“ How was my condition ? “

“ Like I mentioned earlier it sometimes happened because of the stress. “

“ That's weird. As far as I know, I didn't do anything that can stress me up. “

“ You have to remember Kibum, stress doesn't affected by physically only but mentally and emotions too. “

He took a moment to recalled back anything that can be the causes but still he can't figure out what it is.

 

He has been experienced the headache attack for quite sometimes. At first he he didn't took much attention on it because the

pain will subsides shortly after the attack but lately, he frequently experienced the same headache but the attack took a longer

time to subsides and it's killing him, just like what he's had today. And there's one time when he have to lie down on his bed

because it affect the eyes too caused his vision to become blurred. So, he decides to seek for the doctor advice for that.

 

“ I'll give you some medicine for your headache and eat it when necessary only. Try not to let your minds thinks too much.

I'm afraid that will only worsen your condition. “

“ I will .. thank you. “

 

 

Smiles formed on his face as he walked out of the doctor's room just as his eyes met the girl who's anxiously waiting for him

outside the room. His plan to meet the doctor on the week after were totally changed by that girl. It was a coincidence that she

was there when his head were throbbing badly and she's the one whose insisted him to seek for the doctor's treatment on that

time. He just can't say no since she's started to nagged at him for his stubbornness.

 

His daze were broke when something that she did caught his eyes. He let out a chuckle when he saw the girl are right now

bitting her nails.

 

“ Didn't I tell you not to bite your nails ?! “

 

The girl was startled by his voice and just looked at him in stunned while he just stared at the girl in flustered.

He didn't know why did those words coming out from his mouth but one thing is for sure, he was quite familiar with

those words. 

 

“ What did you said ? “

She asked as she walked closer to him.

“ Nothing. “

He gave a fake smile for her.

“ So, what does the doctor says ? “

“ He says it was common if something has stressed me up. “

“ So, what are the thing that stressed you up ? “

“ I don't know. That's what's been bothering me right now. “

“ Well, since he says that you're fine. Let's not think of it some more ok ? “

He just nodded, “ Just wait here. I'll go to the pharmacy for a while. “

She nodded before sit back on the chair with her eyes still fixated on Key who's heading his way to the pharmacy, not far

from her.

 

“ May I have the prescription sir. “

He handed the paper to the staff.

His eyes wander around the floor while waiting for his medication to be ready. His gaze then stops at that certain someone,

“ Hey, Yoona .. let's have some coffee after this. “

He suggest which then he received a wide smiles from her as approval.

“ Here you go sir. “

The staff handed the medication but of course after she explained everything that he needs to know about it.

 

 

Little White Cafe

“ I want cuppucino.. “

“ Uh-uh .. Give him errm .. hot chocolate and ice coffee for me. Thank you. “

The waiter went off as soon as Yoona handed the menu to him leaving Key in dumbfounded.

“ Cuppucino has caffeine Key, do you want to get another headache attack ? “

“ No .. but .. “

“ You can have it later but not today. “

He didn't protest and just let Yoona do what she want.

 

He was wondering the whole time why would everything that Yoona do feels so familiar to him and even he could feel himself

comfortable around her.

 

* Maybe Amber is right .. maybe she is someone that I treasure .. *

 

* But .. what kind of friend she is to me ? *

 

This is their forth time spending their time together. Yoona thought she should use her break time wisely and she did by asking

Key to hang out with her on the day she came to his house. She was so happy when Key agreed to her. They went out together

on the next day but of course at first Key feels slightly awkward around her but he managed to adapts to the situation in just

a very short time.

 

They continue to meet up after that but of course he will let Amber know about this since he don't want her to get the wrong

idea of abandoned her the whole week for another girl. He thought, it's not wrong to spends his time with Yoona since she's

only going to be here for a week and headed back to Jeju after that.

 

As for Amber, she just assured Key that she was totally fine with it since Yoona is his friend too, well, at least that's what he

thought. While the truth is, deep inside she was absolutely not fine with it. She knew that every second of both of them spending

their time together will only going to bring their memory together which maybe will eventually make Key to regain his memory

back.

 

She knew that Yoona are going to take this opportunity well. Even though she have the urge to stops their meeting, she just

can't at the end because she knew who's deserved Key more in this matter. It was good enough when she has the chance to

spends her time with Key, to be loved by Key and it was great enough that Yoona didn't say anything about it. Thought

sometimes Yoona does felt weird with the way Amber treats Key but she just have to shrugged that thought off her minds

because she trusts her. Maybe, too much trusts can kill herself but she just not aware of that.

 

Yoona realized that Key keep on checking out his phone, “ Waiting for a call ? “

He quickly put his phone away when he heard that from Yoona.

“ Amber .. maybe ? “

He flashes a fake smile before took a sip of his hot chocolate.

“ Didn't she feels worried ? “

He blurted out which made Yoona to stares at him in confused.

“ She never call or leave even a single message whenever I'm going out with you. I mean .. her boyfriend is going out with

another girl .. shouldn't she will be worry ? I'm sure she does right ? A little .. maybe ? “

Yoona just chuckled at him but deep inside she was slightly jealous with the way Key cares for Amber.

It was totally different when both of them are still together back then.

“ Should she be jealous although you're going out with your friend ? In fact I'm her friend too right ? “

“ I don't know .. but if it was me, I will feels jealous even though she's only going out with Jonghyun hyung or even Taemin. “

She let another chuckle, “ You do care about her a lot huh ? “

He nodded, “ Of course, I love her remember ? “

“ Are you sure she's the one that you love ? “

His brows furrowed with Yoona's words.

“ What do you mean ? I mean .. she's my girlfriend right .. of course ... “

His words were hang just like that when Yoona interfered, “ Sorry. I didn't mean to asks you those. “

She looks disappointed and Key was smart enough to noticed.

 

He was left in confusion with her expression. He wonder if he had said something that happen to hurt her feelings but if he

does, why is that bothered her so much ? Who is she in his life for her to feel hurt with those kind of words ?

 

“ Tell me .. is there someone else that supposed I love beside Amber ? “

 

Yoona was surprised with his question and only God knows how eager she is to say her own name but she just held it back.

She know it will only worsen Key's condition since she need to give an explanation to him which will only gave more pressure

in his minds.

 

“ No, right ? I doubts there would be others beside Amber. “

 

Once again his words causes Yoona to feels hurt. She was sure he has loss his memory about them but she didn't expect his

heart will forget about her too. She wonder if his heart still flutters for her or not.

 

“ To tell you the truth .. at first, I'm not sure whether she is the one that I love or not with the way she's acted around me. But

I just shrugged that thoughts off since I knew that she's my girlfriend. But as time passes, I knew that she's the one for me.

I can feel her love grows for me day by day and that's the time I decided to devote all my love for her. “

 

Yoona heart were crashes into pieces with his words.

 

* Did he fall for Amber ? *

 

* What does he means by Amber's love grows for him ? *

 

After all this time she thought Key only sees Amber as Yoona and that's why she didn't afraid to let Amber took her place to

take care of Key but with what he says just now, slightly made her to feel regrets with her decision. Although she can't be sure

whether he really did fall for Amber or not, she just can't help but to feels really afraid of losing him to another person.

 

“ Can I ask you something, Key ? “

She asked hesitantly while Key just nodded in approval.

“ Don't you feel anything whenever you're with me ? “

He took a moment to process her words before let out a light chuckle to her.

“ What's that suppose to mean ? What feeling are you talking about ? “

“ Anything .. don't you ? “

She asked hoping for something that can soothes her heart.

“ Happy ? Yeah .. happy. “ He lied.

 

He does feels happy but there is something more than that which he can't even describe what kind of feeling is it. He tried to

find any words that can fit to his feelings but it was no use because it was indescribable.

 

“ Owh .. really ? Err .. I'm happy too. “ She uttered in a fake smile.

 

Right now, the only thing that he want to do is to end his day with Yoona as soon as possible as he can feel the atmosphere

is getting weirder and weirder by time passes but it's not like he hate it it's just it made him to feel unease.

________

 

They took a stroll at the nearby park to kill the time.

“ It's been awhile since I get my feet on this place. “

Key blurted which made Yoona to reminisce back their memory at that place.

“ The last time I went here is ... “

He bit his lower lips, struggling to recalled back the time, “ I don't know .. I can't remember. “

“ You're with me. “

“ Huh ? “

“ You're with me on that last time. “

“ Really ? “

She just nodded trying to held back her laugh looking at Key's unbelievable expression.

“ We went here .. together ? “

“ Why ? Don't you believe me ? “

“ Not that .. I mean .. look at this place .. I was like meant for a couple only. “

He referred to the romantic atmosphere around the park and he was right, that park was made as if it was meant for the lovers. 

“ So, you noticed that. “

 

Yoona just made him become more confused by saying that but before he can even utter another word, her body suddenly

being pushed forward when a person accidentally hit on her shoulder causing her to fallen forwards towards Key's body.

Key managed to maintain his balance so that both of them didn't fall on the ground.

 

They happen to looked at each other after the culprit says his apology. Key could feel something happen in his heart when

their eyes met. It was something warm yet he feels familiar with it, in fact he does feel familiar with their situation right now.

He quickly pulled away when suddenly Amber came in his minds.

 

“ Sorry .. Key. I lost my balance. “

“ Nah, it's fine. “

 

* Why does I feels familiar with her in my arms ? *

________

 

He sent Yoona back to her house after that since he had promised Amber to take her out after she's finished with her school.

 

“ Do you want me to send you to the airport tomorrow ? “

He asked while heading his way towards his car.

“ That would be great. “

“ Alright .. I'll bring Amber along ok. “

“ Amber ? Errm .. don't she have a class tomorrow ? “

She tried her best to find any reason that can excuses Amber from the plan.

“ Owh .. yeah .. I forgot about that. Since Minho and Jjong hyung also not available tomorrow .. I guess I will be there alone. “

“ Yeah .. looks like it. “

“ Then, I'll see you tomorrow ? “

“ Yeah .. bye. Be careful. “

They bid a goodbye to each other before Key drove towards Amber's school to fetch her.

 

 

Key didn't realized the time so he didn't know that he was already late by that moment. He was surprised when he sees not

even half of the students are there, “ Darn ! It's almost 5.30 ! “

 

Immediately he dashed out from his car to find Amber around the school. He walked towards the lobby when he spotted her

squatting down near by the bulletin board while playing with the key chains on her bag.

 

“ I'm sorry. “

The first thing that he said which automatically caught her attention.

She quickly stood on her feet while cheekily smiling at him.

“ I thought you forget. “

“ Obviously .. I'm not. I just late. “

Key was so glad that Amber didn't get mad at him by that time.

“ Let's go ... let's go .. I want my ice cream. “

 

She was actually glad that she choose to wait for him there instead of just leaving when she realized he was late. She knew that

Key was with Yoona before he met her and that's the reason behind the nervousness that she felt while waiting for him. She's

afraid he might forget about her when he was with Yoona but she was wrong about that since Key always have her in his

minds. It just she didn't know about that fact.

 

“ I knew it .. you only care for your ice cream and not your boyfriend. “

“ Whatever ! Hurry up ! “

Key knew that Amber were teasing him so he just took lightly on Amber's words thought it does made him feel sad inside.

“ Owh .. just want to remind you on something .. I always care about you. “

He smiled cheekily when he heard that from her own mouth.

 

 

Han River

They bought an ice cream for each of them and just eating it while enjoying the view of the Han River. They took a seat at

the stairs, “ You did inform noona about this right ? I don't want her to disturb us later on. “

Amber just gave a nod before continue to her ice cream.

 

He took a glance at Amber and his gaze was glued on her with the way she's enjoying her ice cream. She made the ice cream

looks more delicious than the one that he's holding thought both of them choose the same flavor.

 

“ You always made me envy with the way you're enjoying your ice cream. “

“ This is the first time I heard someone get jealous of something like this. “

“ Just forget about that .. anyway .. do know know what will we have next week ? “

“ Nope. “

She said nonchalantly which made Key's eyes to widened.

“ Seriously ? No ? “

She nodded trying her best to ignored Key's expression who looks frustrated by now.

“ So, what's up ? What do we have next week ? “

“ Nothing ! “ He retorts annoyingly.

“ Eh ? But just now .. “

“ I said nothing ! Ok ! “

He looked pissed which slightly made Amber to feel guilty inside.

“ Then, I guess .. everything that I prepared will be a waste. “

He turned to looked at her with a confusion while Amber just let out a chuckle.

“ We'll celebrate our one month anniversary no matter what. “

 

That's right, next week will be 14^th May which means it has been already a month of both of them together since their first

date and Key had decides and even told Amber that they will celebrate their one month anniversary together during the day

they had their first kiss and not even once Amber had forget about that. She just teasing Key earlier just to make him annoyed.

 

“ Why did you always made me annoyed ? “

“ I don't know. I just feels the satisfaction when I saw your annoyed face. “

“ I can't believe you. So, what did you prepared for me ? “

“ You don't expect me to reveals that right ? “

“ Can't you ? “

“ What about you ? What did you get for me ? “

“ I'm not going to tell you. “

“ Then, my mouth is sealed too. “

 

Both of them were so curious with what had they prepared for each other but since both of them didn't want to spoil the fun,

they just have to bare with it until the day come.

________

 

“ Can you make it fast ? “

He asked while Amber still her ice cream.

It was her second one while Key just waiting for her to finish since he's done earlier than her.

“ It's no fun to eat this quickly. “

“ It's no fun for me to wait for you either. “

He retorts which made Amber to just gave a merong for him.

“ You'll have to wait no matter what .. haha ! “

“ I can leave you right now if you want. “

“ You can but you won't. You loved me so much. “

She was having fun teasing Key which cause her to get a flicked on her forehead.

“ Yah ! Don't interrupt when I'm eating. “

“ Why don't you wipe off your already messy mouth ? “

He pointed at that had ice cream all over the corner.

“ I told you .. I only clean that off once I'm done eating this. Didn't I told you so many times about this ? “

“ You did .. but your habit is quite weird to me and it distracted me the most. “

“ You can't do anything than to just bare with it, Boo. “

She let out another chuckle while Key just stared at her face disgustedly.

“ Amber .. it looks so mess. People are looking at you. “

She just ignored him since she's already heard that for many times and it didn't effect her feelings at all.

 

Key didn't embarrassed with her but he can't take that since he's a person who took cleanliness as his priority so that's why.

 

“ If you don't want to clean that ... “

She looked at him, “ Hmm ? “

 

Instead of clarify her curiosity with words, he just leaned in towards her before captured her lips by his leaving Amber looking

at him in stunned. She could feel his lips were all over , as if he's helping her clean up the mess that she had with

his lips. Her eyes didn't shut closed not even once since she was so shocked.

 

Key then pulled away from the kiss after a moment where he only let out a chuckled when he saw Amber's priceless expression

looking at him.

 

“ Let me warn you on something .. I won't hesitate to do the same thing if I happen to saw your messy mouth. And I don't care

whether people are watching or not .. I will do it no matter what. “

He gave his mischievous smile which really creeps her out.

“ You're only taking an advantage on it. I won't allow you to do that again. “

She was blushing hard right on that moment but she didn't care to hide it for him either because she knew it was pointless

as he already seen it.

“ Try me .. I warned you ! And .. If you don't want me to take an advantage on you by that .. you better work on that habit

of yours. “

“ B-but .. “

“ I will assume you like what I'm doing if you keep on with that habit .. “

“ Yah ! I'm not ! “

“ I just say .. since you looks hesitant from my perspective. “

“ Fine. I'll work on my habit. “

 

Key smiled in victory but deep inside he just hope that Amber will failed in changing her habit, but he also knew that he can

stole her kiss in anytime so he had the advantages by his sides from the beginning.

 

* I am such a bad person ! Haha ! *

 

* Babo ! He always made me blushed hard ! And I hate it when he won ! Look at that smiles. Urghh ! It's so annoying ! *

________

 

 

The Next Day,

Gimpo Airport

 

“ So when will you comeback to Seoul ? “

“ Why ? Did you miss me already ? “

He just gave a warm smile to her as replied.

“ After around .. 2 weeks ? “

“ Cool .. let's hang out again then. “

“ It's a date then. “

Key just let out a chuckle because he finds her words are funny but what he didn't know is Yoona was being serious with it.

“ Sure, whatever. “ He retorts still chuckling at her.

“ I'll be going now. “

“ Eung .. take care. “

He said while give a hand wave at her.

“ Key .. “

“ Hmm ? “

He was surprised when she suddenly pulled him for a hug.

“ I'm going to miss you. “

She said but it was more like whispering to his ear.

“ It's not like we didn't meet again after this. “

He said trying to ease the awkwardness that he felt right now which made her to pulled away.

She flashes a light smile for him, " Do you still remember the promises ? “

He took awhile to recalled back what she meant by that before gave a nod to her as replied.

“ Good .. and make sure don't break it ok. “

 

He just watched her to walked away towards the entrance after that with his hand still waving at her and she did the same

whenever she turned her back to looked at him.

 

* Why did she made me promised something like that ? *

 

* I just wish my memory will recover soon ... there are too many things that I hardly understand. *

________

 

Key went to Korea University later on the afternoon to discuss about his exam entrance with the principle, which is the same

place where Minho and Jonghyun were studying. He's been staying home long enough than he intended, so he decides to spend

the upcoming days with his studies.

 

He went straight to home soon after the matter was settled. Victoria asked him to prepare the dinner for her girls for today

since she will have to stay back at her office due to some unfinished works. He took a nap for couple of hours and was only

awake when he heard the maknae voice.

 

“ Taem, can you help me with the dinner ? “

“ Sure .. let me have a shower first. “

Key just nodded before making himself sit properly on the couch to watch the TV.

________

 

Amber went to the boys' house to give a help for Key since she knew he's going to make their dinner tonight.

 

“ Yah ! You're ruining it ! “

He flicked Amber's hand quite hard, making her to drop the spoon that she's been holding onto.

“ Ouch ! That's hurt ! Just nag .. don't hit me. “

She said pouted at him before pushed the bowl which full with eggs towards him, in pissed.

“ What did I do wrong this time ? “

She asked looking so unsatisfied with Key.

“ You're putting too much salt in this. “

He retorts while cracking another egg into the bowl to cover up the saltiness that was created by his girlfriend.

“ Just help me with the table. “

He ordered which made Amber to become even more pissed.

“ Fine ! “

 

She stomped her feet angrily towards the dining hall to set up the table which is something that she mastered the most than

the cooking.

 

“ Did he have to hit me that hard ? “

She mumbled annoyingly while looking at the visible red marked on her hand which was caused by Key just now.

But then she was startled when suddenly Key wrapped his hand around her shoulder.

“ I'll hit you .. I never .. never .. want you again.“

He sang the Dal Shabet's ' Hit U ' to her while smiling mischievously at her.

 

He just thought of that song when he heard Amber whining about him hitting her hand just now. Amber quickly swatted his

hand off her shoulder before continuing her works, arranging the plates on the table, and trying her best not to look at his face.

Key knew that Amber were sulking at him on that moment but he just can't help but to only chuckling at her since she looks

so cute whenever she's pouted.

 

He making himself closer to her before reached out for her hand, “ Did I really made this ? “

He asked trying to make Amber more annoyed and it works when Amber gave a glare at him with a ' seriously-you're-

asking-me-that?- ' look.

He then gave a kiss at the visible red marked on her hand before uttered, “ That will make you feel better. “

Amber was overwhelmed with his action but she tried her hardest not to show it to him.

“ It better be. “

She said in a poker face making Key to smiled slyly when he noticed there's slight tinged of pink color on her cheek.

“ Sorry for that, Baby. “

She just nodded to him as an assurance that she was alright.

________

 

Both Key and Amber were right now resting in Key's room after they had their dinner.

 

“ Something bothered you ? “

Amber asked when she realized Key didn't pay his attention to what she's been talking about.

“ It's Yoona. “

Amber heaved a sighed when he suddenly brought Yoona as the topic which is something that she really want to avoid.

“ Did you still remember there's one time where I mentioned that I feel awkward around her ? “

She just nodded to him.

“ Well, I was wrong about that. I feel so comfortable when I was with her. I just realized that. In fact, there are so many things

about her that made me feel familiar with it. Weird isn't it ? “

Amber eyes widened when she heard that. It was like he had regain his memory about Yoona right now.

“ What do you mean ? “

 

Key really want to talk about his feelings but he's afraid that will only made Amber to misunderstood his intention to bring

that topic up. He does feels comfortable around Yoona and to his surprised, his heart does flutters when he was with her which

is something that he hardly understand. He want to talk about that with Amber but he just can't.

 

* Maybe .. Yoona is pretty .. that's why. Just forget about that Key. *

 

“ I really want to recover from this memory loss fast so I can remember back our moments together, so I can remember how

did I propose to you, when did it happen, what made me did that .. and so on. “

 

* How will you react to it when you find the truth Key ? That .. everything that you're saying just now had never happen to us. *

 

“ And I will finally remember back about Yoona ... something that I lost the most from my memory. “

 

Her heart sank with the thought that he had being fooled by her after all this time. She made him to believed something that

aren't supposed to be at the first place. She feels more guilty inside when she saw his eyes sparkling whenever he mentioned

about their moment back then which was never there since the beginning and it was only there because of the lies that

she has created.

 

“ I wonder .. “

He turned to looked at her, waiting for the rest of the words to come out from .

“ I wonder if you will still love me after your memory has comeback. “

“ What are you talking about ? Of course I will. I don't think my heart will stop beating for you Amber. That was ridiculous. “

Amber just wished that his words will come true but deep inside, she knew that everything will changed when the truth

is revealed.

“ Don't you ever say something like this again. “

He warned her while she just let out a chuckled trying to hide her sadness.

“ Arasso. “

 

 

 

 

 

______________________________

 

Author's Note :

 

So, it seems like Key's heart does flutter when he's with Yoona.

But could it be Love ?

Or just a tremor or shakes since like he said, Yoona is pretty though..