Big Buzz

I'm In Love With An Idol

With a kiss on my cheek, Kyuhyun opened the door for me and then we entered Kona Beans. There were no people except the members. They had the whole place closed for the afternoon. It's been awhile since I was with the boys. I missed them and their, well, rowdiness. The boys had connected five big tables and gather chairs for all of us to use. There were plates on the table and a few bottles of Soju, too. I see Siwon, Heechul and Sungmin seated and talking to one another. Siwon noticed us and waved, "Hey!" 

I waved back, "Oppa!" I smiled at him. Heechul ang Sungmin turned around and saw me. Their eyes grew. I guess, they were a little shocked with what I was wearing today. I blushed all of a sudden. 

"There they are!" Hyukjae said with bot of his hands preoccupied with empty mugs, "May I say that you, Max, look absolutely beautiful" 

I smiled at them. Kyuhyun pulled me closer to his chest and said, "Mine" we warned the others. They laughed and took a seat. Kyuhyun, like any other gentleman, pulled out a seat for me. Kangin, Henry and Zhoumi came in from the kitchen, "Oh look! They're here!" Henry expressed. 

I smiled, "Annyeong!" 

They placed a large mango cream cake in front of me and an apple pie, "Max, hot chocolate of tea or coffee or shakes?" Eunhyuk asked me. 

"I'll have hot chocolate" I smiled

"Hyung! I'll have red wine!" Kyuhyun requested. 

"I didn't ask you if you wanted anything!" Eunhyuk said, waving him off and the rest of us laughed our asses off. 

"You look good, Max. Is this because of Kyuhyun?" Heechul complimented me. 

I bit my lower lip with a wide smile, "Well, yes" I admitted. 

Kangin, who was sitting beside me, was busy looking at something, "Were you guys out on a date yesterday?" 

Kyuhyun and I looked at each other and answered, "Yes" wait, were there photos of us? Was there someone somewhere out there that took our photos while we were kissing and relaxing and ? 

"Yeah, you guys are a trending topic. You and your inseparable mouths" Kangin showed us his phone. I took his phone in my hands to get a better look. He was right, we were a trending topic. I can't believe this! My eyes widened. Wow. This place is too small for intimacy. We were on the hood! Kissing! 

I read the comments saying "DAMN THAT KNOWS WHO SHE WANTS!" and "I THOUGHT SHE WAS DATING DONGHAE?! THAT !" What?! My face was hardly recognizable! One girl said, "Damn! 'dem really a gold digger!" Wow! GOLD DIGGER?! I don't need money! I have lots of 'em! Not to be boastful but I'm just making my point clear! I'm not a gold digger and I never will be! The reporter of the article said: "Today, our reliable sources have spotted the famous Cho Kyuhyun of Super Junior on the hood of his car, kissing someone! Some have claimed this is said to be Max Lee. She was rumored to be dating Lee Donghae, another member of the same group. Some, claimed that this is another girl. It had also come to our agency that Cho Kyuhyun and Seohyun, a member of Girl's Generation have broken up. Although the couple did not confirm their relationship, it was a hot topic that they were dating. Kyuhyun seemed to be happy!" It was the first released statement by the entertainment agency, until I refreshed the page. 

"The rumored 'New Girl' of Super Junior's Cho Kyuhyun is now identified as Max Lee" said the title of the new article posted. 

"As you can see on the left side of this article, our reliable sources have already released photos of Max Lee and Cho Kyuhyun. In the first article and first few photos released, it was only Kyuhyun who was clearly seen on the hood. In this article, it is clear who the girl is in the photo. Max Lee is the new and hot topic of the fans. As we can all remember, it was originally Donghae and Max. Now, it seems like it's Max and Kyuhyun in the lime light of romantic couples. Donghae and Max did magazine shoot and they were seen in Japan on a date! Donghae was also defensive during the time that they were rumored to be dating. What could he be saying about this?" DAMN! Are you kidding me?! Donghae and I never confirmed anything! We were just seen hugging that was as far as it went! No one admitted anything! This so unfair! 

"Stop looking at it" Kyuhyun took away the phone from me and returned it to Kangin. I was frozen in my seat from the things that I've read. I've never been called a before. Never in my life did I ever imagine that people would call me that! I'm not a . I haven't slept with any of them! Not now, I'm sixteen! 

"Alright! Let's not ruin the mood!" Siwon said. I was still frozen on my place and I couldn't say anything. I was ... Well ... A little shocked. 

"They called me a " I muttered. I could not believe this. This is not how I want people to see me. 

Kyuhyun took a cookie from the table and threw it at Kangin, "Thanks a lot!" He hissed. 

"Come on, Max! You know that's not true!" Henry knelt in front of me, rubbing my forearm. 

"Yeah, Max. You know how people would react to these things. You'll get used to it. Just let them talk about you, it increases your popularity ranking!" Heechul smiled at me as he took a sip from his tea. 

"I can't believe this is how they look at a fifteen turning sixteen year-old girl. A " 

"They don't know you that well" Donghae suddenly came from the kitchen and brought out a chocolate cake, "Don't be affected by it. Don't worry, I'll let the manager know about this and I will personally give a statement" he assured me. Donghae took a seat in front of me, "Let's celebrate!" He cheered on. The boys stood up, each holding a cup. I looked up at them, "To the newest member of the Super Junior!" Donghae had a smile on his face and held out his hand to me, "To family. To success and to love!" 

Kyuhyun had his hand extended in front of me as well and I took it, "Welcome, Max" he whispered as I stood up. He placed a kiss on my cheek. I wanted to blush but I was too distracted. Kyuhyun s his arm around my waist, "To family" he whispered and raised his mug. They clinked and cheered.  They were all smiled except for me. How could I smile at a time like this? How could I say that I don't care when actually, I do! How could I say that that I'm thankful for the peope around me that they're defending me if they're involved in this issue? How this be possible?! I'm so humiliated! Not for my own sake but for Kyuhyun and Donghae's sake! It would be okay with me if I was the only one involved but, Kyuhyjn and Donghae are part of this issue and that made me feel so disgusting! 

"Come on, I'm going to need tot talk to you" Donghae pulled me out from the circle of friendship and brought me to the corner of the cafe. My eyes were concentrated on nothing but the floor. He tipped my chin to make me look up at him, "You don't ever believe in the things you read online. You're not a . You're not a gold digger or anything besides being a good person, an honest and honoring daughter and a great lover. You are special and amazing, Max. Remember that" he smiled at me. He kissed my forehead. 

"Thank you. I know you don't mean that but thanks anyway" I shyly thanked him. 

"Wait, what do you mean by 'not mean that'?" 

"I know you don't mean that I'm a nice person, Max. I know you don't mean that I'm a good person. But you still tell me that just to make me feel better about myself" 

He sighed, "I didn't say this because I want you to feel good. I said it because I know you" he said and turned his back to me. He walked back to the circle and started talking about something. As I followed him witb my eyes, they landed on Kyuhyun. He was looking at me. I breathed in and walked back to the circle. I sat back on my seat, took the cup of hot chocolate from the table and took a seat. 

Wow. This tastes reallt, really good. I took a cookie from the table and took a bite from it. Damn this is good! Wow! "Max, when didntou two start dating?" Kangin asked, "Kyuhyun has been in and out from the dorm for the past few days and he's always on smiles when we have practices" 

"We have been going out for, what, a week now?" Kyuhyun took my hand in his, squeezed it like he always does. I looked at him and gave him a smile. A small and sweet smile. 

"Awwww! You two are so sweet!" Shindong made a ailed aegyo, still, it was cute and it made me smile. I know they want to ask me how Kyuhyun and I ended together when at first, it was Donghae and I who showed affection in front of them. I wouldn't question them. Still, Inwas thankful that they didn't bring it up like a casual topic. They stayed safe on the words they used, tried their best not to offend my in anyway. 

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Jessianna77 #1
Chapter 40: Just marathon-ed your story. PLEASE do a sequel (if you haven't already).
Norhane #2
Chapter 40: i seriously enjoyed reading your story but you can't leave us hanging like that, we need the sequel i want maxhae i never supported that cheatting bastard of BBKyu
tsha_l #3
Hi, I just wanted to drop you a line or two to let you know that I've read this fic twice and enjoyed it so much that I'm hoping there'll be a sequel. I completely love Donghae and hope he'll take the opportunity to fight as he promised. Thank you for writing it!
alexajjang
#4
Chapter 40: The ending was so sad T__T
I can't believe Kyu cheated on her :(
I'm excited for the sequel. I hope they will meet again and be together
MaoZhin
#5
Chapter 40: Oh... Honestly, I didn't expect that... I'm still confused...
Yeah...
But I enjoyed this story :) Sometimes I was feeling a bit weird when I was reading because I'm 15 too... XD
Tbh I love your stories, keep writing! <3
Hope you will update "Having You" soon~^^
mincupin07 #6
Chapter 40: So I was mad Max got with Kyu-nim, now I want to know Kyu-nim's side more! At least his POV~! A least short/one-shot sequel, years and years later!

What has thee done to my heart that it now lies in shreds? +.+ hahah

What an unexpected ending, that it just can't end like this!!!!!
mincupin07 #7
Chapter 31: Chapter 31: Noooo my MaxHae ship is threatened!

MaxHae is a ship that I ship as hard as Olicity! And there are only two ships I ship! Gya!
mincupin07 #8
Chapter 28: YES! DONGHAE! YESS! *chapter 28 now*
mincupin07 #9
Chapter 22: I'm seriously burning through this. Donghae-nim, Donghae-nim and Max!
mincupin07 #10
Chapter 13: DONGHAE! Even I'm a gaemer~ Donghae! Lee! Dong Hae! Araseo? (ignores the fact that this is a completed fic TT.TT)