After they brought their presents, they went to the park and while eating some ice cream.

"Are you done with our assignment in math? asked Seohyun.

"Yes. I did it last night." Yoona replied. "How about you?

"I did it last night also but I'm not yet finished." Seohyun said.

"So Yoona, how is your brother?" Seohyun asked again while looking at her ice cream.

"He is still the same. Still in coma." Yoona replied.

"Too bad. How about your friend?" Seohyun asked again.

"Taeyon? My mom said she's still the same." Yoona replied while scooping an ice cream.

"How about you?" Seohyun asked Yoona while looking at her.

"Huh? Me?" replied Yoona bedazzled by Seohyun's question.

"I mean are you still hurting? Have you visited them again?" Seohyun said.

"I don't know. I can't still stand looking at them lying in the bed suffering because of me." Yoona replied looking at her ice cream.

"Yoona don't say that we all know it's an accident." Seohyun said while touching Yoona's shoulder.

"No! I would have avoided it. We would have avoided it. They would have been okay." Yoona uttered still looking down.

"Don't say that Yoona. You're brother will be sad if he would hear you say that." said Seohyun.

"I know it's just that...." replied Yoona but they were interrupted by Seohyun's ringing cellphone.

"Hello!Hello?Hello!? yes! uh..okay! wait!.... Yoona, I'll just take this call okay?" Seohyun said and walked away.

"Okay! I'll wait here!" Yoona replied.

Yoona's POV

I shouldn't have been in the party. We would have avoided this. Leeteuk and Taeyon would have been alright.

*Flashback*

"Oppa!Oppa! Are you okay!?Talk to me! Fight this! Open your eyes!" Yoona shouted while holding Leeteuk's hand.

"Miss stay here. We'll take care of this" the nurse said while closing the operating door.

"Yoona please be calm. Let them treat your wound first. I'll call our parents." Sunny said while dialing a number.

"Let's go miss. We also have to treat your wounds" the nurse spoke while she gestured us to another room.

Waiting for the doctor to come out is like waiting forever. I watched the clock's hand move when suddenly Taeyon's parents and my parents arrived.

"How's Taeyon? Mrs.Kim asked.

"She's still in the operating room with Leeteuk." Sunny said while sitting beside Taeyon's mom.

"NOOOOO!!" Mrs. Kim shouted while crying. Sunny comforted Taeyon's mom. I can't face Mr.&Mrs. Kim because I feel guilty  and ashamed.

"I thought you were studying with him?!? Why did you go to that party!? I told you not to come!!" My mother exclaimed while looking at me.

"Why didn't you listened to your mother and me!?! This is your fault!! because of you, your brother and your friend's life is in danger!" My father yelled at me.

"Omma! Appa! I'm sorry!" I uttered looking at my hand.

"If something happens to your brother, I wouldn't know what I will do to you. You always bring problems to our family! When will you ever stop think only about your self!!?!" my mother exclaimed while sitting beside me crying.

I never heard my parents say that and never did I saw them getting angry like that. They're words sink right through me. They're right it's all my fault.

Just then the doctor came out of the operating room. All of us went towards the doctor. I stood behind them.

"How is my daughter doc?" Mr.Kim asked. 

"Their heads were badly injured and they've fallen in to coma. We have to observe any developments. Mr. Park has more severe case because the impact of the car was so strong. It was a miracle he survived." The doctor said looking at our parents.

"NOOOOO!!" My mom cried while she sit on the floor. My father comforted her. At the same time Taeyon's parents was also in great despair.

I can't take this anymore. I have to run away from here.  I heard Sunny called out to me but my father stopped him.

"Yoona! Wait!" Sunny excalimed.

"No Sunny. Let her." Mr father replied.

I don't know where to go but I need to get away here as much as possible. I run faster away from the hospital until I ran out of breath. I stopped at the bus station and cried heavily.

I really should be the one there. Why would it have to be them. I'm the one who should die. For the first time in my life, I felt so miserable and i hate myself. My parents are right, I always think of just myself. I always brought pain to my parents, my brother, my friends and also others.. I was so deep in my thoughts when teardrops came out of my eyes. Suddenly I heard someone talk to me.