It's been five days since Donghyuck and I didn't talk. Jeno had done a very great job on not telling Donghyuck about the reason on why I'm avoiding him. It's pretty obvious that I still like Donghyuck and that's the reason why I don't want him to know. I just want to move on first and make Jeno and Donghyuck in a relationship. I promised Jeno that I will help him in courting Donghyuck if I'm ready.

I thought it's gonna be easy at first but everytime that I see Donghyuck, my heart won't stop breaking into pieces. Everytime I see his beautiful tanned skin, auburn hair, heart shaped lips and hear his captivating voice, I always end up tearing up. I couldn't stop crying whenever I thought of the memories we made with each other even just a short time. At the library where we first met, at the cliff where I screamed everything that I wanted to say, at the park where we always talk about the future things, at the mall where he always ask me to treat him a scoop of ice cream, at my room where he cooked breakfast for me, at the cemetery where he always accompany me to visit Eomma, at the classroom where I always remember Mr. Kim calling Donghyuck as my boyfriend.. everywhere.. it always screams Donghyuck.

I tried so hard not to think about him. Renjun noticed my sudden loneliness and he didn't hesitate to help me with it. He knew about Donghyuck as he is the only person that I trust the most when it comes to these issues. Renjun is my helping hand. He does listen to my constant whinings and tears before but he told me that these days, I'm very different which he took seriously.

"You're madly in love with him, aren't you?" Renjun suddenly asked while we're eating our ice cream.

"How can you say that?"

"You're staring at him again." It's not a lie. I cannot keep my eyes off Donghyuck most especially when he's shining like that. He always shine and that's the biggest problem for me. "How can I move on?"

"Focus on something else. Maybe you can join some club or anything?" Renjun said and shoved another spoonful of ice cream in his mouth. "What club do you suggest?" I asked while scooping the cold dessert.

"I don't know. Maybe you can join the basketball team? You're good at that sports right?" Renjun suggested and it isn't a bad idea anyway. "Do you think I'll pass the try out?"

"Believe in yourself, Mark Lee." He said and gave me a thumbs up.

"Mom, Dad, I'm home." I called from the front door and I saw Jaehyun Mom coming out from the kitchen... with Do