Dear Jonghyun,

When I heard of Kibum and Minho's engagement I knew you would be at least twice as shocked as I. My initial thought was of how this might be the event to finally trigger the reality to be set in your mind. I thought it might be good for you, because finally you would realize Kibum was never interested in you. However, my next thought was that this shock could also trigger the negative within you. That's why I rushed over to your home as soon as I could, but it was far too late. I suppose my invitation to the wedding must've been lost in the mail for a while, because when I found you every part was as cold as if left outside to freeze amongst the snow. I'm sure you'd laid there untouched for days. How awful it must be that your passing wasn't noticed immediately. Normally I would've been at your place, since I had taken to spending every night with you, but I was out trying to put the moves on Minho. You must've felt miserable. Both of your companions left you for Minho. I hope you know that I did it for you. I successfully slept with the scumbag in an effort to split the soon to be wed couple up. I also dropped scandalous hints around Kibum to arouse suspicion, and I believe I have planted the seeds of doubt. If only you hadn't been so quick to end it. If you would've given yourself time to see what great work I've done then you wouldn't have been so distraught.

Even though I'm frustrated I can't be mad at you for this. The one truly at fault for all of this is Kibum. I read the letters left on your desk from him. All this time I thought you were just creepily admiring him from afar and sending love letters of pure devotion to him without a response in return like I have been doing, but to see how he led you on like that only to crush you sickens me. He merely toyed with you as if your soul bearing was a joke. I understand now that you were not as strange or as crazy as me. You were merely the victim of highly unfair deception. Crimes such as these should be given capital punishment as a sentence for the murdering done of one's psyche. Kibum is no better than his rotten jailbird fiancé. Although what could we have expected? It isn't really an shock that evil gets along with evil just fine. For this, I will serve him up what he owes, since no one else will.

I had once planned that I would join you in the afterlife whenever you passed on, because I knew I could not make it on my own. Seperation from you would surely be the death of me anyways, so I had decided to make it quick. Now my plans must change though. My hands may not rest until they've delivered the justice needed to put you at peace, my poor love. I shall honor you by claiming your heart back from the devil. To do that means that I must slay it first, and that won't be easy, but I shall stay devoted to you until I finally meet my own end. Wait for me there in the afterlife, for I will join you soon, and we'll live happily ever after. I write this last letter now to you as a document of my promise. I know that you will never see it yourself, but hopefully the heavens will see my good intentions and forgive me for all that I am about to do. I vow to bring back what has become lost. Only you and I shall ever know what that truly means.

Sincerely,

Taemin ;)