CL's POV

     Being with dara unnie is like a hell. I've been teaching her since yesterday, and still she can’t follow the simple steps. We're just fighting every time she made a mistake... I'm trying not to lose my patience but she's really determined to ruin my day...  I guess she’s doing it on purpose……

     At first, I’m really wondering on why she chose me instead of Bom unnie... I thought she already forgave us and accepted that jiyong oppa and I are together now... But I was wrong... She just wanted to piss me off… and she’s succeeding on her plan…..

     Í suddenly missed jiyong-oppa... I tried to call him many times but he didn’t bother to answer my calls... Maybe they're busy... I'm just worried that he might skip his meals again... Every time he's busy, he always forgot to eat his meals.

     Honestly, I missed the old days, where the 4 of us (2ne1) are happy together... We always hang out before without any problems... After dara unnie left, everything changed… looking at the pictures of 4 us makes me want to bring back the past but I know I couldn’t……

      I know people who knew about what happened blamed me... Especially Bom unnie and Minzy... Both of them hate me... For them Dara is like an angel...... I envy dara unnie because most of the people around us love her very much……..

     I maybe selfish but I just fought for what’s mine... Jiyong oppa and I are childhood friends, we grew up together... We dreamed together... He's always taking care of me...

      And he's always there every time I need him... Because of that I fell in love with him... And I promised myself that someday I will marry him, because he's the only man for me...

     I'm always his first priority until dara unnie came... Sometimes i have regrets meeting her and became close to her...

      It’s me who introduced jiyong oppa to dara unnie... After that I’d always saw them talking to each other... I thought jiyong oppa is just being friendly with her but then I found out