It all started when I was born on this world, when I learn how to crawl, walk and talk; how to cry, how to be happy and sad, even learn how to eat by myself. Maybe, these were ones of all the reasons why I was given a chance to meet that someone. Some people may call it crush, puppy love, infatuation, first love or love itself but one thing for sure my life has a meaning because of her.

For the first time I saw her and that was when I am in kindergarten I knew I love her before I even met her. It may sound impossible or stupid because I am too young that time and doesn’t even know anything about love or not aware of that kind of word do exist but I knew for sure when I first lay my eyes on her when she pass by I already feel that called thing ‘sparks’. The sparks that burns me, giving me warmth, which electrifies me and makes my heart, beats too fast. Weird huh? Indeed, it is really strange but I don’t care as long as it all because of her, that settles it.

Even though I am just nobody to her, I am still happy and though I may look like a stalker to her on our first day of school however destiny still likes me why? Not just because, she is my schoolmate, she also became my classmate not only that we are seatmates, can you believe it? I thought at the first place it was great then again as time pass by it gives me aches not because she always ignore and cold to me, well she always like that to everyone on the other hand, it’s killing me because the more we spent time together in school or any related school activities the more I fall for her. Argh! The fall was really hard, and I can’t even stand.

Then one day everything was change, yeah a biggest break in my life. Now, I do believe that miracles do happen anyways; accidentally we became friends. Wanna know why it all happens? How? Well, simply because I’m her knight in shining armour get it? I stand out on the crowd just to protect her to all of our bullies’ classmates, they’re bad to her, yeah I admit she’s kinda icy but I was right she has a warm and soft heart, she just too shy to show off and that is the reason why she chose to be cold.

Every day and night that God is given me, I am thankful because I’m gonna be with her, spend my every moment with her. Every day is a special day for me nonetheless for her it is just a normal well it is obvious I’m really childishly in love with her and if she’s in love with me I know it just a friendly love and it will never be more beyond that. I hope it will continuously be like this, and even if we will stay friends forever, my love will never change, never will be.

Conversely, there is a saying that nothing seems last. I will never forget that day, it was the 10^th of February, 1995 when she leaves me, her family will migrate in States and what is painful? It was my special day, my birthday and my first birthday with her. I am not expecting for any gifts, especially a gift from her cause she is already a gift that I thought I can never have but then life is so ironic I wish that day never come. I try to stops her but wait, who am I to do that? Do I have the right? Yes, I try to smile and bid her a goodbye that’s all I can do.

By the way, I forgot to mention her name sorry I am too busy sharing my feelings. Her name was Jung Sooyeon.