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LOVE and PAIN...
AUTHOR'S POV
“h-hyung….”Seungri stepped back as soon as he saw Jiyong, fuming in anger. He forgot how Jiyong used to be overprotective to Dara before.. He wanted to run but he felt his knees trembling because of the deadly glare that Jiyong is giving him
“Mind if you can repeat what you just said…” Jiyong sternly said, clenching his jaw….. He felt like his blood rise.. Because of angriness that he feels
Then Daesung put his arm around Seungri’s neck….. “Ah Jiyong hyung, we’ll go first…. Bye..” he said dragging Seungri with him, but Jiyong caught Seungri’s arm and grabbed him ….
“h-hyung….” Seungri is trembling because of his fear of Jiyong especially when he’s mad…
Jiyong glared at him… “Where do you think you’re going…?” He said through gritted teeth
“h-hyu—“
“What’s happening here..?” Bom interrupted as she walks towards Jiyong and Seungri….
The bigbang members just noticed that Dara and Minzy already stopped their dance battle and just looking at them…
Bom stood in front of Jiyong, “I said.. what the hell is happening here?.” she said, putting her hands on her waist…
Seungri suddenly get a chance to release his wrist from Jiyong’s grasp with all the strength and ran away…. Daesung followed him…….
Jiyong just watched the two running…. “We’re not yet done, Seungri…” he mumbled
Bom raised a brow… “Yah! Jiyong… what the hell did you do to them that made them ran like that? You’re disturbing us!” she exclaimed, annoyed…
But instead of answering her, Jiyong just walked passed by her, approaching the girl that made him mad…..
Dara frowned seeing Jiyong walking towards her with a mad expression… her lips curved into a smirk as she realized the reason why he’s mad…. “So, I still have an effect on him, huh….. Interesting….” She thought to herself
Jiyong stood in front of her, clenching his jaw… “Who told you to wear those clothes?” he asked, controlling his anger
Dara met his eyes and crossed her arms in front of her chest…. “Me... why?” she asked in a challenging tone… she didn’t expect to see the reaction that she’s seeing from him...
Jiyong turned to his side and glared at their choreographer…. “Jaewook why did you allow her to dance with this kind of clothes….!” He said raising his voice
Jaewook (their choreographer) startled when Jiyong raised his voice….. “I… u---“he doesn’t know how to answer Jiyong. He didn’t expect that he will react like that….
“What’s your problem Jiyong?!” Dara exclaimed. She didn’t like how Jiyong raised his voice to their choreographer...
Jiyong glared at her… “Problem?.... my problem is your clothes! Look at what you’re wearing!” he shouted
“Jiyong! How dare you shout at her!” Bom shouted as she walks towards them but stopped when she heard dara speak…
“Bommie, it’s okay... I can manage…” Dara said assuring her…. she then looked at the girl behind Bom who is ready to explode soon because of anger and jealousy…. She then smirked… “This is getting interesting….” She thought to herself
Dara then turned to face Jiyong…. “What’s the problem with what I’m wearing right now? Why do you care….” She asked in a calm voice...
“I told you before not to wear clothes like that!” Jiyong answered…
Dara gave him a soft chuckle….. “I can wear anything I want, Jiyong…. And even if walked on the streets or flaunting my body….. It’s none of your damn business….” Dara said… “And just to remind you, you’re no longer my boyfriend so you have no right to tell me what is right or wrong, what to wear, what to do… etc…. you have no right to control me anymore… I can do everything I want!”
Then it hit him…. she’s right, but he can’t control his self… “Change…now!” he ordered
Dara glared at him…“why should I? No one can dictate me Jiyong…..” she said.
“Don’t be stubborn, Dara… just do what I say…” jiyong firmly said…
“What If I don’t? What will—“dara didn’t continue her sentence when jiyong starts dragging her out of the room, but CL blocked their way….
Jiyong stopped and looked at the girl in front of them… he saw pain through her eyes but he need to talk to dara ….“Move…” he said…
“No..” CL firmly answered, glaring at them…
Dara smiled… “listen to her Jiyong. you don’t want to get her mad, don’t you…?” she said enjoying CL’s reaction
“Move now, Chaerin…” Jiyong repeated
CL clenched her fist…. “I said No!”
“I said don’t blocked our way!” jiyong said pushing CL to the side with his other hand still holding Dara’s arm, he then dragged dara out… the others were shocked by what he just did to CL…
As soon as the two are gone, Bom looked at Chaerin who just pushed by Jiyong. She felt a pain in her heart seeing Chaerin crying.. She hates her but she can’t deny that she still do care for her. She doesn’t want to see her friends crying in pain in front of her… she then walked towards CL and pulled her for a hug…. “shhhh… stop crying….” She said, soothing her back……
Bigbang’s practice room….
Jiyong open the door and closed it with a loud bang!
“Jiyong let me go! You’re hurting me..!” Dara complained. She’s also shocked that Jiyong could hurt CL like that
Jiyong pushed her to the wall… “You’re really testing my patience, huh…” he said, clenching his jaw
“Let me go… now!” Dara exclaimed
“No… I told you that we will talk… and I think this is the time for that talk..” jiyong said, caging her on the wall
Dara glared at him “I’m not in the mood to talk to you…” she said
Silence filled between them…
“Dara… what’s happening with you? Why did you changed” he softly asked, with a sad voice
“People changed jiyong” dara simply answered
“Dara….”
“What do you want from me Jiyong?” dara asked
“I want to ask for your forgiveness… I wanted to say sorry for all the things that happened in the past…” Jiyong said…
“Okay fine… you’re forgiven… so please let me go..” dara said as she tried to pushed him away… she wanted to escape from him because feeling his warm touch makes her feel that wall that she build in her heart is starting to break, and she doesn’t want that to happen…
“Dara, I want your forgiveness coming from your heart…” jiyong said
Dara glared at him.. “Do you think I can forgive you that easily?” she asked, irritated
“Dara please… let’s stop this… “He said pulling her and hugged her… dara didn’t move… “Dara, it hurts me to see you like this... it really hurts me when you left and now, it hurts me more seeing you like this…. If you didn’t left like that, things like this wouldn’t happen…. Dara..”
Dara raised a brow “ Are you blaming me?” she asked
“Dara”
“Remember that it’s your choice Jiyong… I asked you before and you chose her…”dara said
“Dara….I still love you.. Please….” Jiyong said
“You already chose her jiyong….”
“Dara, please… let’s start a new….”
“I already started my new life without you…” dara said and pushed him away. she then ran away from him
DARA’S POV
I sat in front of Angel’s grave. My feet lead me to my baby, that’s why I’m here now. Coming back and seeing them again is not that easy. I thought I have enough strength to face them but with his sudden touch… why I am feeling weak again… it can’t be….
“baby, your daddy is giving me a headache… he said he loves me but he chose Chaerin, he’s crazy…..”
After the talked I have with Jiyong, I suddenly felt the pain he gave me before, the pain that I thought I already buried.. then memories from the past flashed on me….
Flashback
“OH… MY… GOD…!!! Bom started to jump happily like a little child while holding Dara’s hand... she then pulled dara for a hug……. “I’m happy for you dara…. I’m really happy…..” Bom said..
Minzy also join the hugging session of her Unnies….. “I’m also happy for you unnie…..”
The three of them happy when Bom accidentally glance at CL… she frowned… “Chaerin-ah, what’s wrong? Are you okay?” all of them turned to CL
CL wipes her tears and smiled at them… “N-neh…. I’m okay….” She said looking at Dara… “dara-unnie, I’m happy for you…” she said….
Dara smiled at her…. “I know Chaerin-ah….”
“I need to go now; I need to talk to someone…..” CL said and left….
“What’s wrong with her…” Minzy frowned….
Bom shrugged innocently… “Maybe another problem…….”….. She said… “Don’t mind her….”
“Unnie...” Minzy butted in…. “I’ll just sleep for a while, okay… I’m sleepy.”
Dara smiled at her…. “Arasoo…. Go now…”
“Sleep well, mingki….” Bom said, smiling as Minzy walks towards her room…
When Bom is sure that Minzy is already inside her room, she suddenly dragged Dara to the kitchen….. “Sit…” she ordered
Dara followed Bom’s order even if she’s confused…. “Why..?”
“Hey… did you tell him already?” Bom asked in a low voice, making sure that no one can hear their conversation..
Dara smiled at her and shook her head….
Bom frowned… “No? Why?... he already proposed to you… why you didn’t tell him that you’re pregnant?” she asked. She already knew about Dara’s pregnancy. She’s the first one to know. Both of them decided to eat one day, then Dara suddenly felt dizzy and she noticed how pale dara is that time. So she insisted on bringing her to a doctor for a check-up... the doctor did a test to her and after minutes of waiting, the doctor came out smiling and congratulate Dara because she’s 1 month pregnant. She saw
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