All I felt was cold…

Everything around me…

My body felt numb…

…And now…

…..I can’t feel anything anymore…

…

But…

I did felt warmth running down my cheeks. That was my only warmth…


I was still under the same tree, lying on the cold snowy ground.

…

Right now…

I don’t care if I die…If I do die…then all my pain will disappear…That’s good…right?

…

“Han Byul!”

I couldn’t open my eyes and see who it is. I was too weak to open my eyes.

“Han Byul!”

I knew that voice…

…

……

…

I tried to speak, I wanted to say I’m here. But it only came out as a soft whisper.

I curse inside my head about how weak I am right now…

“Han Byul!” The voice was louder, closer to me now.

And that voice…that voice belongs to…Juwon…

“Juwon…” I said lowly.

…

….

“Juwon…” This time, I used up all my strength to say his name louder.

“Han Byul?”

I couldn’t answer anymore, I as panting, I was tire.

I couldn’t sleep at all yesterday, I’d all the cold air down my body. So cold I couldn’t move, so cold I felt numb through out my whole body. My throat hurts even when I talk.

I need…warmth…


…


…

….


“Han Byul!” the voice was in front of me now.

I, again, use all my strength to open my eyes, I tried hard this time, only to open my eyes weakly. Finding Juwon quickly picks me up into his arm.

Warmth…I felt warmth now…

“Han Byul…you’re so cold…” His worried voice made me smiled.

-Out Of POV-

-Juwon’s POV-

She was so pale.

Her lip is so blue.

And her body…is so cold…like ice.

Han Byul ah…why are you always be the one in pain…?

I quickly carried her back.

…

….

…………

-Running for 15 minutes-

While carrying her behind my back, and knowing she fell asleep, I dialed TaeHyung’s number.

R-----

“DID YOU FIND HER?!” TaeHyung’s voice had made me deaf.

“…I found her.”

“What?! Really?! Take her---“

“I’m already here.” I told him, panting. “Just come to your room when you’re back.”

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“Sungwoo…I’m cold…” Hyejin told, rubbing her arms.

“Come here then.” Sungwoo held Hyejin, “Are you warmer now?” He asks gently.

Hyejin blushed and shook her head.

Sungwoo frown.

“Then we should rest a bit. Come on, we’ll call some help when we get back. We won’t find her like this.” Sungwoo suggest.

Hyejin stood there for a moment…then nodded.

-The way back-


“Are you still cold Hyejin? Here, wear my jacket.” Sungwoo handed her his jacket.

Hyejin shook her head, “I’m already wearing my coat.”

“Just wear it.” Sungwoo forcedly put it on Hyejin.

“Now let’s go back…hey…that’s TaeHyung? Why is he such in a rush?” Sungwoo ask.

“Let’s follow him.” Hyejin said.

“Come on!” Sungwoo pulled Hyejin and started running after TaeHyung.

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TaeHyung’s POV

After I got the call from Juwon, I was so relieve yet guilty. I knew it was my entire fault.

And I knew…I still couldn’t get over So Hee.

I ran back, after 10 minutes of running. I kick the door and stood there. Han Byul…sleeping peacefully on my bed.

…

She…looks so…pale…

I look at my hands…

What have I done to her?

I’m…such a b@st@rd…I…should get punish for this…

Juwon came back from the bathroom with some hot water and wet towel.

I quickly ran and sat beside Han Byul. I held her hand tight…

I’m sorry Han Byul…

“TaeHyung…mind telling me what happen?” Juwon sounded impatient.

I sigh…

“I…She saw…me with So Hee…”

“And? There has to be something else.” Juwon continued.

“We…was…(I looks at Han Byul)…”

“Yes? Go on…”

“Doing our thing.” I answered.

“……………………What?”

“She was kissing me, alright?”

Juwon looks at me, not believing.

“Alright. Alright. I was kissing her back too alright?” I felt worse now.

Juwon sigh.

“You know. You should know So Hee by now.”

I know. But…

“You still love her don’t you?” Juwon ask me.

I look at Han Byul, and then back at Juwon and nod.

“Then what about Han Byul?” Juwon ask me.

I…

“You love her too don’t you?”

I slowly nod.

-BAM-

The door flew open, Sungwoo and Hyejin barged in.

“What the FU.CK!” Sungwoo started, “HOLY SHYT! HAN BYUL!”

Hyejin’s eyes widen.

Everyone would be surprised to see Han Byul in this state.

“Han Byul…” Hyejin said lowly, and then came closer to Han Byul’s body.

I look away guiltily.

“YOU B.TCH! WHAT THE FU.CK DID YOU DO THIS TIME?!” Sungwoo yelled.

-BAM-

I fell down on the floor.

My left cheek went numb for a second. His punch was hard.

“Woah. Let’s settle this thing.” Juwon cut in.

“WHAT THE H3LL DID YOU DO?!”

-PUNCH-

I deserved it.

I deserved every punch.

I could see Juwon pulling Sungwoo off of me. While Hyejin was waking up Han Byul, on the verge of crying.

“DON’T TOUCH ME!” Sungwoo brush Juwon’s hands off of him, then came back and punched me again.

I didn’t respond to any of this.

“Why the h3ll do everyone wants to hurt Han Byul every h3ll way there is?!”

-KICK-

Sungwoo kicked me, while Juwon pulled him back, yelling stuff at him too. All the noise was just faint to me. All I concentrate on now is Han Byul.

-BAM-

That wasn’t a punch. It caught my attention. Everyone in the room stopped at what they’re doing.

And there stood at the door…were Yun Jae and a lot of guys behind him. 20 are the least number. Hyejin widen her eyes and froze. Sungwoo looked annoy and Juwon…confuse…just like me.


Why is he here?

He looked around the room and spotted Han Byul. From a moment I thought I saw pain in his face, but guess that was only my eyes.

“I should of known.” He said coldly.

“Guys.” He snaps his finger. “Get the girl sleeping on the bed and let’s go.” Yun Jae walked out after finishing his command.

H3ll no I ain’t letting them take her.

“Yun Jae you b@st@rd, why don’t you stop coming into her life as well?!” Sungwoo yelled. Then running after Yun Jae but was block by many guys.

I quickly block Han Byul and fight whoever comes near her, but I failed.

They all have outnumbered Juwon and me.

In the end…me and Juwon was all bruised up, that was just the bad part. And the worse part is that they took Han Byul…

As I lay on the ground, all tire and worn out…

All I thought about right now is…

Who is Yun Jae to Han Byul?

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