Stairs
A Pet of Fate
It’s almost 7 o’clock in the morning, EXO’s dorm is in peace and all the people living there are still on their slumber.
“This is such a quiet area. You’re members don’t know that they’ll be disturbed once you show your face to them.”
Woobin is leaning outside the car’s window, sitting on the driver’s seat and one of his arms hook around Chanyeol’s shoulder who is beside him. Chanyeol is fully cloth that he has seven-layer-of-clothing covering his whole body. His clothes have a combination of black and blue.
This is the only moment again that finally Chanyeol can see the outside world out of that hellish prison inside Woobin’s room.
“Aren’t you excited seeing them again?” Woobin excitedly asked, looking at Chanyeol’s so dead expression.
Chanyeol has swollen eyes, maybe because of the never ending sobbing and sleepless night. He avoids the actor’s stare, looking at the glass in front of him instead.
He sighs and says. “You should let me wear my clothes again.”
“I told you that you can’t have them anymore.” Chanyeol looks at the taller. “Since I’m not going to see you for a while, I’m going to use that for my fantasy about you.”
The boy shows how disgusted he is with Woobin, just thinking what the man means of fantasy.
“If I can just lock you down forever with me but I need to work, Babe.” Woobin moves his face closer to Chanyeol. He nuzzles the boy’s nose with his.
“I’ll miss you, so…” Then, Woobin crashes his lips to Chanyeol’s. They dive again to one of their passionate kisses. The actor ends up pushing the boy on his seat. This will be their last kiss for the time being. Woobin decides to set Chanyeol free because he has a responsibility as an actor. He cannot leave it behind. The older tries pulls the rapper’s top but he remember it is multi-layered. Damn, he is stupid enough that he lets the boy wear so many clothes.
Chanyeol holds Woobin’s hand that is trying to undress him. “Just stop.” Then, he coldly said.
“Sorry.” Woobin bits his lips.
He goes back to his position, hands holding the wheels.
“You better leave now Chanyeol before I change my mind.” He releases a deep breath while looking at the rear view.
The boy obeys what he commands him. He wraps the blue plaid scarf lying on his lap around his neck. This is to hide the bruises marked on it. Woobin on the other hand takes something out of his jeans' pocket, Chanyeol’s phone.
“Here.” Woobin said shortly.
Chanyeol cannot hide how he misses his phone that his eyes are shining since he has it again. He wipes his eyes to hide his emotion that makes Woobin chuckles.
“See you next time.” He gives a peck on Chanyeol’s cheek. “Now go.”
Chanyeol carefully gets out of the car. As soon as Chanyeol is outside, Woobin starts the engine and leaves the boy behind.
Chanyeol could not believe this. He is free again. Is this for real?
Before something bad happens again, he shall go inside their unit’s building quickly. He did not run though. He just walks calmly, savoring the moment of his freedom.
It feels so nostalgic for him. It has been three days since he last saw this place. He decides to use the stairs instead of using the elevator. He surely misses it as the way he grips the railings of it. While walking upstairs, he checks his phone.
God! 271 Voicemail Messages!
He lets to hear some of those, placing the device closely to his ear.
“Chanyeol, where are you? You brat!” ‘That's Sunny-Unni’s voice’ His thoughts.
“My Chan, we want you back.” Luhan softly said. The older seems to be crying as Chanyeol can hear whimper with his voice.
“Hyung, I’m so so ~SO worried. Please, we want to see you again.” The Chinese magnae Tao said
“Chanyeol-Baby, it’s me Krystal. Want to go out with me? Then, come back to us right now!” She said who she is.
Those are just some of the voicemails he receives from the people he thought did not care for him at all. With those four pieces of messages, his eyes just became so heavy. In any second, his face will shower with tears.
It does not stop him listening to one more of it. One more…
“Chanyeol.” That voice.
He suddenly falls onto his knees. In order not to subside completely, one of his weak hand holds the railing tightly.
“Hyung?” The feelings he have is too deep that only triggers him to shed tears.
The message continues…
“You are not a young boy anymore. Keep that in your mind that you're full grown now. Look how tall you are. I believe you. You can go back to us on your own. We will be waiting for you.”
Cry, Chanyeol cries all his might. His voice is shaking, cracking, terribly awful. He places his phone closer to his chess, to his heart. Slowly as he weeps, he kneels down the floor, face almost kiss it.
“I’m so sorry!” His apology. “If I should'nt have been careless, this would not happen!”
Any person that will experience what he had been through will feel so bad. After those series of horror within 2 days and 3 nights, it is unforgivable. Yes, those moments can be consider short, but enough to change his life forever. He can never go back to normal. He just can’t.
After a few moments of releasing the pain permanently marked on his heart, he crawls up to the railings for him to stand. His eyes do not mean to see the ground downstairs; making him wants to do something outrageous.
Shall he jump there and end his miserable life?
Meanwhile at EXO’s dorm, in which is just closer to where Chanyeol is, some members are already awake.
D.O. and Xiumin is preparing some breakfast for their brothers and managers. This is going to replenish their will in looking for their lost member.
Luhan, Sehun and Tao are also up in that morning. The trio are all at the couch. Sehun is resting in Luhan’s lap while his hair is combed by the older's hand. Tao does not like to watch the two but he just did it. He is sitting in the opposite couch, arms cross to his chest, roll his eyes in awkwardness.
Ding Dong!
~End~
A/N
Chanyeol's pain is my pain too. Exostans' pain too! I should focus here instead than watching EMA. Are you hurt like me?
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