Seungri’s POV

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26^th December

My mom knocked on the door and entered. I was in the bed still sobbing quietly.

“How’s my baby?” She said putting a cup of tea on my nightstand

“I am fine” I said trying to smile

She came closer and wiped my tears away. She was confused by this, she never saw me cry like this.

“You can tell me everything when you feel it” Mom said hugging me

“There’s nothing to tell, I just had a fight with Jiyong and I am not going back there again” I said

“It was that bad? You told me that he is like a brother to you. What really happened?”

“It was a horrible fight. I don’t want to remember it” I said

“Here’s some tea, it will calm you down. If you want some breakfast you are welcomed in the kitchen” She said and turned to leave

“Mom, if they come to see me, tell them that I am not here. I can’t face Jiyong” I said and got the tea from the nightstand. Mom nodded and exited my room.

I sighed deeply; I don’t want my mom to know that me and Ji were together. She would probably hate me. What a Christmas this is, I had too high hopes for this. I guess I don’t deserve to be happy, I never was.

GD’s POV

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26^th December

We were all at the dorm deciding what to do next.

“We must go to his house. He must be there” Seunghyun said

“He could also be at the YG building” Taeyang said

“I highly doubt it Einstein. If you didn’t notice his clothes and everything is missing” Seunghyun said coldly

“Guys stop. Yes me and Taeyang did all this mess. We must solve it. “ I said

“So what’s the plan?” Seunghyun said holding Dae’s hand

“Me and Taeyang will go to his house. You two go to find him elsewhere. Try the YG building, try every possible place.” I said

“Deal” Seunghyuun said and dragged Dae out of the dorm.

Taeyang looked at me and just nodded. He got dressed and we prepared to go to his house. The road to his house was silent; we didn’t dare to say anything.

“I am sorry for everything. “ Taeyang said

“That will teach you not to mess with your drunk friend”

“I was drunk too, we’re both to blame”

“I freaking love him! I don’t understand why I did that! I love him so much!” I said and started crying

“Maybe you just needed him and confused me with him.” He said

“Let’s not think about that” I said and then we shortly arrived at his house.

Only I got out of the car, and headed to the front door. I sighed deeply and knocked on the door. The door opened and there was a familiar lady at the door step.

“Good afternoon Mrs. Lee. Sorry for disturbing you. Have you seen Seungri?” I said trying to be polite

“Seungri is upstairs, he told me that he doesn’t want to see you. “ She said with a calm tone

“B-but it’s important, I have to talk with him.”

“I don’t know…he will get mad”

“Plase Mrs. Lee, I beg you, let me see Seungri.” I said and tears were already forming in my eyes

She pulled me into a hug and whispered in my ear “upstairs, first door on the left”

I nodded and got there. I sighed deeply and opened the door to see Seungri looking at the window.

“Baby?” I said quietly

He turned to me and sighed deeply

“Get out Ji” He said immediately

“Not before you listen to me. I love you” I said and I was already crying

“You love me? Is this some kind of joke? You ed with Taeyang and now you have the guts to tell me that you love me? “ Seungri said almost yelling at me

“Seungri, I do love you. That was a mistake, I was drunk” I said getting close to his bed

“No! Loving you was a mistake! Believing that you love me was a mistake. I was the one who was drunk with the stupid thought that you love me! Now get out! I don’t want to see you anymore!” Seungri said and he was angry and crying. He was a mess

“How about everything we been through? BIGBANG and all the YG family”

“That was in the past! And BIGBANG can exist without me! “

“No, BIGBANG can’t exist without me. I beg you, come back.” I said and not I was facing him.

“ I won’t come back. So get your lame out of my house! “ He said

“But I love you Seungri! You’re my everything” I said looking in his eyes.

He closed his eyes and punched me in the face hard enough to make me fall of the bed.

“GET OUT!” Seungri said and I I got out of his room. I looked on the hallway mirror and my face was red.

I got to the living room and prepared to go when his mom stopped me.

“What happened between you two?” She said and I figured out that Seungri didn’t tell her anything

“A fight, nothing more. “ I said wiping my tears

“You two are such bad liars” She said and gave me a smile

“Anyway, will you call me if he leaves or something?” I said

“Yes, sure” she said and I got out

I made my way to the car and I was all shaking and in no condition to drive. Taeyang didn’t dare to ask something, he just got into the driver seat and drove to the dorm right away. On the road I managed to call Seunghyun and told him that we found him .He was happy for a moment, then after I told him everything he said that we should get back to the dorm.

We were back and Seunghyun with Dae came afterwards. I was continuing crying and Daesung patted my back.

“So what do we do now?” Seughyun asked

“What can we do? I guess this is the end” I said sobbing

“Should we call YG?” He asked again

“Let’s not ruin Christmas for him. And I have no strength left. Let’s do it tomorrow”  I said

“We should all get some rest. Me and Daesung we’ll be at my apartment. Call us if you hear anything.”

“Okay” I said and left for my room. I sighed deeply and crashed on the bed.

I just can’t believe it. I ruined everything! 

A/N : Don't hate me :D