"Jagiya." He yells.

"Kai.." I mumbled.

"Jagiya." He repeats.

I stood there, waiting for him to speak. He didn't, he just repeated 'jagiya'.

Sighing, I closed my window and ran outside. I didn't wait for the elevator, instead, I ran down the stairs.

This is so similar, yet so different from the time he proposed. Similar actions, different feelings.

I stopped running when I saw him. Walking slowly to him, I noticed his eyes, they're red.

"Jagiya. I'm sorry. I can't live without you. I can't do it without you. I'm sorry." He said.

I stopped a few feet away from him.

"I didn't know how to say everything I want to say. I didn't how to react. And now I don't know how I'll get you back. You.. You probably hate me. But Krystal, don't sign the papers. Don't do it, jagi. Aren't we spending forever together?"

"Right. Aren't we spending forever together?" I said, annoyed that he's using that 'forever'. "You gave up first. I did everything. EVERYTHING, KIM JONGIN." I turned around.

I need to think. I've done all stupid things for him. I've learned from the past. If I love, I need to think too. I won't let my heart do all the work. Because the last time I did, it got broken into tiny pieces. And lately, Sehun is making my heart waver.

"What can I do? Jagiya. I don't know what to do. I just want you back."

"Are you sure you want me back? Are you sure you love me? Let's not rush like we did before. Let's stop and think. Do we love each other? 'Forever', is that possible with the both of us?" I said, my back turned to him.

He held my wrist, "We'll make it possible. I'll make it possible. I'll be stronger, Krystal. Let's start again." He turned me, and hugged me, tightly.

"I've learned from my mistakes. We can do it better. Now, I know how to handle things like this. Forever is possible, Soojung. Forever is possible."

For the nth time, will I reject Sehun again? What If it's really Sehun? My brain says Sehun, but my foolish heart says Kai.

With Sehun, it's a sure thing I won't get hurt, I won't cry. But, I won't be able to smile. Kai makes me smile, he makes me cry too. He has hurt me a lot, he scarred me. I need to think of the future. I don't think I can take more pain. I can't trust him fully, now. But, I LOVE HIM.

Gently pushing Kai off me, I looked him in the eyes.

This is the last chapter! I'll post the epilogue sometime this week, so wait for it huh? Find out who wins Krystal's heart this time! Will it be Sehun? Or Kai? Thank you for reading and being so patient! <3 You guys know I love you a lot, right?

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