-11- The Insecurities

Starlight Moonlight : The Prequel & Sequel

 

Sulli's strong gaze had made Taemin to feel so uncomfortable, “ I thought you said you will let it go. “

“ How can I when I'm being the hot topic in the school ?! “ Said Sulli but slow enough for only Taemin to hear it.

She don't want to draw more attention from the students that she already had.

“ Correction. Sehun and you. “

“ Yah ! “

“ Don't worry. I'll protect you from Sehun's fans. “

“ Thanks but no thanks. I'm not a baby. “

She hurriedly walking, leaving Taemin struggling by himself to catch with her pace.

“ Wait for me Sulliver ! “

 

 

She didn't surprised with the silence that welcomed her once she stepped in the class and just walked straight to her seat though she know she was being the center of attention from her classmates, including Luna and Krystal whose looking at her with sympathy. They knew that Sulli was uncomfortable with the treatment.

 

“ Aish, these people .. “

Krystal hissed under her breath but before she could even say a word to the class,

“ What are you guys looking at ? There's nothing to look anyway so, just continue with what you are doing. “

Sulli looked up and only to find the owner of the voice is her own best friend, Taemin.

Taemin made his way after that but not before he took a glance at Sehun, who just sat on his seat looking quite miserable in his eyes.

“ Thanks Taeminnie. “ Said Sulli once he took his place while he just have to replied with a smile.

 

 

Recess

 

“ Are you alright man ? “

Asked Kai to Sehun who obviously appears gloomy today and of course he knew the reason behind it, yet he still need to ask those to him.

Well, at least he get his pay when Chunji gave a smacked on the back of his neck before uttered, “ Can't you see ? Do you have to asked that question to him ? “

“ I'm just being concern. “

“ Cut it out guys. You just cause the boy to get more headache. “

Eventually, that made the three of them to turned their gaze to the person.

“ Hey Taem. Not having your lunch with Ssul ? “

Once again Kai knew that he had messed up by mentions Sulli's name in front of the heartbroken guy, so, before Chunji could give another smack he quickly, “ Sorry. It spilled. “

“ Taem .. thanks for what you did earlier. “

Chunji and Kai was surprised when suddenly Sehun decided to talk.

“ You mean, the one in the class ? “

Sehun nodded, “ Yeah, that. I felt so bad for not being able to help her out. I'm afraid she will feel more uncomfortable with me. But I'm glad that you were there for her. “

“ Just forget about that. There's more important thing that you need to do. “

Sehun just looked at Taemin with questions in his eyes.

“ Someone wants to see you. “

“ Who ? “

“ Just go and meet her. She's waiting at the Theater Club's room. “

“ She ? “

 

By just looking at Taemin's mischievous smiles tells him exactly who is ' She' that he meant just now. So hurriedly he made his steps towards the place, too worry if he might make the girl to wait long.

 

“ Is it Sulli ? “

Taemin didn't answer and just gave a smile to the two of them before making his way towards the cafeteria to meet the gang.

 

 

 

The Theater Club

 

The awkwardness has dominates the atmosphere in the room, causing the two of them to feels even more uneasy with each other. But luckily one of them decided to broke the ice, “ I'm sorry. “

“ Huh ? “

“ I've made you face the embarrassment with my confession. So, I'm sorry for that. “

Looking at Sehun's apologetic face making her heart to soften.

“ I wasn't the only one who's embarrassed because of this situation. So, I'm sorry too. “

Finally Sehun able to looked at her in the eyes after he heard that and his smiles slowly formed when he caught the warm smiles that she gave.

“ I really couldn't take this awkwardness anymore so I'll just make it fast. “

“ Dae ? “

“ I've thought about it deeply and I've decided to ... err ..  “

“ To ? “

“ I'll reconsider your confession. “

“ Y-you .. will ? “

“ Eung. I think it's not wrong to try this out right ? “

“ Y-yeah .. I think so. “

“ Taemin keep saying that you're a great guy to be with and let see if what he says is true. “

That happened to made the boy to chuckle looking at how Sulli trying her best to act cool in front of him but behind it he knew the girl were fighting with her nervousness all the time.

“ Thank you. “ He tried not to build up more nervousness that she already had.

“ I appreciate it. Thanks Sulli. “

 

Little that they knew, there is someone who's been watching them from outside more like peeping on them. That person was none other than Taemin of course. He was just so worried of what might happen to Sulli and Sehun. So he decided to just skipped his lunch with the gang and headed straight towards the Theater Club.

 

Surprisingly, he is more nervous than the two which he hardly understand himself. It was Sulli who get a date, so, why he must be so worried ? That had lingered in his minds for couple of times while he's on his way to their meeting place and finally he got the answer once he heard his best friend gave a ' Yes ' to Sehun, well not exactly a ' Yes ' but it still can be consider as a green light to him.

 

Back to Taemin, the thing is he also same as Sulli, felt the same feelings and just realized it when right at the moment he's watching the both of them giggling with each other. Though he want to deny it, it was still there. The insecurities keep on building in his heart and it hardly to vanish which he hate it so much. Once Sulli gave her approval he could feel that part of his heart felt empty as if Sulli has been taken away from him and he just don't like the feeling. He is too, afraid of the consequences that he might be forgotten by his own best friend but he knew he couldn't lost his faith on her. Their friendship is so precious to him and he knew it's the same for Sulli and he had nothing to get worry for but sometimes even though the brain had thinks positively, the heart didn't seems want to work it out the same. It will always feels oppositely just like how he felt right now. Taemin just hope things wouldn't turn that way because if it does, he don't think he will know what should he do about it.

 

_______________

 

 

Night,

Shinee's House

 

“ Hey ! Don't push me. “

“ Faster. I'm sick of these guys. “

 

Taemin just shook his head before headed in his room, more like being pushed by Sulli towards it and of course Sulli walked in soon after that and not to mention locking the door behind her.

 

“ I know they will tease me till no ends because of this. Aish ! “

“ They're just so happy for you. “

“ Whatever. “

With that, she just made her way towards his bed before landed herself on that soft mattress of his.

“ Aaah .. I wish I can just sleep here and not facing those annoying friends of mine. “

“ You're most welcome to sleep here .. .with me. “

Taemin gave his naughty smiles which made Sulli to feel creep out, “ Yah ! “

 

Lucky for her, the pillow that she threw hits directly on Taemin's face which made the boy to groan in pain while Sulli, she were having fun looking at Taemin's pouted face. He then took the pillow with him before jumped on the bed, making himself comfortable lying next to her.

 

“ This face is so precious. It attracts the girls the most. So please, be careful next time. “

Sulli just laughed at him but then suddenly become serious when the word ' Girls ' caught her ears the most.

“ Right. What about you ? “

“ What about me ? “

“ I still couldn't find anyone for you. “

“ So ? “

“ I mean, it's not fair for me to date Sehun when you're still a loner. “

“ Yah .. yah .. I'm not a loner. Watch what you say. “

“ Taemin, the point is I'm not feeling right about this. “

“ Babo. Sehun might give up on you if you choose to wait for me until you get me a girl. Just go with the date. I don't mind it. “

“ But, we had agreed on it and ... “

“ I know, but just go with the flow. It's your time now and my turn will be coming shortly. Believe me, it's not so hard to get a girl with this face of mine. “

“ Oh yeah ? That's explains of you being a single for 18 years already. “

“ Yah ! The years before the high school shouldn't be counted as well. It supposed to be 5 years only. “

“ It's still makes no difference to me. Soojung just need to wait for 2 years for her to get a boyfriend. “

“ Yah Choi Sulli. You're being so arrogant since Sehun asked you for a date. “

“ Haha.. I'm just teasing you buddy. “

“ Yeah right. “

 

 

“ So, when is your date ? “

“ Saturday. “

“ Wow. So fast ? “ He mumbled and luckily Sulli didn't catch that.

* Wait ! Saturday ? I thought ... *

He turned to looked at Sulli but she was too busy with her phone to even noticed that his expression has changed.

* Did she forget ? *

He took another glance at her and left with another disappointment because the girl just ignored him and keep on playing with her phone.

“ I thought we are going to your halmeoni's house this Saturday. “

Finally, he speak up, making the girl to turned her attention to him. “ Hmm ? What is it again ? “

“ Yah ! Can you please stop playing with your phone and give your attention to me ? “

Her brows furrowed looking at Taemin sudden outburst but then she just do as he said.

“ No need to yelled. I am right next to you. “

“ I'm asking you, didn't we did a plan to go to your halmeoni's house this Saturday ? “

“ Oh, right. I forget to tell you. Let's make it to another day ok ? “

“ Why ? Is it because of your date ? You're canceling it because of Sehun ? “

Taemin sounds so unsatisfied with her decision and she could sense that.

“ I'm kinda forget about visiting halmeoni and without thinking, I just give a yes to Sehun when he asked me out. “

Hesitantly, she answered him and from the look of his eyes, she know that she did wrong.

“ I can't believe this. It's like you ditch your own halmeoni for your date. “

“ Taemin. That was harsh. “

“ It's true. “

“ You can't say like that. I wasn't did it on purpose. “

“ But, you can cancel this date and go out with him at another day instead of ditch halmeoni. “

“ I don't understand. It was you who were so excited of pairing me up with Sehun and now you were like so against it. “

 

“ Hold on. I don't see I'm getting excited over your date has something to do with this problem. Alright. I'm the one who made you two to be together but have I need to remind you that family is more important ? You're a big girl. Can't you think it yourself ? How would halmeoni feel when she find out that you cannot make it this Saturday and moreover, it was because of a boy ? “

 

“ Fine ! I've screwed up badly. Are you satisfied now ? “

 

That eventually made Taemin to stop and did a little thinking in his minds. The thought of being to harsh on her had made the boy to feels so guilty but doesn't seems like any words of comfort could come out at this moment. Even worse, Sulli's continuous sobbing only makes the guilty in his heart to build up.

 

“ You don't need to yelled at me. I wasn't did it on purpose. How many times do I have to tell you that ? People do make mistakes but the way you are throwing your rage as if I'm not allowed to make a mistake, even worse, it feels like I've made the biggest mistake in the world. “

Her voice sounds so faints in his ears but every each of the word that has been spilled seems like stabbing his heart, one by one.

 

Taemin was confused of why can't he controlled his anger and what had really initiated his rage at the first place. He tried to figure out the reason but no matter how he tried it, there was still no answer and furthermore, he thought, calming the girl next to him was the thing that supposed to be his priority at this moment. Slowly, he reached out for Sulli's arm and was not surprised when he's being rejected by her.

 

“ Babo. You looks so ugly right now. “

 

Instead of calming the girl, he just fired up more of her anger and as for the punishment, he received a continuous attack of the pillow from Sulli. He didn't dodge, not even once. Instead, he just let her hit him, for how many times that she want, he doesn't care because if that can make Sulli to feel relief, he will allow it. He won't get mad at it, neither do complain it.

 

“ Mianhae, Sulli-ah. “

Said Taemin, as he the back of the girl, as gently as he can while embracing her.

“ Mianhae, Taeminnie. I've hit you too hard. “

“ Oh God. I thought you didn't noticed that. My whole body were paining because of you. “

“ You did upsets me so much. “

“ I know, that's why I just let you hit me. “

“ Next time, please don't get mad at me like that anymore. I'm scared. “

“ Arasso. I won't. I promised. “

“ And, I'll cancel my date with Sehun. Let's go to halmeoni's place this Saturday ok. “

“ Or, you can just go to your date this Saturday and head to halmeoni's house the next day. How's that ? “

“ That's sounds alright to me. Hey ! You can just said this instead of throwing your tantrum at me. “

“ Haha. Sorry, it just popped out in my minds. I'm not really on my right mind state  back then. “

“ You're so unbelievable. “ 

 

 

 

 

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Kyoko99
#1
Chapter 90: i really do want more!!! all couples were so sweet ..loved your story.
Kyoko99
#2
Chapter 34: I feel a little sad with this chapter..I guess I can feel amber
Minstal9194
#3
Chapter 90: I love every single bit of the book!!
Pls update soon, I'm still waiting for Minstal!!
amiisiltya #4
Chapter 90: I love it all. But i still waiting for minstal :)
Xxbeyondinfinity
#5
Chapter 64: I know it's had been a while but I still hope you'll write a minstal story :)
bloomm
#6
wow nice ending authornim
micamae #7
wooah!!!! so DAEBAK!! very nice ending author-nim...I'm looking forward for MINSTAL fic too....hope it will not take you so long,,,,:)
KpopzFangirl
#8
Chapter 90: Such a sweeeeeeeeeet ending!! :)
Thanks for the wonderful Taelli sequel thing! :)
Pelangi
#9
Chapter 90: You'll hiatus? T__T So sad
Take your time but don't be too long :D
MINSTAL on the way <3