Still in Heechul POV

She must be still crying inside….. I can still hear her sobbing inside her room…. Aish… Why cant I watch my mouth??? Moment later….. I stepped in her room and I saw her lying on her bed, with her eyes closed… I went over and sit down on her bed, touching her cheek. Tears started to flow from her eyes again….. She turned her body aside, ignoring me…..

(end of Heechul POV)

What have I done to deserve this? So he never trusted me….  How could he EVER suspect I am seeing another man behind his back?? And did he say I don’t care about him at all? Now only I found out that we have so little faith in each other…. Should we carry on like this? Or end this relationship before we hurt each other further? I couldn’t sleep all night…. And I believe he can’t as well… Well… maybe it’s time we have a good talk and decided what we should do….

‘…………………………….’ I stepped out of my room and saw him sitting down on the sofa…

‘Ae Li? U r awake?’

‘……………………..’

‘Come over here….’ He takes my hand and pulls me over to the kitchen….

‘…………………….’

‘Let have breakfast…..’

‘What is this?’ I saw apple pie, apple juice, fresh apple and apple yoghurt on the dining table.

‘These are all sa gwa (apple)…. Can u accept my sa gwa?’*

(* sa gwa means apple as well as apologize in Korea…. )

‘Kim Heechul…..’

‘Dear…. I am sorry….. I don’t mean to hurt u….’ He said as he comes over to hug me…

‘Chul…..’

‘I am sorry…..’

‘Why are u behaving like that yesterday?’

‘Ae Li..... I been thinking the whole night….. I know I am indeed over reacting yesterday…. But I am worried, I am really worried u will leave me…. I always have this uneasy feeling deep down, what should I do if u leave me again one day?’

‘Why would u have this kind of silly idea?’

‘Cos…. I have no confidence at all…. Girl like u shouldn’t stuck with a brat like me…’

‘Kim Heechul!!! I forbid u to say like that!!!’ I covered his mouth to stop him from saying further.

‘Ae Li…. I love u, I really love u…. not that I don’t trust u…. just that sometime…. I still don’t feel that u belong to me…..’

‘Chul…… My babo Chul…..’

‘Can u forgive me?’

‘Chul…. Relationship is between 2 person….. So, I am in fault as well.. I admit that I didn’t really put in all my heart in this relationship….’

‘Ae Li?’

‘Because I am worried…. Worried u will leave me one day too….U r Kim Heechul, What kind of girl u can’t get? I am but just a normal girl…. Who am I to have u all by myself?’

‘U r Yu Ae Li….. And I love Yu Ae Li….’

‘U r so sweet, my Chul…. And , not that I don’t care about u, I don’t ask much because I know u hate explaining to other…. What if u runs away if I ask too much from u?’

‘U r babo too…..’

‘So…. Not sorry to me….. and Kim Heechul…. I started to love u even before we met, how would I bear to leave u?’ I said as I tiptoed and gave him a peck on his lips.

‘Yu Ae Li….. How can I don’t love u?’

‘And Kim Heechul…. I don’t like u hugging other girl! Please don’t do it again, ok?’ I said as I hug him tight.

‘Ahahahah!!! Aigoo….. jealous? Ok! Ok!’ He said as he hugged me back.

‘Hahahaha!!! Ya…. Kim Heechul….. this is a joke….I understand ur job require u to do so…. I am fine with it...But no kissing if u can help it ok?’

‘Yes, yes, my dear wife……And no more secret between us? If u don’t like what I do, please let me know…. And if I don’t like what u did…. I am gonna punish u like this…’ Chul said as he pull me closer and kiss my lip…….

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‘Chul…. When are u going back to Korea?’ I asked, leaning close to him…

‘Sigh…. Tomorrow…. I cant bear to leave u my dear…. Can I bring u back to Korea with me?’

‘No!!! hahahaha!!! So we better make full use of today, ok?’

‘Ae Li…….’

‘Here… eat ur sa gwa…. Aaaaahhh~ open ur mouth Kim Heechul, don’t pout!’

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‘Chul…. I will be quite busy next week, won’t be able to chat with you this often…..’ I looked at my Chul from the webcam, still as pretty as ever….

‘Yah~ but it’s my birthday next week!!!’

‘Mian hae……’

‘Ae Li…. Do u really loved me? How can u treat me this way?’

‘Of course I love u…. u still doesn’t believe me?’

‘But….. aish…… I know…. But call me ok?’

‘Yes, I will call u…. will text u a lot too….leave more space in ur inbox for me all right?’

‘Yes, my whole mailbox is for Yu Ae Li~’

‘Aww…. So sweet…..’

‘Ae Li………’

Hehehehehe!! I am planning for a big surprise~ I am going to Korea to celebrate his birthday with him!!! Kim Heechul, wait for me, I will see you next week, my love…..