Chapter 38

In Time You'll Love

Dear Mother,

I've decided to take the secret of my affair with me to the grave. Why would I ruin such a perfect life we are starting to build together now that I've been freed from prison? I got the second chance I didn't deserve, but I will take it with the upmost gratitude. If you love me you'll keep my secret too. I am finally going to be happy now. I know that Jay will be happy too in time. He still seems a bit bitter towards Kibum, but after I explained to him that no one could ever replace his mother in his heart, and that Kibum wasn't trying to, he seems less hesitant around him. 

I am saddened that you couldn't make it to the wedding, but I understand. You have responsibilities tying you to home. I'll send you copies of all the pictures, and make sure the photographer takes a whole album full. You should see how Jay looks in his tux. He's gotten so tall so fast, and just keeps growing. It's a little frustrating that I have to constantly buy him new clothes. Haha I hope his tux still fits by the time we have the wedding this Sunday. I'm sure you'd say he really takes after me, and I can't argue with that. His doctor said he may even be taller than me. Imagine that! He probably would be the tallest man in Korea! I'm sure the day I look up to talk to him will be one where I just can't stop laughing the whole time.

After Kibum did all that he could to miraculously spring me from jail things seemed to be back to normal again. I swear on my life I'll never wrong Kibum again. He has saved me so many more times than I deserved. I need to settle down anyways. I've got a kid already, and Kibum has been trying to convince me to have more. I didn't really need to think on it much. I'm sure a year from now you'll have another little grandkid to spoil. I'm positive Jay would like having a younger brother or sister to play with. He has always been such a loner, but maybe a sibling might open him up a little. I think it'd be good for him to have a playmate, maybe multiple depending on what Kibum thinks after our first one together. I feel already excited for it even though we agreed not to think about any other children until after the honeymoon.

Oh and speaking of the honeymoon... Jay will be dropped off at your house Tuesday afternoon. We'll pick him up again in two weeks once our honeymoon is over. We're going to be close though if you need us. Kibum wanted to go out in the country to some luxury resort spa. It's about a two hour drive, and we doubted Jay wanted to sit around in a spa all day for two weeks. I'm sorry if after this I won't be able to write to you as often. Things will be busy I'm sure with a new kid in the house. Still, I'll try to call or write when I can. 

Your loving son,

Minho

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Hey! It's been a long while, a year since I finished this! xD Well, I'm taking up writing again, and since this was my most beloved fic, I'd like to start up the sequel soon. I'll set it up as soon as I make the poster/banner (or whatever it's called)

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err4tic
#1
Chapter 50: Why is this so crazy and convoluted and tragic and so freaking awesome? I’ll tell you the truth, I almost stopped reading a few chapters in... I’m glad I didn’t. Now, on to the sequel.
Rellamellow #2
Chapter 52: I don't even know what to say now that it's over, this is all so tragic ans it's bringing me so close to tears because despite everything that happened, Jongkey loved each other. They loved each other so much despite memory losses and people trying to get in between them. They we're... soulmates. Destined to be together. I think that's what soulmates really are. People that are "a perfect fit" for each other, yet things can still change and they can still choose to be with everyone else in this world, they just can't be as happy with them as they would be with their soulmate. And in some cases, you only realise who your soulmate is when it's too late.
I think this story, although sad, is still do incredibly romantic and kind of... encouraging? It surely gives some life advice, in terms of love. You should always tell someone if you like/love them because you don't know how they feel, what they're going through while thinking their feelings are unrequited. Imagine how this story would have ended if Kibum and Jonghyun gat met up more and Kibum had told him that he liked him. And I don't want to think about how many people experience that day by day. Thinking their love is unrequited and therefore giving up and locking themselves away when they could be so happy with the person they have feelings for.
Shaiala #3
Chapter 50: ;;;;;;; such a bitter ending! I've followed this story since around chapter 4, i'm glad to have seen its end; ;; thank you author
Shaiala #4
Chapter 49: ;;;;;;;; Kibum really is teetering between happiness and hell ;;;;;;;;;
Rellamellow #5
Chapter 49: "Maybe he can soothe my heart" no no no no no. No. That's so cruel. ;;;;;;;;;;;;♡
matassie_xyx69 #6
Chapter 48: This is making me cry, its so sad and beautiful. I swear, this is possibly the saddest fic ive ever read, its just so beautiful. I cant deal with this, i dont know what I'll do when Kibum finds him. The only words for this are tragicaly beautiful.
Rellamellow #7
Chapter 48: Oh my god so the makeout session really happened aaaaaa. I was seriously questioning almost everything in Jonghyun's letters after Kibum found him and it turned out that all of the letters were from him but now Kibum's pov explained so much and verified these things and just... This is so tragic. ;;
I'm still trying to figure out what you meant when you said I was gonna like the sequel... that statement has been stuck in my had for a long time...
I can also feel the and approaching fast here... there's not a lot of time left before he finds him... oh god, I don't want this to happen again and again and again... ;;;;
Shaiala #8
Chapter 48: Ahhh Ki is having an internal debate, I hope he finds his answer
Shaiala #9
Chapter 47: The 4 of them are in such a complicated relationship. Jong suicides after Ki and Min's marriage, Tae's love is unrequited, Min has cheated on Ki with Tae, and Ki is stuck between his love and his dreams. I wonder if Jin will have anything to do with the upcoming plot or not?
Rellamellow #10
Chapter 47: This is so sad but I'm also really happy that the date like... actually happened and that they had so much fun? ;;♡