JIYONG’S POV

     I sighed as I sat in the couch… I didn’t have enough sleep last night because of the talk I had with Chaerin… and I regret telling her that we will talk… I massage my temple as I remember the talk we had last night….

     FLASHBACK:

           “o-oppa”  Chaerin began….

          I can feel her stares towards me…

        “oppa… talk to me please……”  she pleads

     I sighed and turned to meet her eyes…. the anger that I feels towards her suddenly vanished seeing her pain thru her eyes… I don’t know why but every time she pleads to me with that pain on her eyes, it’s easy for me to forgive her….  “Chaerin-ah…” 

      “Hear me out first oppa….”  She cut me off… “I’m a … yes I admit that… but doing that kind of thing to Dara unnie…. I can’t…. you should know that… I can’t hurt her….” she explained 

      “how can I believe you Chaerin… you once hurt her… nit just her but me also… so how the hell can’t you hurt her again 

      “I’m sorry, oppa… if that’s what you wanted to hear from me, then I’m sorry… I’m really sorry… even though there’s no need for me to apologize… even though I didn’t do anything wrong… still I’m really sorry…”  she said, sobbing… “Just don’t be like this… don’t treat me like I don’t exist… everyone hates me now but I don’t care, as long as you’re here by my side …. please oppa….  I need you…” she looks like a lost child right now… 

     Seeing her like this… it’s breaking my heart… so I pulled her towards me and hugged her…

     END OF FLASHBACK

     “Jiyong…” suddenly a tap on my shoulder awakens me from my thoughts….

     I looked up and saw my friend looking at me, worriedly…. “bae….”

     “Problem again?” he asked, sitting beside me…

     “Usual…” I sighed

     “What is it this time?” he asked again…

     Bae is my best friend… I trust him so much… and he knows all my secrets… so there’s no reason for me not tell the problem that I’m having right now…. “It’s Chaerin….”

     He looked at me… “Nothing’s new…. So what about her?” he asked, not surprised…

     I sighed and start telling him what happened last night…

     “Honestly Jiyong… when are you going do the right thing? You’re just giving Chaerin a reason to hold you… If you continue showing that emotion to her… she won’t let you go from her… you’re not helping her Bro…” he said…

     “I know…. But…”

     “ but you’re easily fooled by herself” he said again

      “bae!”

     “what? It’s true jiyong… everytime she cries in front of you, you suddenly forgot the anger that you feel towards her…”  he said with a serious face…. “ I wont be surprised if one day she tried to kill Dara and if she  beg fo your forgiveness, you’ll give that to her easily…”

      “bae,I even can’t understand myself… I’m angry but seeing her shedding tears because of me…. seeing her in pain because of me……”   I paused and meet his eyes…  “i-it hurts me….” I  whispered but enough for him to hear 

     I saw him frowned…  “it hurts you?”  he asked… “why?” 

     I shook my head… “I don’t know… maybe because despite in everything… she’s still a little sister to me…”