Hello~

 

#Tears falling..

 

I think i need a whole chapter to express my feelings about finally ending this looong story with you all..

First of all and will be always end of all.. 

 

THANK YOU ALL!!!

 

 

I will tell you here how i started this story..

 

Actually in 2014, i wrote a fictional story about me and my friends falling and marrying our favorite idols in this world as we grew up. as a gift for our friend that will study in another counrty, so she can remember our stupid memories together.

And from that day on i found intrest in writing. I wrote a story in my summer vacation, but then fell again in Kwon Jiyong once again after the million and couldn't keep my concentrate about the main character of the story.

One day while downloading photo's of Jiyong and Taeyeon seperately in september, i found a photo in Taeyeon's hashtag that Jiyong and Taeyeon were together and written under it "#GTAE".

The curious inside killed me, i surfed all the pages and downladed all the photos of them together and began my life as a new GTAE-shipper.

 

I really must be thankful for that uploader for making my life better~

 

That was when i got this idea about this story suddenly, so i asked my friend that i call 'Yeobo'..

"Yeobo, this is the plot.." i sent her the plot "..How is it?"

and another friend called 'Frogie'.. 

"Dude, this is a new plot check it out.." also forwarded it to her "..What do you think?"

What shocked me was that they sent the same praises and words of encouragment at the same time!

"It's amazing."

"Write it."

"I want to read it."

"What's gonna happen later?"

"Please continue.."

"Fighting!"

 

I just kept on writing the first few chapters, but when i told my friend "Ostrich" about it and told her that i started writing it she said something that made me start all this..

"What's the use if you're writing it and keeping it in your rack, then the dust will soak it by the time?"

that grew the desire in me to gather the courage in me and publish it to the world for the first time in my life.

 

 

   

 

  This was my start here.. November 19th 2015, this was where i started walking through this long journey. I wrote, studied, got sick but wrote, had exams but still wrote, left my studies and started studying this story, stayed till the break of the dawn just writing, didn't go out with friends and family just to write, pour out all my feelings and knowlegde in this story.      Everytime the ask me what are you doing, my answer would be pictures like this.   Till now when i open our chatroom, and read the messages that i couldn't read because of writing all the time, I would see..  "Where is Limmy?" "She's writing don't you get used to it!" "Yeah right, maybe i lost my mind."   When i look at it now, i realized how lonely i was all this time. spending all my time with my headphones and laptop.    You may think that i'm exaggerating with talking about spending all this time in only writing. but look back at it, the shortest chapter in here which was the foreword, it's +2000 words. while the longest is the last one which it +10,000 words already.  here's a prove..        In 6 days i wrote a +22,000 words chapter.   In 2 days i wrote SNSD and BIGBANG's schedule from 2014 till 2016 in all details, so i can write this story in more realistic way. Even though i'm an engineering student, i opened alot of sources and started studing Jiyong's and Taeyeon's illness in details so i would deliver it to you in the right way and right infromation.       What i want to tell you, that writing isn't an easy thing to do, either it's not a hard thing to do too.  You should have a strong mentality and active memory.  If it's for me, i would encourage and cheer all the people out in this world to go and write all their feelings and stories out.  since after living this experiment, i discovered that their's alot of people that their lives are totally a drama, and even some of what i heard your tears won't stop as you're hearing it.  There's stories that might change you, might give you a hope in life, a reason to start something new in this world.  and i really hope that my story might be one of these..   Moving on, i Just want to thank everyone that viewed, subscribed, upvoted and most importantly commented.  Really when i read your comments, my mood totally changes, i can't feel the pain that i just had, i'm not angry as i just was, i'm just happy and tearing up from joy~   Most of all i want to Thank my friends that were with me all the time and inspired me with ideas when i got a blank mind..    My Yeobo My Frogie My Twinie Bear My Chicken My Ostrich My Kyoko Chan My Bestie 'Electricity' My Rhon unnie My shouteric My firstblessing   #Sorry for not mentioning all, since i can't really remember all the names, but in my heart really you'll never be forgotten. - There's my friends at insta that i always mention at every new update.. @_peaceminus1 @gd.taeyeon_gtae @spazzer_ganger @suju_snsd_fan @gtae_xs @_royalcouple @nicoco0810     Thank you all for cheering me up always wh