“Hi. I came to pick up Kim Jaejoong.”

“He’s still in the room with the guy that came with him.” The young nurse said in a bored, almost impolite tone. But when she looked up at me her expression changed. “I’ll take you there Mr.?”

“Just call me Yoochun.”

“Right this way. Mr. Kim is much better now. He just needs someone to watch over him for the next couple of days and make sure he drinks lots of liquids. You look like someone dependable, I’m sure you’ll do a good job.”  I ignored the tentative of compliment of the nurse who had been staring at me the whole way to the room. Some other person had caught my attention: Junsu was already in the room chatting cheerfully with the guys.

 “Jae I brought you some clothes. Dress them so we can go home.” I started talking the minute I entered the room without even greet them. “Eunhyuk I think it would be better if you came with us. You can stay at my place or you can stay with Jaejoong and I’ll check up on you two.”

Jaejoong and Eunhyuk noticed my cold behavior and how I was trying to keep Junsu out of the conversation. After sharing a look with Jae, Hyuk said:

“That… That’s very nice of you but… Junsu came to take me too his place and… I think I’ll go with him, it would be impolite not too. Besides you already have to take care of Jaejoong.” He stuttered at first, trying to find a way to decline my offer without being rude. Junsu stayed out of the conversation and turned his back on me, facing the window.

“I’m sure Junsu is too busy to take care of you. And he would certainly prefer to have his house empty in case he is to receive any… guests.” I ended with a noticeable note of mockery in my voice.

“Hyung¹!” Hyuk’s tone was of disapproval but I didn’t really care. “I’m going with Junsu and that’s it. Jaejoong is already dressed. Just go okay?” I didn’t even answer. I grabbed Jae’s arm and took him out of the hospital, to my car and to my house without even saying a word.

Already at my home I went to the fridge to get a glass of juice I had made earlier for Jaejoong. I was surprised to see my hands were shaking. The glass slipped from my trembling hands and hit the floor with a big noise attracting Jae’s attention.

“Just leave it. You’ll clean it after. Come here.” Jae called me to the couch where he was lying. “Take a deep breath and tell me what’s going on.”

“Nothing.” I mumbled.

“Really? I’ve known you for how many years now? And the best you can come up with is nothing.”

“What do you want me to say? I don’t like him okay? I don’t like that guy!”

“Are you sure Chunnie? I mean you slept with him!”

“I was so damn drunk I can’t even remember. And if you recall it was your entire fault, you were the one who got me drunk. But yes apparently I slept with him AND APPARENTLY I HAVE A BIG BILL TO PAY BECAUSE OF THAT.” I raised the volume of my voice without even noticing.

“Oh. So that’s what this is all about. You don’t like him because of what he does?”

“NO THAT’S NOT IT.”

“So… Are you okay with his job?”

“OF COURSE NOT!”

“Yeah Chunnie, you’re not making much sense.”

“Aishhh….”

“Look you’ve experienced firsthand how awful is to be judge for what you do, what you like or who you like…”

“Jaejoong don’t even start with that!”

“Shut up and listen to me. You don’t even know him. Stop judging him for what you think he is or what he does. Stop being a jerk! You’re better than that. And yes, you should be ashamed of your behavior given that you have been a victim of the same kind of idiotic narrow-minded kind of discrimination.” I just looked at him without saying a word. Finally after a few minutes he talked again:

“You like him don’t you?”

“YAHHH. What the hell? No I don’t like him.”

“Well you sure are getting to angry about someone you just met. If the problem was only what he does for a living I’m certain you would be angry at me too cause I hired his services. I think you want to rescue him.” Jae said almost sleeping. I stared at him to perplex to give a response. After a few seconds I just asked:

“You… you didn’t slept with him did you?” Jae smiled in his sleep.

“No Chunnie. He’s all yours.” He totally fell asleep living me with a hundred thoughts running through my mind.

Yes I was being an enormous jerk. For all I knew he was an excellent person, just with an... unconventional job. Yes I had to get over that. Junsu was a friend of Eunhyuk and now of Jae right? I would be encountering him often from now on. And if Jae liked him he surely had to be great.

Maybe Jae was right, maybe I really wanted to rescue him from that job I considered humiliating. Not because I had some kind of feelings for Junsu, NO. Just because when he smiled in that gentile and irresistible way I felt that he deserved more.

Somewhere in my subconscious I had decided that I would rescue him a long time ago. But only now I was fully aware that was what I wanted to do. I was approaching him the wrong way. I was making him feel so bad when I should get close to him and try helping him find something that he would truly be passionate for.

“Hell I’m so stupid…” I mumbled while I got my jacket and car keys.

In less than 10 minutes I was at Junsu’s door.

“Ring the stupid bell Yoochun. But… what if he gets mad for seeing me? Just ring the doorbell. I should go, I’ll come back tomorrow…” while on this intern battle my hand moved without my consent and rang the doorbell.

Junsu quickly appeared at the door. My chest felt tight when I saw his eyes were all puffy and red.

“IMSORRY.” I said to fast.

“What?” he asked confused. He tried to hide the fact that he had been crying by cleaning the last tears from his face but it was too obvious.

“Mianhamnida².” I said putting all my sincerity in my words. He was actually surprised but didn’t say a thing. “I was a total idiot for saying the things I’ve said. I just… I can’t understand why you do what you do.” He was gonna start arguing but I didn’t let him. “But that doesn’t give me the right to treat you badly. So I’m really sorry. Can we please start again? I know I hurt you but… well I wanna correct myself.”

I stared at him waiting for him to say something but for my big surprise he started crying again. Big tears silently rolling down his face.

“Huh don’t cry. What did I say? Please don’t cry, I didn’t meant to…”

“What’s wrong with you? Are you bipolar or something?” he shouted remembering me of what I previously thought about him. I repressed a smile while he wiped away he’s tears. “YAH don’t think I’m a cry baby. It’s just that when I get irritated I cry, my emotions are connected to my tear ducts what can i do?!”

“That’s not very intimidating!” I said without being able to repress that smile any longer. He smacked me in the head.

“Eunhyuk is sleeping; do you wanna go get some cofe?”

“Sure, I’m in the mood for an Americano.”

“Aishh that’s to bitter. On another thought I think I’ll have a hot chocolate.” He answered while he closed the door. He’s face lit up just with the thought of something sweet and I couldn’t stop myself from laughing. “What? YAHHH What is it?”

“Nothing, nothing.” I continued laughing till we got out off the building. This cute, childish side of him was so different of his persona when he was in a suit trying to be serious. I liked it.

None of us noticed the time passing until the first rays of light entered the coffee shop window.

In one night I got to know so much more about him. He's very cheerful.  He loves to talk. He has the most addicting laugh, something like “Uh-kiang-kiang-kian”? He liked to dance and sing, he had even been in a dance group with Eunhyuk when they were younger.

I didn’t participate much on the conversation. I just liked to see him talk. Just talk about anything. Even when he started rambling about how the coffee shop’s logo remembered him of a bear I still found it interesting.

By the time we decided to go home both of us were exhausted.  The coffee shop was right next to his place. When he invited me to crush there I didn’t really knew what to answer but I didn’t really had a chance to do it has he grabbed my arm and dragged me inside the building. I fell asleep before my head touched the couch. I slept like a baby, without any worries.

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Some information for the one's who don't know the characters that well:

1 -"Hyung" is a way of a younger boy adressing a man older than him. To a older girl they would say "noona" and to someone younger "dongsaeng" for both boys or girls.

2 - "Mianhamnida or Juesonghamnida" are formal ways of apolagize. It's used to persons you're not close to, people older or in a higher hirarquic place at work school..., persons you've just met. The informal way used with family and friends is "Mianhae".- Mr. Kim is jaejoong, Kim Jaejoong

- Eunhyuk and HyukJae are the same person. Lee HyukJae is the real name of Eunhyuk but he doesn't like to be called by that name when his working cause his artistic name is Eunhyuk. Junsu always calls him Hyukjae when they are not in a bussiness related environment nut he respects Hyuk's wish of being called Eunhyuk when they are on shows or somethin promoting Super Junior.

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