Chapter 38
In Time You'll LoveDear Mother,
I've decided to take the secret of my affair with me to the grave. Why would I ruin such a perfect life we are starting to build together now that I've been freed from prison? I got the second chance I didn't deserve, but I will take it with the upmost gratitude. If you love me you'll keep my secret too. I am finally going to be happy now. I know that Jay will be happy too in time. He still seems a bit bitter towards Kibum, but after I explained to him that no one could ever replace his mother in his heart, and that Kibum wasn't trying to, he seems less hesitant around him.
I am saddened that you couldn't make it to the wedding, but I understand. You have responsibilities tying you to home. I'll send you copies of all the pictures, and make sure the photographer takes a whole album full. You should see how Jay looks in his tux. He's gotten so tall so fast, and just keeps growing. It's a little frustrating that I have to constantly buy him new clothes. Haha I hope his tux still fits by the time we have the wedding this Sunday. I'm sure you'd say he really takes after me, and I can't argue with that. His doctor said he may even be taller than me. Imagine that! He probably would be the tallest man in Korea! I'm sure the day I look up to talk to him will be one where I just can't stop laughing the whole time.
After Kibum did all that he could to miraculously spring me from jail things seemed to be back to normal again. I swear on my life I'll never wrong Kibum again. He has saved me so many more times than I deserved. I need to settle down anyways. I've got a kid already, and Kibum has been trying to convince me to have more. I didn't really need to think on it much. I'm sure a year from now you'll have another little grandkid to spoil. I'm positive Jay would like having a younger brother or sister to play with. He has always been such a loner, but maybe a sibling might open him up a little. I think it'd be good for him to have a playmate, maybe multiple depending on what Kibum thinks after our first one together. I feel already excited for it even though we agreed not to think about any other children until after the honeymoon.
Oh and speaking of the honeymoon... Jay will be dropped off at your house Tuesday afternoon. We'll pick him up again in two weeks once our honeymoon is over. We're going to be close though if you need us. Kibum wanted to go out in the country to some luxury resort spa. It's about a two hour drive, and we doubted Jay wanted to sit around in a spa all day for two weeks. I'm sorry if after this I won't be able to write to you as often. Things will be busy I'm sure with a new kid in the house. Still, I'll try to call or write when I can.
Your loving son,
Minho
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