“Chanyeol, I’m sorry.”

            “No, it’s ok. I’m at blame”

            “I want to see you.”

            “We can’t see each other again. Kris-Hyung is right, let’s break up.”

            “What are you saying?”

            “If we end this, Kris-Hyung will stop hurting me.”

            “And, what? You’ll be abandon again just like before. Chanyeol, I’m the only one who cares for you. You can’t do this to me!”

            “Just listen to wh—”

            “I can’t live without you! If you leave me I’ll destroy you!”

            “Go ahead! I’m already wrecked; you have nothing to destroy on me.”

            “Chany—”

            Beep… Beep… Beep…

            Chanyeol, currently in  longer ginger blonde hair, tosses his phone to the wall near the bed frame where he is facing after his last conversation to his now ex-boyfriend. It hurts so bad. He cried all his might while he is sitting on the edge of his bed, head bends on the mattress.

            Whatever happens, he will be missing the actor. Woobin is still Chanyeol’s. He started having feelings with him. Even that man hurts him a lot, he will never change the fact he likes him.

            His gaze is on his phone that now has a shattered screen. It blinks thrice before it becomes totally dead. Chanyeol whimpers more after he sees that. He crawls to the bed frame slowly, hands shaking as he reaches his phone.

            “Hyunjoong!” He cried. He calls him multiple times like he is going crazy. He lays his torso and his head to the bed, face all wet with tears.

            Chanyeol is not aware Kris watches all his sorrow just behind the door. He does not know why he is feeling the pain with his younger brother. He cannot take this anymore he leaves Chanyeol’s sob behind.

            After a few days, Chanyeol is just lock in his room, getting thinner because he stops eating since that moment. He may be thinking to lose his life and get rotten inside his bedroom. Do you think EXO will just let that happen?

            All s do not stop forcing him to eat. They will do anything even performing the Reborn Treatment again. It is not only working at this time. Chanyeol also stops with sleeping. His bath, it gets longer; that is why Luhan keeps on going with him inside the bathroom to make sure he will never do the same like what he did before.

            Among these boys, there is one of them shows clearly how worried he is for Chanyeol. D.O. is usually the one who observes him especially with his meal. He forces Chanyeol to eat but the rapper, he will be staring somewhere blankly.

            “Chanyeol, eat up.” D.O. said almost begging for his brother to be fed. He and Chanyeol are sitting on the edge of the bed while he is poking the spoonful of porridge to the taller’s mouth. He sighs since frustration is overcoming him.

            “Chanyeol.” He calls the rapper steadfastly. “Stop being like this! If you DIE, I’ll die with you.”

            The ginger blonde finally gives him attention as the boy looks at him with a gloomy face.

            “Kyungsoo.” The shorter’s eyes develops a few tears on his eyes at the same time they are looking at each other.

            Chanyeol suddenly hugs him, though getting drained with crying, his sight still becomes watery.

            “I’m in pain, Kyungsoo.” He sobs earning gentle taps on the other to his back.

            “I know.”

            Little that they know, Kris is there behind them smoking in anger.

            “You !” The tallest snarls at the same time the two startle when they heard that horrifying voice.

            Kris pulls D.O. away from his pet, making the shorter let goes of the bowl of porridge he is holding and falls down the floor. The next thing happens, Kris grips the top of Chanyeol’s lengthy hair harshly.

            “Hyung!” D.O. knows what will happen that he wants to stop it.

            “Kyungsoo, leave this room before I’ll kill you.” Kris’ warning with his dark voice beats his will.

            When D.O. goes out, Chanyeol’s pitiful howls start inside that room after he is slammed by the door. He is nervous what is going on inside, there is a possibility Chanyeol is going to be bloody because of the madness Kris is showing right now.

            D.O. knocks the door as tough as he can to save his harm member. He tries to twist the door knob but it is locked.

            “Chanyeol! Yifan-Hyung, stop whatever you’re doing with Chanyeol! I’m begging you!” He does not notice his face is wet with tears while he is pleading. God, he does not know what to do anymore.

            Before he hits his hand like a hammer on the door, there is someone who grasps his wrist to stop him.

            “Jongdae!” D.O. said in surprise when he learned who it was.

            “Leave them alone, Kyungsoo.” Chen said with a frowning expression.

            “But, Hyung.” D.O. shakes of his hold from him. “Why Yifan-Hyung keep on doing this?”

            “I told you don’t put your nose sniffing on them.” The younger forces himself to calm down in middle of Chen’s explanation. “Just let them, Kyungsoo. Let them know what they really feel for each other.”

            Since that day, Kris who has been watching Chanyeol like a hawk from the beginning decided to swap with Xiumin as Chanyeol’s roommate. So he can fully view every movement this boy is doing.

            One of those instances, in a gray rainy sky, Lee Seunghwan visits his talent’s dorm just to check Chanyeol’s condition. He sees Chanyeol after days of no sleep drifted to his slumber on his bed in the present.

            This calms the manager down, knowing Chanyeol is getting better. What more if he says something that he is hesitating if this is a good news.

            “Chanyeol.” Disappointedly, he needs to wake him up so he can announce what he needs to. He shake Chanyeol a bit that this boy who turns to a light sleeper opens his eyes.

            When he glances that it is his manager, he sits up in a snail pace and politely greets this man.

            “Hyung.” He vows with his frail condition. Manager Lee pucks his lips together dramatically, as he places his hand to Chanyeol’s shoulder.

            “Chanyeol, I want to inform you that Kim Woobin-sshi is sick right now.” What does Chanyeol care to that guy? They are over, right? “He is at his hometown and lock himself there just like you. He does not want anyone to approach him and only requesting for one person.”

            “And, that was me, correct?” His manager nods. “Why are you telling this by the way?”

            “Manager Moon requested to me about this. He is so worried with his talent that is why approach me. I also know how much you wanted to see him. I’ll let you, Chanyeol.” He holds Chanyeol’s shoulder a little tighter. “You two need to get better before your lives get ruined.”

            Chanyeol is sent by an SM Staff to Jeonju. It is a long trip but it is alright for Chanyeol because he will finally meet his lost lover again. When they reach his house, cannot even consider to that because it is a huge area. Woobin bought for himself and maybe for his future wife with their child.

            Chanyeol attempts to penetrate the place, the more to his surprise the door is unlocked. Woobin might have gone somewhere. He enters the place attracted with the colors of the surrounding that is playing with black, gray and white.

            He encounters an old man while he is in the middle of roaming the place. That person is too composed not even thinking Chanyeol must be a thief.

            “Master Woobin is at his bedroom upstairs. Climb there and the second room you will see is for him.” The old man advises. He supposedly be Woobin’s housekeeper.

            He goes upstairs just what he is instructed. When he reaches the room that the old man mentioned, he saw nothing inside there. No trace of Woobin at all.

           “Hyunjoong?” Chanyeol calls while turning around making he does not misses any corner of the room searching for his boyfriend.

            As his sight becomes playful with the items in the room, there is one thing that struck him the most. In the rectangular sapphire blue picture frame on top of Woobin’s dresser, a familiar person is with the actor inside the photo.

            Chanyeol gasps realizing who it is, stepping back away from the dresser. He is unaware someone is behind him and bumps with it.

            He turns around and Woobin with hair down at last shows himself. Woobin has a simple curve on his lips. Instead of providing the same, Chanyeol looks so puzzled.

            “Hyunjoong.” He said with a shivering tone. “Why are you with Kyuwan-Sunbae in that picture?”

            Now, Woobin is smirking at him.

~End~