GD’s POV

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No news about my Ri yet. It seems he disappeared and doesn’t want to be found. I am going to find him if it’s the last thing I do. I want him to understand that I love him. I love him more than anything and I can’t stand not seeing him. It’s like a part of me is missing.

I was on the couch watching some TV shows drinking some coffee with Taeyang beside me. I could tell he is very sorry for what he done. The truth is we are both to blame, we both did it and I regret it. I regret it deeply.

Before I could say something the door bell rand and Taeyang rushed to get it. He returned moments after with Daesung and Seunghyun holding hands smiling at us.

“Hey guys” I said and got up from the couch

“Hey” They both said

“What brings you here?” I asked

“New Years Eve” Seunghyun said

“I am not in the mood for party. I’ll just stay here” I said

“Yes, we’ll stay here. It’s nice to have friends around. “ Seunghyun said

“Thanks. I am glad that at least you don’t hate me”

“It was your choice to do that. A wrong one but still your choice. I won’t hate you” Seunghyun said

“So we’re spending New Years Eve together. Let’s go and buy something” I said

“I already ordered food and drinks for tomorrow night. You don’t have to worry” Seunghyun said

“Wow, thanks. I didn’t expect that” I said

“Actually we have an announcement to make and we wanted to bribe you with food” Daesung said laughing

“Go ahead” I said sitting on the couch.

“Me and Daesung are together, lovers, soul mates, a couple” Seunghyun said and my jaw dropped

“Not you too! Didn’t you see what happened to my soul mate?” I said a little bit annoyed

“Oh please, cut the crap. I won’t get drunk and my friends as you did. We love eachother!” Seunghyun said and I got really annoyed

“So you want to say that I didn’t love Seungri? You want to say that I played with him?” I said raising my voice

“If you love someone you don’t jump in your best friends arms after you had a few drinks. Let’s face it you just wanted to love him; you didn’t love him as much as he did. I am not here to argue with you. “

“Yes, you’re right. Maybe I loved him but not enough. I wanted to love him so much but it wasn’t enough. You’re right Seung. I am sorry” I said and again tears formed around my eyes.

“It will all be okay. You just need to have faith” Seunghyun said and they all hugged me.

I wish I could reverse time! I never loved him as much as I thought. I wouldn’t jump in Tae’s arms if I loved him. I was a fool; I played with him and made him believe that he is loved! I am such an awful person!

The guys cheered me up a little bit today and I was really grateful. It’s great having friends like that. One thing is for sure, I will never forget myself for doing that to Seungri.

Seungri’s POV

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Today was boring; I only took a walk through the city. It was snowing and it was so nice. I loved when it snowed and it calmed me down.

Now it was almost time to go to dinner with Se7en. Something told me that I shouldn’t but I promised him and I can’t break my promise. He is a friend so nothing bad will happen. I got dressed in fancier clothes and went to the restaurant. There was se7en waiting for me in front of the restaurant smiling.

“I thought you would never show up” He said hugging me

“I always show up” I said laughing a bit

We sat down at a table and he brought us two big plates of food.

“I made them myself so you better like it” He said laughing

“I’ll see about that” I said smiling at him

We began eating. I can say it was delicious and I enjoyed it very well. He brought wine and poured two glasses.

“So tell me, why did you left BIGBANG?”

“Like I said, long story”

“We have time. We can sit here until morning. “ He said

“Okay. But you’ll get freaked out.”

“Try me”

“To make it short…I…Me and GD we were…we were in a relationship…and he cheated on me with Taeyang on Christmas. I decided to leave them; I don’t want to see them anymore” I said

“I am sorry for you. I am sorry I made you tell me. “Se7en said

“It’s no problem. It’s okay” I said smiling to him

We talked about many stuff for another hour and then we headed home. He walked me to the hotel and I laughed the whole way. It was so much fun with him and I enjoyed every moment. We arrived at the hotel and it was time we said goodnight.

“One more thing before I go” He said

“Tell me”

“What are you doing tomorrow night? You know it’s the New Year Eve. Any plans?”

“A bottle of Champagne and me alone in the hotel room drunk” I said laughing

“Bring that bottle at my place, if you want of course. I am alone too. Wanna come?”

“Yeah, okay” I said smiling

He gave me his phone number and address and then he left. I felt my senses go wild! Ri don’t do the same mistake twice! Don’t you dare fall in love with him! Don’t!!!!

I went back to my hotel room and crashed on the bed. Somehow I feel like cheating on GD, yes it’s stupid since we’re no longer a couple but it feels weird. Anyway I have to move on! Tomorrow I will party!

A/N : Hey guys! Late update i know but i don't feel like writing today . don't know why! 

Have you seen MAMA 2012? Have you see BIGBANG's Performace? EPIC! <3 i loved it :D

Sorry but i think this chapter is for today only!  i will update more tomorrow :D Please don't hate me :D