cries in cave- I feel like I'm getting some serious abs from coughing and laughing so much, bleh!  Gawd~ aren't I just so cheesy? Kekeke~

COMMENT TIME!!! Today's special guest: Joonie~

KpopAmericanGirl: Yeah D: school >___<

UndergroundMemories: Kekeke~ don't die~!!!! Lol. TA-DAH!! She's his little sister!! o:

dearcaroline: Right? Whenever i read a fic w/HyunA she's always the bad person T.T Kekeke Joon's just going to be himself xD I saw one episode but my laptop was lagging so much it pissed me off and i didn't watch the rest D: besides I couldn't find a good site that had it with subs -cries- his sister and him look sooooo alike >w< Ahh I knew he looked familiar! He's Yoochun's brother kekeke~

asdfghjklkjhgfdsasdf: Kekeke~ don't worry she won't appear much, just on certain parts but it's nothing too big ^3^ lol somebody told that as well ahaha, the song also pops into my mind when I see the title xD thank you~ ^-^

iMaoPaddington: I hate getting compared >__< but whatever. Haha it was his sister, and the aunty's daughter o:

coolburritos: Haha it's Mir so of course he would xD There's lots of hate for the parents MWUAHAHA~! Ugh~ Right? Just because I'm the oldest they think I should be setting examples and stuff >__< Kekeke~ Seung Ho and his nonchalantness xD I miss the good old days when it used to be 2 weeks T.T Haha right? Leeteuk that troll xD I jhave the number saved as well xD

Kanani: Kekeke she IS his little sister and they DID cheat OMO~! o:

UkissShinee: Hohoho they know her because it's their daughter~! OMO! o: ahh unnie here's an update, a short one, but it's here~ ^3^

Chococinna: Ahh I love the 87 line lol xD I hate getting compared to family members BLAH! I'm sorry for that, but like seriously, we're all different and talented in our way, right? xD Kekeke~ nobody likes HyunA o_o yup she's his little sister :P

Joontaemint: MWUAHAHAHA~! I'm an evil author, I enjoy all this little plots and twists xD Awww thank you so much<3 God I hate it, seriously. The only see those people from afar they don't know them like we do >__<

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So I'm sick! l: but that doesn't stop me from writing. Today we got new neighbors. AGAIN! What is up with all this people moving all of a sudden into my neighborhood? Oh well, anyways so I'm listening to some Hip Hop because I listen to everything and I was just in a badass mood today xD So I'm listening to some Tiger JK, DO2, Outsider, MYK, Epik High, MC Sniper, etc...you get the point. So for 2 hours I'm listening to this as the people move in, they have a son. So when I came out the was all, where's your brother, he listens to some good music, but it isn't engliish huh? I was like what? He's like yeah your brother was listening to some rap, and I strated laughing and I was like yeah, no my brother listen to lil wayne. So he goes so who was listening to that? And I answer and he laughed at me. -_- like the ? Can't a girl listen to some good rap without being laughed at. There goes another person I won't along with, although his sister is pretty cool and so is his dad, his mom is kind of snobbish though. o_o Yeah here have some gifs/macros I hope you guys don't take this the wrong way, it's all in good, c;ean fun xD okay?:

I'm eating right now. I swear everytime I update I'm eating >__<the sad realitytoday...god today was exciting. I visited my grandmathere is something seriously wrong with her. My style, is pretty normal I would say. Like seriously, my style comes from kpop, not the girl groups, but like MBLAQ chic, or SHINee contemporary things like that and my G'Ma calls it hobo style.butbecause she scolds my cousin worst.  If you were to see my family together this is how we dress.

Me and my sister:

Male Cousins:

Female cousins:

Yeah...which is why I only call, and visit on the holidays xD Okay so my point is: My grandma thinks I dress bad, and am a bad influence because I don't listen/watch things in our language.

Moving on, I was helping my mom cook today. We were making traditional Mexican food(yes I'm mexican if you didn't know) so she goes all: Pay attention, you have to learn to cook for your husband for when you get married.Me: So shouldn't I be learning how to make Korean food?yeah...we stared at each other for a bitand then she told me to be quiet and go buy some other ingredients she forgot to buy. On my way there I was likeso guess what I bought?that's right coffee<3 ah so yeah I bought the stuff, got home, and fell asleep. and now that it is 4am I am going to sleep again so good night and enjoy this update.

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