GD’s POV

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It’s been a week since Seungri slammed the door in my face and I really hated that. The things didn’t change much; he is still not talking to me too much and prefers to lock up in his room. Last night I called him to watch a movie and we ended up fighting and yelling at each other.

It’s 7^th of December and five days until his birthday. I was planning a huge party and I am going to do it. I really want this to be perfect. I can’t really wait for it; maybe he will realize that I do care about him. I really care about him a lot, he is special to me and I just realized it. And I know that he likes me, but we’re both too afraid to admit it.

A knock on my door interrupted me from my thoughts. I got up and saw Daesung standing there smiling.

“Yes Dae?” I smiled

“Can I go shopping for decorations now? For the party?” He asked

“Yes, I will go talk to the bar manager today too. “ I said

“Okay, I will take Seung shopping. Have fun. “

“You too Dae” I said waving at him.

I got out of my room and went straight to the kitchen. I was hungry and there was nothing to eat except TOP’s ice-cream and he will kill me if I touch it. I closed the fridge and felt like there was someone behind me .I slowly turned and got scared

“What the Bae, why are you doing this?”

“I didn’t mean to scare you. Sorry” He said smiling at me

“Well you did” I said pouting

“What should I do to make it up to you? I know, I’ll make you breakfast” He said and kissed my cheeks

I blushed and smiled at him

“Yes, you could do that” I said and poured some coffee in a cup.

“So what’s the plan for today?” Bae said while getting some eggs out of the fridge

“Going to that club you know, for Panda” I whispered the last word

“Can I come with you?” Bae asked

“Sure” I said smiling

Seungri came out of the room and waved at both of us. He sat down on the chair and I offered to pour him a cup of coffee. He smiled and thanked me.

“How was your night maknae?” I asked

“Good, yours hyungs ?” He said

“Mine was good.” Bae answered

“I didn’t sleep” I said

“Wae?” He asked

“I just couldn’t. “ I answered 

“You must sleep hyung. You will get panda eyes and I am the only one allowed to have panda eyes” he said cutely. He is sure open today

“Maybe I will have cuter panda eyes. “ I said smiling at him

“No, you can’t. I am the best” He said laughing

“Yes you are. You are the cutest “ I said laughing

He blushed and tried to hide it and it was so cute. Taeyang was just glancing at me. He seemed upset but I don’t know why. Don’t tell me he likes me too…I can’t chose between two hot guys.

Taeyang cooked for all and it was quite delicious. Seungri offered to clean the dishes and me and Taeyang left for the club. I hugged Ri before I go and he smiled cutely again. He was so so cute!!!

Seungri’s POV

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I don’t know what got into me today but I decided to act cute. Well not act, I am cute. I had lots of fights with Ji in this weeks and I don’t want it anymore. I am trying to get over it. Well I am not succeeding because he hugged me today and I can say I melted. Gosh he is so cute!!!

Maybe my birthday won’t be bad after all. All I want it’s to kiss him and to hold him just once, to tell him how I feel for him! It’s hard!

Daesung’s POV

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Despite Seunghyun’s protests I managed to get him out of the bed and to get him to shop with me. He was cute in the morning and got dressed really quickly. We went to my favorite decoration store and we brought all those things for the birthday.

“Where will we keep all the things?” I said

“I have an apartment you know, let’s go there. I will prepare you lunch” He said

“You don’t have to. We can get back home and eat” I said

“Do you really want to see Seungri and Ji fighting and yelling at each other like last night? “

“No. I don’t even know why they are fighting”

“I’ll tell you. But please come to the apartment. It’s so cozy there” He said

“Let’s go”

We went to his apartment which I loved so much. It was so fine decorated and his style was awesome. I put all the things in the living room and followed him to the kitchen.

“Can I help with the cooking?” I asked

“If you wanna” He answered and smiled at me

I can say we had tons of fun. We were dancing and singing and chopping and frying vegetables. We had a blast together. I really like him, but I really can’t tell him anything. It’s just a crush that I had for years! Last week when he asked me if I wanted to spend Christmas with him I was overjoyed. After we finished the meal, we both started eating. We were both pleased with the results and that made me happy.

“So what is going on between Ri and Ji ?” I asked

“Ri likes Ji very much. He fell in love with him and has a hard time knowing that Ji doesn’t share the feelings. And Ji is an like always, but he suffers too because of the maknae’s attitude” He explained

“I always knew that those two have something. I hope they can find a way, it’s cruel not being able to share the feelings you have” I asked

“Have you been in a situation like this?”

“Yes, many times” I said sighing

He didn’t ask further seeing that I don’t like the question. I am in the same situation with Seungri except that Seunghyun is sweet and caring, not like Ji.

We spent the whole day together at his apartment and then we came back to the dorm. It was so nice. What surprised the both of us was that Seungri was watching a movie with Ji and didn’t fight; they were casually watching a movie. Ji seemed so happy and had a bright smile on while Panda seemed in dream world. I looked at Seung who was smiling, maybe I can get close to him , very close .