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Here is a new chapter and I think I'll be able to update a knew one later today or early tomorrow.

Once again thank you all =) (penzal-Q thank you XD)

Yoosu Fighting ^^

 


YUNHO'S POV

 

I glanced at my watch once again. Took a sip of my water and glanced at it again.

The waitress was looking at me with a suspicious look. I couldn't blame her: besides my jumpy and nervous attitude I was wearing sunglasses inside and half covering my face with a scarf, though the weather was rather hot. Trying to hide myself.

What the hell was Yoochun's idea? Asking me to meet him in such a exposed place...

I automatically scolded myself for thinking that. I was lucky enough that Yoochun wanted to meet me. And I was kinda hopping that he would bring Jaejoong.

Jaejoong...

I laughed at the thought of him. Of course I wouldn't admit it but I had chose my clothes meticulously to look exceptionally good in case Jae would come.

“Sir, are you gonna order something?” the waitress woke me from my day-dreams. Looking around I noticed how all the tables were filled, of course she wanted me to give mine to customers that would consume more than a glass of water.

“Oh, sure. Bring me three natural orange juices. I'm waiting for some friends. I'm just not sure when they'll be arriving.” she smiled politely.

I glanced at my watch, yet again. They weren't late, I was the one that arrived almost an hour early.

After some more fifteen minutes waiting, with three glass of juice in front of me:

“Yunho?” a voice called behind me. It wasn't the melodious voice I longed to ear, but I wasn´t to disappointed when I saw Yoochun and his new boyfriend, Junsu.

“Annyonghaseyo. Annyonghaseyo.” I vowed at both of, and exaggerated 90º vow that attracted attentions from the people around us.

“Pfff, the almighty leader becoming so humble...” Yoochun mumbled, despising my efforts to be polite.

“Leader??” Junsu asked with curiosity.

“When we were trainees I was the leader of our group, and... I was supposed to become the leader once we debuted...” I explained.

“Of course that didn't come to happen.” the hatred in Yoochun's voice was obvious. Junsu kicked him lightly under the table. I smiled at him, grateful for his efforts to make Yoochun accept me back.

“I ordered juice. I didn´t really know what you would want to drink...” I tried changing topic.

“Are you sure you didn´t poison it?” Yoochun growled back. Wow he could turn everything I said into an uncomfortable topic.

“Yah, now you're just being ridiculous!” Junsu scolded him. “You were the one who asked him to come here in the first place. Behave.”

Yoochun seemed to calm down and kissed Junsu on the cheek in such a loving way I felt embarrassed and had to look away. A few people were sending them disapproving looks, which angered me. But what good would come of me telling those people to go mind there own business? Let ignorant people stay ignorant.

 

After a few minutes of awkward silence.

“So... why didn't you ask me to meet you?” I asked, full of hope.

He stared at me for some seconds and then suddenly got up mumbling:

“Aishh, I can't do this... I feel like a mother giving my daughter permission to date the school bad boy.” Junsu quickly made him sit back down and glanced at him in a way that clearly spelled Stop being such a kid!

“So... so... you let me?? You'll let me see Jaejoong??” I couldn't hide a ear to ear smile. I felt like a miracle had just happened.

“Aishhh, yeah, yeah, whatever. I don't even know why you're asking me!: It's not like I'm his mother or brother...” It's true, he wasn't. But he was the closest person to Jaejoong, and was a person I hurt a lot too. Besides he was the one who stayed by Jae's side the entire time he was suffering... all because of me. He mattered, a lot.

“Komawo... Komawo... Yah, I knew you would come around... I feel like hugging you...” I threw the formalities away and started treating him like I did before. I was really going for a hug but he grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and hissed, although with a fake warm smile:

“If you ever as much as make him drop a tear again you won't even have time to regret. I'll hunt you and finish you. Remember I'll always be watching. Even when you think you're alone I'll know you're every single move. You're first mistake we'll be your last. Even if he forgives you I won't forget. If he says he doesn't want to see you I trust you'll disappear and we'll never see your face again. Otherwise I'll have to do something about it myself.”

When he finished, he fixed my shirt and smiled like nothing had happened. I swear my heart stopped beating for a few seconds there.

When did Yoochun become so scary? I thought and became sad remembering that I was the one who made him act like that, I was the one that created that lack of trust.

“That was... intense.” Junsu finally said something to break the stare contest that Yoochun and I were having.

“But enough with the threats now. Everything is working itself out. From now on I trust you to do you better to redeem yourself from everything that happened in the past. I'm not as scary as Yoochun but Jae is my friend to and I won't tolerate seeing him getting hurt again.” I nodded in agreement to Junsu. Then he spoke to Yoochun:

“And you: I know you'll stop acting like an hired assassin waiting for an order to act around Yunho, and you'll recognize he's efforts to make emends. Oh, and you won't stand in the way of him and Jae... as long as he treats Jae right. You will accept that Yunho is trying his best and stop judging him for errors of the past, you'll try to make your relationship with him work, right?”

Yoochun smiled at Junsu and nodded lightly before staring at me again with eyes that look like could pierce my soul.

I made my goal to get Jae back and win Yoochun's trust.

“Well, I have to go to work.” Junsu stated and Yoochun started whining about how it was weekend and how he couldn't stand Junsu being away from him.

Aigo, they really make me jealous.

I got up and announced I would leave to, but Junsu encouraged me to stay and chat with Yoochun a bit. I was really thankful for Junsu's efforts to make Yoochun trust me again. Changmin hadn't lied when he said Junsu was one of the best people he knew. But sitting in a coffee shop with a person that you know hates you isn't the most comfortable place to be.

“How is your company going? I saw M-Domain on TV. They are really good.” I tried to break the ice.

“It's going fine.”

“Hmm.” I sipped my juice and tried a different approach. “How's your brother?”

“Good.”

Damn he's really making it hard. But I wouldn't give up. I would handle every cold shoulder, insult or whatever until Yoochun trusted me again. Even if it take me years.

“Changmin talked so much about Junsu I fell like I know him. He looks like a great guy.” he's expression softened a bit at the mention of Junsu. Hell how I envied that type of relationship.

“He's the best person I know.” Yoochun replied.

YAY! At least he answered with a whole sentence this time, and with no sarcasm. That is definitely and improvement. I celebrated a bit in my head and decided to stick to that topic.

“You guys look really good together. It really makes me jealous!”

“We have this kind of relationship because I know how to treat him like he deserves. And I would never, not in a million years, betray him or hurt him in any way.” and like that Yoochun was back to the y mode. He was determined to make me feel like I didn't deserve to even be alive every time he had the chance. So maybe playing nice wasn't the right way to get him to open up a bit. Maybe I should play his game.

“Really? Hmm, cause Changmin told me how you let a misunderstanding grow out of proportion to the point Junsu started feeling he didn't even deserve you. I think he said you even broke up for a while and that Junsu was devastated the whole time. But maybe I heard wrong. Or Changmin was mistaken. After all, everyone makes mistakes right?”

Yoochun's glare made me instantly regret my boldness. For the umpteenth time that day I hold my breath waiting for his reaction.

“Touché.” he finally said and I sighed in relieve, started breathing again and felt like I won a battle. But of course not the war.

Yoochun was about to say something when he's phone rang. He looked surprised when he saw the ID of the caller and then looked at me with an expression that assured me it was Jae calling.

Yoochun- “Yobosseyo?”

Jae-“Yah? Where are you? Changmin is stressing about the new song. He doesn't want to submit the demo. Will you get your over here and help me avert a disaster?”

Y- “Oh. Ok. But it will take me awhile. I'm on the other side of Seoul...”

I couldn't hear what Jae said but I was clinging to Yoochun's every word, trying to understand what the conversation was about. Would Yoochun tell him he was with me?? How would Jae react.

J- “Mwo? Where are you and what are you doing?”

Y- “I... I'm just with a friend.” Yoochun looked at me when he said that and I couldn't help but smile.

J- “WHAT? Do you have friends besides me? That's new.”

Y- “YAH!! Will you stop being your arrogant self and pass the phone to Changmin?” I chuckled. Jaejoong was still the same, making people angry with his overconfidence. How I missed him.

C- “Yoochun-ah, my version . The version with the four of us is so much better. How can I submit that crap?” Changmin was whining so loudly even I could hear what he was saying. Yoochun looked a bit surprised with the familiar way Changmin was talking to him. I knew their relationship wasn't that great.

Y- “Yah, stop whining. Is Jae hearing?”

C- “No. Why?” That high-pitched boy talked so loudly I could hear the whole conversation.

Y- “I.. I'm with Yunho.”

C- “WOAAA, chinja? Wait you didn't murder hyung did you?” I laughed.

Y- “Stop being a brat. I just don't want Jae to know.” my smile disappeared when I heard that. “I think it will be better for Yunho to surprise Jae. That way he will understand how much he misses the traitor.”

Even though he called me traitor I felt good. He was concerning me. He was thinking of me a bit. Finally Yoochun was not being plain cold.

C- “Don't treat hyung like that. All these years living with the guilt were punishment enough for him. You saw Jae hurt, but I saw Yunho. And I'll defend him just like you're defending Jae.” the maknae was so loyal. I felt a bit emotional hearing his words.

Y- “Arasso, ara. Just don't let Jae know I was with him. I told him I was with a friend. But he knows all my friends so...”

C- “Tell him you were with Kyuhyun.”

Y- “Who?

C- “Choi Kyuhyun. It's a friend of Eunhyuk that he introduced me recently. I'll say I introduced him to you. He's looking for a company so I'll say you to were talking about that. By the way you should meet him for real. He's reeeeeeeeeaaaly talented. And drop dead gorgeous by the way.”

Y- “Yesterday you liked Jae and know you are already interested in someone else?”

C- “What can I say? Life goes on.” Both Yoochun and I chuckled a bit. “Just go with my story. And when you get here I wanna hear everything.”

Y- “Okay, okay. And Changmin?”

C- “Neh?”

Y- “Hmm, thanks.”

C- “WOAAA, are you treating me well?? Are you sick? Did you...” Yoochun hung up on the evil young guy and ignored me laughing at their conversation.

“So... I have to go. Changmin is having a diva crisis.” Yoochun informed as he got up.

“Okay. It was really nice meeting you. I can't thank you enough for what you're doing and...”

“Ara, ara. Stop that already. I'm not doing much. From now on it's up to you. Approach Jae however you want. Just don't make a scene okay? I would hate to see you on the papers and Jae being bashed all over again.”

“I won't. I promise.” I said as I kept vowing.

“You're making everyone stare at us. It's embarrassing.” he mumbled but he was kinda smiling.

“Oh sorry. I'm just really happy.”

“I can tell. I'll be going first then.” I agreed and vowed one more time.

“Yunho?”
“Neh?”

“I hope everything works out.” he said with a little smile before he exited the shop. And that alone was better than 100 birthday parties and Christmas combined.

Maybe he was finally starting to see things from my perspective? I never intended to be the bad guy, or to hurt anyone. Much less the person I loved.

 

CHANGMIN'S POV

As soon as Yoochun entered the company I dragged him to his office and locked the door.

“This doesn’t look suspicious at all.” he said and rolled his eyes which I totally ignored.

“So when are they meeting?”

“I don't know.”

“You don't know?? Then what the hell did you two talk about.”

“I... I gave him my permission to approach Jae.” Yoochun blushed has he said that. He was obviously embarrassed about how that sounded.

“Eishhhh, this guy. You think you're the owner of everyone to give permission for people to meet? Who made you king.”

“YAH, it's nothing like that. I... I was just trying to protect Jaejoong.”

“Hmmm, ok. But now they Yunho has you're permission...” big eye role from my part “we should help him figure out what's the best way to get back with Jae.”

“I won't do anything of the sorts. That's up to Yunho. If he can't figure it out by himself maybe he's not worthy of Jaejoong.”

“Aishhh, you're so frustrating. Can't you just forgive him already? Pfff, you're useless.” he glared at me but I ignored him and quickly dialed Yunho's number. “Hyung, I'll help you.”

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rozyun #1
Chapter 47: I really love this story!!!!!! Read it at 1 go lol Great job authornim!!!
Devja1
#2
Chapter 47: *jump around*

I dead my job! I read all the chapter I was late with =D now I just need to wait for new chapter =D oh and in case you don't have time to write right now... Merry Christmas! =D
Devja1
#3
Chapter 45: let's run to the other chapter... damn phone who ring.... nahhh damn author who cut the freaking chapter when the phone ring! LOL
Devja1
#4
Chapter 44: M-domaine are in trouble! lol easy to know that they are behind the CD send for Changmin OST lol

now DBSK is free Yunho is with them now eheh
Devja1
#5
Chapter 43: the party just started! lol we'll see what the company gonna do to them... but if Yunho can call Jae now... maybe it's good right? XD I hope lol
Devja1
#6
Chapter 42: lol not sure if that's the best way to help Yunho but... Chun I hope you have a good idea cause Junsu and Jaejoong gonna see those pics before you put a freaking foot in the building lol
Devja1
#7
Chapter 41: I'm back!!! lol

did you miss me? eheh

Finally dbsk are together... kind of... now Yunho need to leave his company... maybe if he goes public about being gay he'll be free... LOL
songbird523 #8
Chapter 47: Reread this whole fanfic today and enjoyed it just as much the second time. I'm hopeful there might be a new chapter or two after the holidays since it's not marked as complete yet.
softspotforhae
#9
Chapter 47: Loving this story, It's great to see it all working out now!