hmm CHAP 1!!! i'll start you guys out with a few chaps ;) 

"I'm sorry," The doctor left it at that. He was the farthest thing from caring I've met. People these days! Is it really all about the money?

I sat in the chair, clutching my flat belly as tears fell like crazy. This is the last times I'd have a flat belly. There's already a little baby growing in it.

"Sssh," Junnie whispered as he held me tightly. I cried on his chest.

Junnie is my best friend. He was my first boyfriend, but it ended on such good terms, but I'll skip that. He's my room mate now. We go to college together. Before that I lived with my grandparents because my parents both died. I'm lucky my grandparents are both young and strong though.

"It may not be okay now, But I promise we'll get through this, and life will be better than ever," He said as I closed my eyes. I was not hiccuping but no tears were coming anymore. I checked my watch. The doctor left half an hour ago. He's so insensitive. Yeah, I'm spending as much time as I need to cope with this, . The doctor said he'd have results in a few days of my blood test. Then I can find out why there was a huge black spot in my memory when we went to the club.

"I'm ready," i said with a hiccup. Junnie got up, smiling, and we walked to his car, as he held my back. Yeah, I guess we've always looked like a couple then, cause he always holds me and stuff, but I feel nothing towards him. he's my best friend, and a brother now, and it is likewise.

People always look at us with an affectionate look, especially as we exited the clinic. My teary eyes was the cause of it all. 

I got home and just took a nap.

My life was pretty much black and white for awhile.

But when I started showing things got contrasted.