Credits to : MonsterLea

Credits to : MonsterLea

Credits to: Lucky12

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First of all

i would like to Thank all of you for reading this story....

THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart

i appreaciate all your messages and comments....

and i'm happy because i met new friends through this story...

this story already ends here

but i promise you that we will meet again.... kekeke

i will miss all of you and of course this story...

i just hope they wont ban this like what they did to my first fic....

once again....

THANK YOU

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    CL heaved a deep breath as she stood in front of the grave of the girl she sinned of… “ It’s been 2 years since everything happened… time really passes by….”  she started….

      “How are you? Sorry for not visiting you. We’ve been pretty busy these past few months… we have to go overseas and stay there for a while to do some promotions……”  CL whispered… “We just ended our 2-day concert yesterday… and it’s really fun… we really missed the crowd… of course we’re nervous because we’re performing after a year of hiatus…I had fun and forget all the bad things that happened for a while….and Minzy did well… did u watch us? We all dedicate that concert for you…” she said smiling, as she tried to hide her sadness… 

     after the accident happened, 2ne1 members had a 1 year hiatus… they stop performing because they’re not yet ready to face their fans… they lost confidence to face the people who are supporting them, especially Minzy… out of the 2ne1 members, she is the most affected… because she’s blaming herself to what happened to Dara… she can’t forget dara’s face full of blood before she fainted that day… she kept on crying and sorry to them…

     But as days passed by, Minzy learned to accept everything… people around her helped and gave her a lot of comfort to cope up… and as a leader of the group, it hurts her to see Minzy on that state… she wanted to help Minzy, but how can she do that if she’s feeling the same…. That she’s blaming herself for all the things that happened…. but after a year, the three of them resume from working… they need distraction especially CL and Minzy, because they won’t think too much when they are busy

     “Everything happened so fast, that until now… I still can’t accept that you’re gone… that you’re already in a place that no one could hurt you…”

     CL clenched her fist, as she held back her tears… “You know I hate visiting you here… not because I hate you, but because you don’t deserve to be here…”

      “The others already accept that you’re gone, especially Jiyong oppa… but I can’t, I still can’t…” she whispered with so much sadness… “mianhe…but I still can’t accept everything until now…. How can I move on and forgive myself if the reason why you’re there is because of me…….”

     “I-I’m really sorry… I know sorry is not enough for everything that I’ve done… but-“

     “You’re here…” CL flinched as she heard a familiar voice… she wipes some tears on her face before turning around to face him… “O-oppa…”

     Jiyong smiled at her as he walks closer to her…. “The rest are already there except you. Bom noona told me that you’ll visit someone first…” he said as he stood beside her, facing the grave of the person who is very important into his life… “I knew you’d be here, so I came to pick you up…”

     “O-oppa”

    Jiyong sighed and faced her…. “Why are you still doing this to yourself? You’re just hurting yourself, Chaerin-ah…” he said, full of concern…

     CL looked away from his stare… “I tried oppa… but I can’t… I can’t fully forgive myself knowing that I caused her death…”

     “We already forgave you-“

     “Yes…” CL answered as she faced him… “ I kept on telling myself that I’m already forgiven for everything that I’ve done but when I think of her, I realized that I still can’t… it’s hard oppa… it’s really hard…” she said, full of sadness…

     Jiyong just stared at her not knowing what to do and say anymore. This is not the first time he had seen her like that… and keeps on doing the same thing like talking and convincing… but it’s not working…

     “I-I  can’t even visit her here because it makes me remember everything… and I don’t even know how to face her… but I know I have to… I still have to show some respect to her….” CL said, with tears on her eyes…

     “Chaerin stop this…” Jiyong told her

     “Oppa, tell me… how did you do it?” CL asked… “how did you forget everything? Why is it easy for you to move on…”

     “Honestly, it’s not easy. It’s also hard for me to forgiv