Chapter 3

In Time You'll Love

Dear Kibum,

I guess you didn't get my last letter, or maybe you just ignored it. Minho has been hanging around your place a lot more lately. It seems you've fallen for his tricks. Please be wary of him I beg of you. I don't want you to get hurt, but even if you are I'll always be there to catch you and pick you back up. I've seen the way he looks at you. It's like you're a fresh doe for him to prey on.

I did see you pick up the roses though with the biggest smile. I'm glad you liked them. I remembered they're your favorite. You told me a while ago when you were admiring the two rose bushes in front of my house. I plucked a dozen of them straight from those bushes just for you, sheering off the thorns so you're delicate hands would not be pricked. Although, it would be a little romantic if they did. You would be my sleeping beauty. I would slay the evil Minho, and awaken you with true love's kiss.

 Even though it seems you're getting involved with Minho at the moment, I'm still excited that we'll get to spend time together soon. Maybe then you'll realize who is a better match for you. Remember? You invited me to come have coffee at your house. I'm sure by the time this letter has reached you we'll already have had our coffee, and possibly more? I'm just so giddy about it that I can't help but mention it. We've never spent time alone in private before. We've always only had small talk out on our lawns, shouting across the way, where any nosy neighbor could watch through the window and eavesdrop.

Speaking of nosy neighbors, a kid, well more of a young adult I suppose, came by my house earlier today. He looked old enough to be legal, but still young enough to be in college. I'm sure I had at least five years seniority over him. Even though his face looked young it was evident in the amount of effort he tried to put into his muscles, and his overall physical appearance that he was trying to seem older. Perhaps he hated being taken for just a kid? I wonder what his story is, but I didn't catch anything really about him. He just told me he noticed that I looked out my window a lot at the neighborhood, wondering if I was part of the neighborhood watch. Well, I am I suppose, in a non-official way, since there isn't a neighborhood watch association in our community. I told him I sort of was, and he started flirting with me so strangely. He had leaned in and whispered,"Well just so you know... You're welcome to watch me anytime, and you should come over sometime if you want to touch with more than just your eyes", then he drew back with a wink. The whole experience made me really uncomfortable. What can I do in a situation like that? I ended up just simply nodding and shutting my door. Do you think he'll come back? It seems we both have our own enticing little vixens chasing after us now. I hope he doesn't come back.

I can't really blame you for falling for Minho I suppose. This stranger at my door was quite attractive, and Minho is too, but my love for you is strong enough that I would never succumb to such an incubus. I search for more depth in a person than just the outer layer of glittery gold dust attop the true work. I brush it off to gaze upon the true beauty, or fallacy of the person's inner workings. I ponder what drives the person, what makes them do what it is they do, and have found your drives most admirable. So admirable and unique that I can not fully wrap my head around them. I do not believe I'll ever find someone with enough likeness to you to ever replace your image engraved into my heart, mind, and bound to my soul.

Love,

Jonghyun

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Jeonsa
Hey! It's been a long while, a year since I finished this! xD Well, I'm taking up writing again, and since this was my most beloved fic, I'd like to start up the sequel soon. I'll set it up as soon as I make the poster/banner (or whatever it's called)

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err4tic
#1
Chapter 50: Why is this so crazy and convoluted and tragic and so freaking awesome? I’ll tell you the truth, I almost stopped reading a few chapters in... I’m glad I didn’t. Now, on to the sequel.
Rellamellow #2
Chapter 52: I don't even know what to say now that it's over, this is all so tragic ans it's bringing me so close to tears because despite everything that happened, Jongkey loved each other. They loved each other so much despite memory losses and people trying to get in between them. They we're... soulmates. Destined to be together. I think that's what soulmates really are. People that are "a perfect fit" for each other, yet things can still change and they can still choose to be with everyone else in this world, they just can't be as happy with them as they would be with their soulmate. And in some cases, you only realise who your soulmate is when it's too late.
I think this story, although sad, is still do incredibly romantic and kind of... encouraging? It surely gives some life advice, in terms of love. You should always tell someone if you like/love them because you don't know how they feel, what they're going through while thinking their feelings are unrequited. Imagine how this story would have ended if Kibum and Jonghyun gat met up more and Kibum had told him that he liked him. And I don't want to think about how many people experience that day by day. Thinking their love is unrequited and therefore giving up and locking themselves away when they could be so happy with the person they have feelings for.
Shaiala #3
Chapter 50: ;;;;;;; such a bitter ending! I've followed this story since around chapter 4, i'm glad to have seen its end; ;; thank you author
Shaiala #4
Chapter 49: ;;;;;;;; Kibum really is teetering between happiness and hell ;;;;;;;;;
Rellamellow #5
Chapter 49: "Maybe he can soothe my heart" no no no no no. No. That's so cruel. ;;;;;;;;;;;;♡
matassie_xyx69 #6
Chapter 48: This is making me cry, its so sad and beautiful. I swear, this is possibly the saddest fic ive ever read, its just so beautiful. I cant deal with this, i dont know what I'll do when Kibum finds him. The only words for this are tragicaly beautiful.
Rellamellow #7
Chapter 48: Oh my god so the makeout session really happened aaaaaa. I was seriously questioning almost everything in Jonghyun's letters after Kibum found him and it turned out that all of the letters were from him but now Kibum's pov explained so much and verified these things and just... This is so tragic. ;;
I'm still trying to figure out what you meant when you said I was gonna like the sequel... that statement has been stuck in my had for a long time...
I can also feel the and approaching fast here... there's not a lot of time left before he finds him... oh god, I don't want this to happen again and again and again... ;;;;
Shaiala #8
Chapter 48: Ahhh Ki is having an internal debate, I hope he finds his answer
Shaiala #9
Chapter 47: The 4 of them are in such a complicated relationship. Jong suicides after Ki and Min's marriage, Tae's love is unrequited, Min has cheated on Ki with Tae, and Ki is stuck between his love and his dreams. I wonder if Jin will have anything to do with the upcoming plot or not?
Rellamellow #10
Chapter 47: This is so sad but I'm also really happy that the date like... actually happened and that they had so much fun? ;;♡