Dear Kibum,

I'm sorry. I'm so very sorry. Please forgive me, my love. Today was the first time I ever saw you cry, and I feel so ashamed that it was because of me. My heart ached as I watched the tears stream down your face. It still does even now, because the memory haunts me. Do not let what I've done ruin us, because we are stronger than that. I did this to better us. With Minho out of the way, we are finally free to be together. Do not shed another tear for him, because this is a joyous occasion. 

I will give you time to grieve, because I know you're taking this hard. You may even blame yourself, but you're not to blame. I am the one who did this, and only me. When you have come to your senses though, I will be here waiting. Come over anytime you're ready, and I'll gladly be yours. We can move in together now, and wake up to each other's smiling face every morning. Doesn't that sound wonderful? We can be free to kiss and hug each other as much as we want without fear that Minho may be lurking around the corner. No longer must our love be a secret. We can be together officially now, and start our life together.

I'm going out drinking tonight with Jinki and Taemin to celebrate. I did invite you, but you said you weren't in the mood to party. Hopefully you'll change your mind later in the night and come join us. I really hope you don't take this harder than you should. Don't let him have such control over you that his going away puts you in a state of eternal despair. Instead, see the brighter side, like how you've gained a more kind, caring suitor to court you. I certainly hope you know better than to turn me into the police too. 

Would you rather see me rot in jail? Or be wrapped up in my loving embrace? Although the answer may seem obvious, the guilty grieving mind does not always follow the path of logic. Please don't let your emotions get the better of you, and consider all that I have to offer you as your lover. Consider how much better I am for you than Minho, and how much better your life is now that he's no longer a part of it. No, I shouldn't say or think such things. I know you'll do the right thing. I should have no worries, because you'll always be mine and I'll be yours. I'm so sorry, Kibum.

Lastly, before I go, who is that kid I saw crying with you when Minho was taken away? I've never seen him before. The little boy that you were holding looked about six or seven. Is he your nephew or something? But then why would he cry over Minho? Is he perhaps... Your son?? He does seem to have the same gorgeous twinkle in his eyes as you do. How could you have a son all this time and me not know though? Have I been so blind to everything but you that I simply never noticed? No, I swear you've never mentioned a son, nor have I ever seen that boy around your house before. Who is that boy? 

Love,

Jonghyun