I Remember
I Remember[POV: Daehyun]
I can't believe that I did it, but I did.
I ended it between us.
I can't stop crying over it, knowing that I can't be with her anymore. That my life now is going to be without her at this point. My future with her, everything is without her now. I consider calling her again, to beg her to take me back, but I'm always stopped by the memory of her crying in the cafe. With that guy holding her close, comforting her.
Taking my spot.
Because I was a bad boyfriend, because I was a bad boyfriend.
She's hurt because of me. According to Darren, she's been crying about me for a while now, meaning that I have been just some burden to her.
I'm the one who's causing her to feel pain and sorrow, and I'm the one who shouldn't be around her any more. I don't deserve her anymore. She deserves anyone, but me.
I look out my window, feeling my tears build up behind my eyes. I swallow hard as I remember our night together in my bedroom. I remind myself that we can't do that again, no more kisses, hugs, no more of those.
Because I was a bad boyfriend...
She was hurt.
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