I can’t keep fighting destiny

We are just friends, aren't we?

“Babo what are you saying? You still have ice cream left” you said trying to change the mood of the situation.

“No, is not the ice cream” He sighed and close his eyes before continuing “Sun Hi, I have being an idiot trying to fool myself into believe that I’m the main character in this love story, when I’m just a secondary character, the backup for the leading lady to help her realize where her heart truly belongs”

“Ani, Dae what are you saying” you said trying to tell yourself that this couldn’t be happening.

“Sun Hi, let’s just end this… I know my 3 months aren’t finished yet, but I feel this is the right thing to do, no matter how hard I have tried, there is someone else already holding the key to your heart and no matter how much I wish to say that one is me, I will be lying. You where never mine to begin with and the both of us deserve to be happy, I can’t put all the love into this relationship, especially when I know that your heart and your mind are always somewhere else”

“Dae, jebal don’t say that, I like you, I care about you, you are missunderstanding things, please don’t leave me” you kept saying, feeling the tears fighting to stream down your face.

“Silly, I’m not leaving you, I could never leave my best friend, but that’s the only thing I can call you, my friend, not my lover. Is not fair, I have tried, but I failed to change the feeling inside your heart, I have known all along that I was fighting an already lost battle, but I couldn’t help but fantasy what if… what if at the end I manage to win you over hyung” Dae said trying to put on a strong forte but you knew every word he was saying it was killing him inside.

You look at him when he said the word hyung and couldn’t hide the shock his words gave you, “he knows?” you tough and a shock look made his way into your eyes, so you quickly lowered your head.

Yes Sun Hi-ah, of course I know you like Seung Hyun hyung, I wouldn’t call myself your best friend if I didn’t; you love him and you have loved him for so long, it hurts to think that I fool myself to believe that I could change the love you feel for him towards me. I just felt like maybe we could make it in the end, but I guess your love for him is stronger that anything you will ever feel for me”

You tears couldn’t stop from falling now, “Dae I’m so sorry, I’m sorry that I can’t love you like I love him, I’m sorry that my stupid heart couldn’t choose you instead of him, no matter how hard I wish that things were different. Dae you are perfect for me, but still, my stupid heart just doesn’t care and won’t listen to my mind. I know you are the better man, I know you are perfect for me… I’m so sorry that I can’t love you like you love me”

Dae came and hold you in his arms, trying to give you comfort “Sun Hi-ah, please don’t cry, I already knew that this will happen at the end, I was just trying not to see it. Sometimes we can’t mandate our heart to our own accord, at first I struggle to confess, but to tell you the truth, despite I knew this was going to end, I don’t regret doing so; because this, us, this 2 months together gave me the happiest times of my life, being with you is something that I will forever cherish I’m my heart, so don’t you worry, your angel will keep smiling for you, even if I can't be by your side as your lover, I will forever remain by your side as your friend” he said letting go of the embrace, wiping the tears from your face and standing up.

You where so shock; you couldn’t believe this was happening.

“So please don’t cry Sun Hi-ah, I will hate to see tears in your beautiful eyes, let’s just treasure this wonderful memories and keep on going with life” he said bowing down to give you a kiss in your forehead “I promise this will be the last time I do this Sun Hi, now, let’s be happy, I’ll be going now, arasso? I don’t think I can keep my smiling face for long”

With that you saw Dae, grabbing his keys from the table, putting on his shoes and leaving your house as quickly as he could, leaving a truly confused you behind.

“Damn it Sun Hi, God damn it, why are you like this… he was the perfect guy… my smiling angel, I have hurt him so bad, and here I was thinking I could finally let go of Seung Hyun… I was so selfish, using my friend for trying to forget him. GOD DAMN IT SUN HI, you where so thoughtless and inconsiderate, why didn’t you stop to think on Dae... oh sweet Dae, I’m so, so sorry, I truly hope one day you can forgive me and let me call you smiling angel one more time”… you said while feeling the walls in your house was closing down on you “I need to get out, I just need to get out”

You grabbed your keys and left your place, you headed to the only place you knew it will calm you down.

On the other hand Dae had made his way to Seung Hyun’s house, rang the doorbell and as soon as he saw his hyung answering the door he throw a punch at him, knocking him to the floor.

“I give up hyung, I can’t fight with destiny… but you better not this up and made her cry once again” with that, he turned around and left like nothing ever happened.

It wasn’t hard for Seung Hyun to put two and two together about what just happened, he grab his coat and made his way out, looking for the only one that could bring peace back to his heart. 

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noutori1 #1
Chapter 7: Oh... Im reeally crying rite now.. Good job authornim.. Cant wait to finish this storyy.. <3<3<3
Elleally
#2
Chapter 40: Loved this story a lot!!!
MrsJinki
#3
Chapter 40: ive finished in one day... great story authornim... deabak....
Musicislife1295 #4
Chapter 40: I enjoyed this story; I found that even better than the plot were the insightful musings of the characters with regards to serious topics like love and loss. Keep up the good work! :) (I'm happy that the sweet angel is getting his chance too!!)
Its_Crystal_98
#5
Chapter 40: I can't believe it's the end. I only started this story yesterday and I have already finished it. I loved the story line but I couldn't help but always picture T.O.P with his blue hair. Thank you for this story <3
Ramshey #6
Chapter 40: So I started reading this storie last night and I said: "I am only going to read 5 chapters" and then one more and one more and then another before I know it was 4am and dead tired and I only stop because my phone die!! So good job!! Ohhhhhh and I finish the story as soon I awaken!!! Kakakaka
Mizuki1987
#7
Chapter 40: OMG!!!! IT's the end T_T I love this fic, its story line, its characters, the main character and of course, BigBang, kekekekekeke.
Thanks for the last 3 chapters and for all the fic!!!! I enjoy so much while i was reading it and posting my comments in every chapter...
I hope all your next fics are daebak and will be reading for many people, so...Fighting with you next proyects!!! ^_^
footlesself99
#8
Chapter 40: Read this in one sitting, it was super cute!
niknac #9
I enjoyed reading this cute story. Thanks for writing it!
claribelmiranda #10
Chapter 40: Awwww.hehe. Such a lovely story, done reading this one, loooove this bestfriend story ^^